Friday, February 26, 2010

怎么了?你累了? 说好的幸福呢?

怎么了?你累了? 说好的幸福呢?

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

i have been thinking a lot for the past one month.. why did you give me up? i remember that day when you initiated the breakup, you mentioned about you having no jobs in Singapore and said even that even if you go back to HK, how low you salary would be... is it because you afraid i will suffer with you that's why you chosen to leave me and not let me suffer with you?

is it so? i dont mind suffering with you provided you are here.. i dont mind that we are separated in terms of distance.. but at least i know our hearts are linking together.. do you understand how i feel? do you? are our hearts still linking together? do you still love me? for the past 3weeks before we broke up, i have been showing me cold shoulders.. at that point, i really felt that our relationship will be gone.. and then you started to treat me nicer.. so i thought everything will be fine if i persevere on.. BUT guess i was wrong.. cause i am the only one working hard.. and you're the one who gave up long ago..

maybe chern fern was right.. "if you gave me up first, that shows you arent someone worth to accept ever again..." and maybe she right.. "if someone doesnt treasure me enough to want to keep the relationship, there's no point waiting for the person and even if the person returns next time, it is no longer important, it's all the past..." should i start believing and telling myself this way?

i want to... BUT i really cant bear to let you go.. i really cant....................

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