做不成你的情人我仍感激.... 因为很爱很爱你....

做不成你的情人我仍感激.... 因为很爱很爱你....

想为你做件事
让你更快乐的事
好在你的心中
埋下我的名字
求时间趁著你
不注意的时候
悄悄地把这种子
酿成果实
我想她的确是
更适合你的女子
我太不够温柔
优雅成熟懂事
如果我退回到
好朋友的位置
你也就不再需要
为难成这样子
很爱很爱你所以愿意
舍得让你往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心
(music)
看著她走向你那幅画面多美丽
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜
地球上两个人
能相遇不容易
做不成你的情人我仍感激
很爱很爱你所以愿意
不牵绊你飞向幸福的地方去
很爱很爱你只有让你
拥有爱情我才安心
(music)
很爱很爱你所以愿意
不牵绊你飞向幸福的地方去
很爱很爱你只有让你
拥有爱情我才安心
很爱很爱你所以愿意
不牵绊你飞向幸福的地方去
很爱很爱你只有让你
拥有爱情我才安心

studied till almost 12 midnight yesterday and had a bad flu.. at first, wanted to come home and sleep after my paper, but don't know... cant sleep.. so decided to start studying for CMBIO.. and went to sleep at about 12 after popping in a flu tablet.. ya, that flu tablet makes me so drowsy and sleep till this morning.. thanks to the flu tablet, i can fall asleep peacefully..

and this morning, i can barely open my eyes.. still drowsy and my back is aching, stomach also aching.. got up at 10am and went to wash up and went to Changi airport to study with Joanna and Chun Haw.. really had fun laughing because of Chun Haw's stupid actions..

and thanks to someone who cut up my photos, my blood pressure risen till i had a bad headache just now! thanks hor.. thanks for cutting my photos when i am still ALIVE huh.. i didn't know i was DEAD that's why someone cut up my photos! ARGH! be prepare to bear the consequence for cutting my photos! DISGUSTING!

misses him badly as usual.. i really have no courage to face you.. even seeing on msn, i just can stare at the msn screen and see your status.. i dare not start a conversation with you at all.. why? hais.. mom made me cried badly yesterday because of you... everyone in the family thought i am strong.. actually, to be frank, i am not.. i just don't want anyone in the family to worry about me.. i am seriously feeling terrible although it's been almost one month that you left me.. i still cant accept the fact that you have walked out of my life..

and going to changi airport awaken my memories when i traveled to HK with you.. and the photos you lose, you make me lost my last bit of memories with you.. like what i told Ben when he lost his photos in his iphone.. he can create new memories for the photos he lost, BUT... i have no more chance to create anymore memories with you... NO MORE...

the ONLY HOPE i had have been DEPRIVED... what else am i left with? seriously NOTHING left.. hais.. was looking through the past entries of my blog when we first got close.. do you still remember? do you still remember how we struggled through the 7weeks when you were away in China?

do you still remember when you are not here and worried about me getting home late? do you still remember you came all the way just to see me for less than 1hour? do you still remember how she bu de you are when you send me home? do you still remember what i have done for you? do you still remember how we spend our days for the past 1 year?

how can you give up so easily? how can you just let go? how can you just walked out of my life? don't you remember how to try to rush into my life? don't you remember what you did for us to go so far? have you forgotten all these? HOW CAN YOU?! am i really that bad? i don't worth you enduring your days when you go back to HK? why cant you have some faith in yourself? even if you don't have faith in yourself, cant you just simply believe that i can? if i can do it, why cant you? WHY!