[ sorry seems the HARDEST word.... ]

sorry seems the HARDEST word....

slept at 1plus today.. was kind of ANGRY.. cause i was waiting for someone to call.. BUT.. she didnt.. at least an sms will save my ANGER.. BUT.. she didnt.. till i sms her today morning and ask her if she returned home late night.. cause i was waiting for her to call while trying the rest of the SK alumnis... hais.. i'm really DISAPPOINTED that such things happened again.. i wish to mention who is it.. BUT, i hope she knows that we need her help..

we are just ONE MONTH away from the actual event.. and in this month, i got MANY MANY things in my hands.. i still have my CFG on till this saturday.. Red Cross got many events in October too.. and there's ITESD meeting, CIC training, Discussion meeting, Study meeting.. and i'm having one more week of attachment from 6th-10th Oct.. and starting my last sememster from 13th oct.. hais! see the reason why i am so STRESSFUL?

stayed home today.. and decided to change my blogskin.. hahaz! although simply but i like it.. wants things simply now.. chatted with Daniel online just now.. lolx.. he's from NPCC when he was secondary school.. didnt know NTSS so popular.. even he also know that NTSS NPCC is gold unit.. and one thing more that i found it so RIDICULOUS.. we had the same score for PSLE.. he also started from NA stress and promoted to Express when he was in secondary school.. gosh! so coincidental that i feel so scary about it! lolx.. Peijun Mdm came to talk to me online also.. she said Ruibao now is HO liao..wah! so long never see him... dont know how is he now..

one year liao.. seems like Yep family is going further and further from each other.. or is it just me alone? if me and *** arent together and dont end up like now, things wont be taking place this way ba.. hais.. i cant blame anybody too.. just FATE ba.. at home today, and Mom cooked dinner.. had Udon noodles for dinner today.. hais! my mom just cant stop thinking about Red Cross, about SK Grad Day event even though i'm watching my favourite show.. as for CFG, not so worried.. cause it's ending in 3days time.. and i still got help..

just saw Chern Fen's email.. got Zone Directors meeting on coming Monday again.. hais.. Sakinah, please come back earlier ba! i'm SERIOUSLY tearing apart.. was calling and sms-ing SK alumni just now again.. we need 107 people! and we are ONLY 38people now.. can you tell me how not to worry? sending emails, preparing meetings's information at this hour.. my back just aches! and my miagraine is calling for me again! my BRAIN CELLS are seriously DYING FAST...

will be meeting stella for lunch tomorrow and going to SK for meeting! :D hope the FIGURE can increase tomorrow.. *praying hard*