[ endurance!! ]

endurance!!

it's monday blues again! was sitting at cafe1 early in the morning to complete my CN homework.. didnt have the time and the mood to do it during the weekends.. was busy going in and out of the hospital everyday.. Shiffa was quite early today.. and was talking to her.. hais! finally i can have someone whom i can talk to.. was telling her about my grandma.. and then Nadiah came by.. thanks girls.. thanks for talking to me.. i guess you girls are really my TRUE FRIENDS.. it isnt easier to have true friends..

first lesson of the day.. CN theory.. well, everyone has some hu-ha over the CN homework.. most of them didnt do the homework or didnt complete the homework at all.. BUT.. Ms Zhao just insisted on collecting the homework.. and i was given the task to do it.. was put in a difficult spot as they are my classmates and she's my teacher.. i dont know who should i obey.. seriously dont know.. then.. after much efforts of collecting it, she returned the paper back to us.. diaoz! and wants us to mark our paper..

she herself also not sure what are the questions she has given us.. and.. we actually quite some time on infection control.. my goodness! anyway, i shall not compare.. after all, she said something really right.. teachers just act as faciliators.. whether we want to do well or not really depends on us.. and.. we should let some small little things affect our studies.. life hasnt been moving smoothly for me recently.. isnt gossiping behind people's back a bad thing? but why are there people still doing that? and even to people they treated as friends? hais! i just get a bit sadden when i came across a friend's blog who commented on another close friend of mine...

maybe they should just make things clear before commenting.. after all, we have no rights in other people's life.. we can advice.. but cant do anything more than that.. well.. was having a terrible headache since last week.. just stress and sad over grandma's hospitalisation.. have CN lecture today at MLT.. and contact time from 4-5pm.. and Ms Zhao was really kind and understanding towards my situation now.. she let me off earlier.. thanks for that.. took the mrt to sgh.. and went in to grandma..

actually to the nurses there.. she's not doing well today.. 3medications was given to her to help maintain her blood pressure.. her blood pressure was really low.. and as what my uncles told me.. grandma hasnt open her eyes for the whole day they are there.. maybe she's just TIRED? i really hope so.. and on my way back.. Meihui messaged me.. she was concern for my grandma's condition.. thanks for that.. and thanks for the encouragement.. i really need lots of endurance now!! really need.......

off to sleep.. my headache is killing me...