我等你..........

我等你..........

不做考虑也没半点犹豫
我就说了这一句我等你
你眼中闪过了一些讶异
更多的是怀疑所以你可以离去

不相信你还会回心转意

是我任性才决定要等你

我眼中的泪没掉过一滴

只是随你背影慢慢倒流进心里(心底)


我等你半年为期


逾期就狠狠把你忘记

不只伤心的还包括一切甜蜜
你应该已经和她公开在一起


要等你要证明自己


我可以纵容你在心底


也可以当你只是路过的人而已
爱到痛之极才需要一段等你的限期来遗忘自己

went kbox today with my classmates.. Joanna, Sharon, Jinwee, Valarie, Helen, Huimin, Chun Haw and Kah Sing.. didnt know if it's a way to relax or an awaken call from my emo feelings again.. really hope he is here now.. i got so much to worry. and does he knows? exams - must really catch up.. i cant i can lose 5marks from my test paper just because i never see the question! not because i dont know the answer! ARGH! angry lehz..

then is my CA.. this time round is CF lehz, not CI.. i wan ka Ash! aiyoz.. she's so NICE! going to a medical ward - cardio and respiratory, my strength.. hope can do well for the CA and for the CA assignment and most important, want to finish up my skills.. CA will start on 1st march and end on 19th march.. then 20th march's morning, this poor girl going for surgery liao.. kind of WORRIED actually.. LA will be given, which means throughout the entire surgery, i am going to be DAMN AWAKE! oh gosh.. i think jabbing the LA itself will kill me liao.. think it's going to be SUPER PAIN!

BUT..... i seriously have no choice.. and then you're going home liao.. Mom's angry with you.. i tried speaking up for you, but didnt seems to help.. she just feel that her girl is so POOR THING, cause got dumped... hais! retribution! last time dumped many guys, now my turn.. i really hope you will know.. i am still waiting.. Jo and her bf broke up, and now after 2months, she regretting, so are you? or will you? Will there be a day you will regret leaving me? 我的痛，你懂吗？我流过的泪，你曾看见吗？我忍的痛，你又懂多少？although i have found out many terrible things you did to me, although i also dumb dumb go dig out many, i have never thought of leaving you.. the word is NEVER...

you really left me because you cant stand the feeling i am not there when you go back to HK ma? or because of a new eye candy where have you been after school? what are you doing? trying ways to get close to her ma? or are you avoiding me? do you know how hurting it can be to avoid someone who really love you? what did i do wrong? can you please tell me?