[ true love is worth waiting for..... ]

true love is worth waiting for.....

hasnt been blogging for the past few days.. just one simple reason - i'm just too LAZY!! hahaz.. actually, i everyday also finish lessons at 12pm.. but i just dont know why i am so LAZY to blog.. come home only shower then sleep till dinner time before i wake up for my dinner.. lolx! 4hours straight of combined lecture can DIE!! lolx..

never the less, we always keep ourselves ENTERTAINED!! lolx.. with laughter and jokes!! sad.. Mrs Tang didnt teach for combined lecture.. makes our laughter lessen.. yesterday lesson was much interesting.. cause we were given the chance to watch the video on "natural birth"... GOSH! i just feel that it is so painful.. maybe i'll just choose not to give birth naturally lahz.. so painful sia! so more must wait for cervix to dilate then the constriction is HORRIBLE manz! MOTHERs are really WEI DA!

was having miagraine for the past few days and flu set in as well.. i think i'm still not used to the school setting again.. like i said before, i have problems adapting to new environment.. kind of used to the "full of germs" hospital.. now back to school, a bit too CLEAN! lolx.. i just too TROUBLESOME lahz.. i actually wrote that i had miagraine and flu on my facebook.. and to my SURPRISE, Medy comment on my status! gosh! he was just being caring enough to ask me take care! thank you so much! :D and also thankful to Chee Cheng who was so concern over me when i mentioned i got nightmares the other day on facebook.. i guess facebook is the "NO SECRET" hiding place.. lolx.. everyone just know my every single movement! but really thankful for those who really concern for me.. i can feel the LOVE! thanks!! :D

today.. woke up very early.. at about 7.30am.. cause we have a red cross main com meeting in the morning.. supposed to attend a talk at HQ in the meeting and main com meeting in the afternoon.. then i wont be able to attend the first cfg combined rehearsal.. BUT, thanks to my prayers.. they are being answered! the talk was cancelled so the main com meeting has been pushed forward to 1oam in the morning.. some people i will have to talk to didnt turn up for the meeting.. and the teachers arent being supportive enough also.. only Ms Chow present.. gosh!

meeting finished at 1plus.. with us taking crazy pictures!! hahaz! we had FUN! pictures still have Victor.. shall post it up some other time.. many upcoming events - camps, first aid competition, blood drive.. GOSH! i really need GOOD TIME MANAGEMENT as i shall DECLARE - this is my LAST sem in school! got to WORK SUPER HARD to push up my GPA even further.. rushed off from Tampines to Senja.. got rehearsal today.. and i was LATE with valid reasons lahz.. hahaz!

had few rounds of trainings.. and i'm happy that the kids are better controlled now.. Evelyn cried today.. think she's just too scared and have missed out the previous training.. thank gohonzon that i remembered that she's SK student now.. so i told her: " Evelyn, children of the lions must be strong, righteous and free, we mustnt cried that easily." and i sang her the school song! GOSH! she turned out smiling and my relationship gets a step closer!! cause she has always been shy and dare not talk to me.. well, this is the BOND between seniors and juniors.. nobody will has it!! hahaz! all the tiredness has been paid off!!!

we had a great time rehearsing and i'm really looking forward to it.. and i called Daryl today and went to Clementi to pass him the tickets.. that IDIOT.. i called him to ask him where he is.. he kept replying that he's in my heart! gosh! but it was a JOY.. i invited him and his sister.. and he invite few others!! :D cant believe that.. when i was with him, i tried asking him to come for concert events.. BUT, it has always been a failure.. been now, it seems like the seed has been watered and growing in a pot of plant.. i dont know if he will be shakubuku through this CFG.. but i am sure, i am a step closer!! :D it's indeed a JOY undescribable by words! :)

and was happy to see his sisters again, Pearl and Adrienna.. and his mom.. after so much they have gone through, they are still living strong.. i'm sure i can do it too! invited Huimin, Peixuan and Darren to come for my CFG too! really hope they can make it.. and not forgetting my dearest sisters - Stella and Xueyun.. Xueyun will be helping out with welcoming.. BUT, most important is must come! cause there will be lots of SURPRISE!!!! hahaz!! :D back aching like mad=X ... simply cant straighten it anymore.. gosh! please recover! i'm having BCLS test on Tuesday manz! and starting BCLS practical on Monday.. back ache please GO AWAY! shall pray more tomorrow when i'm at home.. got to go rest early! :D i'm a GOOD GIRL! hahaz!=]

today is Lihua jiejie's first year death anniversary.. so fast.. one year liao le.. may you rest in peace.. i'll be praying for the police to catch the murder that cause you and your brother's death.. REST IN PEACE, Lihua jiejie!! missing you always..