[ is it retribution? ]

is it retribution?

it's FRIDAY! yupz.. weekend is round the corner.. my alarm was set to 5.15am actually.. BUT.. when the alarm clock rang, i was still NOT really WILLING to wake up.. cause by thinking that it's going to be a LONG day today makes my BODY filled with NO ENERGY.. hais! cant imagine that it's a friday BUT i still have to stay in school till 10pm.. hais! what is life man? was sneezing early in the morning.. hais! i guess i really need VITAMIN C!!

first lesson of the day.. behavioural science.. Mdm Tan wanted to go through the answers for the BH test yesterday with us.. BUT.. 2 of our classmates were absent during the test.. SOOooooo.. NO CHOICE lohz.. cant go through.. didnt really want to know the answers to the questions too.. cause i'll actually know how much i roughly score... hais! it's OVER liao.. so NO POINT CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK.. do well or wont do well also like that liao.. cant turn back time to change anything.. just have to BUCK UP for end-of-module exams!! i can say that i was concentrating quite well during lesson today.. topic is "MEMORY and FORGETTING".. few more topics to go before we proceed on for REVISION for EXAMS! hais! i SCARED cause EXAMS is ROUND the CORNER.. BUT.. on the other hand.. i'm HAPPY!! cause HOLIDAYS is COMING SOON too!!!

next lesson was CN practical.. BUT.. Ms Zhao used it to teach theory instead.. we are done with all our practical skills.. only left with theory part to go.. first topic was on "types of surgery".. then was on "anaesthesia".. got a better idea of that actually.. and then it was 15minutes more to 12pm.. we arent given any break in the midst of her 2hours lesson.. and she wanted to continue to brief us on our PBL project which is taking place next week.. hais! really exhausted till i cant really concentrate.. BUT.. still forced myself to LISTEN.. this time round's topic for PBL is on community nursing.. can say EASY.. can say DIFFICULT too.. gosh! thinking of my next week schedule makes me SHIVER from HEAD to TOE..

monday - planning meeting after school
tueday - nothing at the moment
wednesday - CMS presentation
thursday - deadline for CMS written assignment and CN class test
friday - deadline for PBL project
saturday - investiture and discussion meeting
sunday - nothing at the moment

oh GOSH! i need a BREAK! so many DEADLINES to MEET!! lesson managed to finish at 12.10pm.. and i RUSHED all the way to sdc.. put down my bag and went to change into my jeans and t-shirt.. then.. i went to noobs to have my LUNCH.. was quite HUNGRY actually.. early morning when i woke up, i cleared my bowel twice and once in school.. 3 times liao.. was having diarrhoea actually.. oh man! wat a bad start of a day.. ate spagetti with nuggets!! YUM YUM! quite NICE actually.. BUT.. i still prefer PASTAMANIA's CREAMY CHICKEN!! missing it!!

then we went back to sdc to slack a bit.. and then was asked to tie ribbons for the food they are providing for the concert.. had a great time actually.. then.. at around 3.30pm, the YMCA group arrived.. all MALAYS!! i'm not RACIST lahz.. just that was kind of SHOCKED why they arent chinese in the bridge programme when actually YMCA is a CHRISTIAN association.. first game of the day - the introduction ball game.. we played that before during one of our bonding session for the yep trip.. this brings me back to the SWEET MEMORY!! i rememebered that time Tom came to ttsh to pick me up and meet Carolyn and Miaozhen at city hall.. we were LATE for the training actually.. and remembered that Tom walked into the event hall with a wafer and me with a cup of ice milo.. that time we arent together yet...

2nd game of the day - the maze game.. me and Ruifen was put in charge of the event actually.. as i was the one who gave the suggestion to this game.. had a HARD time getting them to SETTLE down.. they arent NORMAL kids.. after the game itself, i heard some of them saying that they DONT LIKE this GAME!! *heartbroken*.. hais! so, i told Shaun that i feel this game isnt a SUCCESS.. BUT.. he reassured me by saying it is a great success.. Nabil also said it's FUN.. really THANKFUL for reassuring me and comfort me.. during the toilet break, i went to Shaun and requested that i dont wish to take part in the savanger hunt game.. BUT he inisted that i must.. and asked me not to be affected by their words..

hais! i cried..and THANKS for comforting me, Junjie.. first time talking out to him my feelings.. thanks for that!! i guess i shocked many who saw me crying.. ya.. just need to relieve out.. then.. we moved on with the savenger hunt game.. i was in the same group with Jag, Amalina, Miaozhen and Nabil.. and Jag.. was commenting that my hair is very soft!! hahaz! of cause.. my mom take care of it for me since young.. and many efforts must be put in to have such soft texture.. kekez! we LOST the game.. but was FUN though the moral of the group is LOW.. i managed to find quite a number of stuff with one glimpse! the marble rock, the monkey baby, the ducky!! hahaz! i can CONFIRMED that i'm really good in finding things.. BHB.. *self-praise*

after the game, we went to wash up.. was sweating like hell.. and it's so HOT!! as in WARM lahz!! hahaz.. after wash up, we slacked awhile in the sdc before we proceeded to the ampitheatre for the concert.. the concert itself was NICE.. i can say i enjoyed it.. BUT.. at the same time, somethings just sore my eyes.. shall not mention about unhappy stuffs.. we took pictures with them after the concert.. and i saw this cute little boy with the rainy rubber shoes.. so CUTE!! i just LOVE kids! then we walked back to the sdc.. and that Shaun.. he did a pole dance performance.. and Ms Jill was disgusted.. hahaz! but it's FUNNY lahz.. i had a GREAT time lol-ing my way...

then.. here comes to DIASTER!! someone said " the person must treat drinks"... so we started running.. and.... i was knocked down by Shaun and Jag.. and hurted her left elbow.. just have some skin tear.. and some abdominal pain because i landed on my stomach.. it's OKIE.. it's an ACCIDENT.. no one wants it to happen too.. so Jag and Shaun.. stop blaming yourself!! smile=] then.. many of them actually helped me up.. i think i was too SHOCKED to react.. except crying.. think this shocked TOM too! thinking back.. it's really EMBARRASSING!! but thanks to the nursing crew - Amalina, Miaozhen and Carolyn.. my wound is taken care of.. thanks for cleaning my wound.. and we had a GREAT time taking photos at the event hall.. BUT.. i was too TIRED.. and my wound just hurts.. not in the mood..

was talking about the investiture with Suhui and Tom.. Tom asked me to represent Red Cross for the investiture cause he feels that i have the need to interact with new committee of SC.. well.. i'm just a SMALL FLY lahz.. dont want to act big like someone.. dont wish to mention names.. then he said : " if he knows me last year, then will be different.. it will be okie if i have more interaction with them".. so i said: " if i know you last year, we knows we might have a different story ending".. then.. he said: " oh.. you mean we will end up together huh?" lolx! maybe lahz.. we knows..

went home with Wuihou.. we had a GREAT time chatting.. and we went to Tampines central and got drinks at macdonalds.. so THIRSTY! then Sam came.. she PS the guys who are going for supper.. it's LATE already lahz.. went home and had a shower.. and realised that my ankle area and kneecap have bruises too.. it's OKIE.. it will RECOVER in a few days time.. BUT i think the skin tear part will be really UGLY.. oh gosh! it's a TIRING day.. cause i played hard, and even CRIED hard.. tired.. turning in.......