你比从前快乐?

你比从前快乐?

你不再牵着我的手
小心翼翼的将你的小指勾
泪也小心翼翼的流
有些事情你在瞒着我
你终于还是开了口
淡淡一句还是朋友
小心翼翼的将你的小指勾
泪也如刀割
我的手你不再牵着
知道分手后你不难过
你比从前快乐
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口
过往的欢乐是否褪色想问你怎么舍得
不要在耳边再说你会想我

today, went to cousin's baby boy 1 year birthday.. then after that came home and study.. headache somemore diarrhea-ing... hais.. i dont know what's wrong with my body.. i guess i am stress ba.. hais.. exams please end faster.. BUT... it also means attachment is coming... and i also hope attachment can end faster.. it also means my surgery is coming.. and also means he is going back.. hais...

where are you now ar? when there be a day you will automatically look for me? and share some concern you gave to others to me can? people who regretted are back together le.. when will it be my turn? will you regret? or are you regretting?

i really miss you ar.. i really cant help it.. i really cant.. thanks for replying my sms yesterday and thanks for saying that you wont avoid me.. it really relieve my fear.. why must i always be thinking so much that i am making myself so troubled? hais!

i love you, do you know?