[ Red Cross Blood Drive meeting ]

Red Cross Blood Drive meeting

today is HOLIDAY! for SELF-STUDY purpose.. we are put to OFF.. was ROTTING at home in the morning.. and didi tried to persuade to go see ah ma earlier.. didnt wanted to go so early.. my initial plan was to stay home and study till late afternoon then i go see my grandma.. after which i will go straight for my meeting at HSA bloodbank..

end up.. my brother WON.. won in persuading me.. so we went to visit ah ma.. and i borrowed his big bag to bring my books and notes i need for revision.. intend to study outside the icu when the visiting hours is over.. went there.. and saw that the nurses have changed the side where the needle is put in for my grandma's dialysis.. i cant BEAR to see her like that.. and i DROPPED tears SECRETLY again.. hais..

she kept STRUGGLING.. telling us to untie her restrainers for her.. hais! all we can is to tell her to BEAR with it.. actually we know how it feels.. or should say i understand how she feel the most.. as a nurse, it's terrible to see your loved ones lying on that cold icu yet i cant do anything.. feel so USELESS.. then, i told mom let's not agitate her further.. i guess we should let her rest.. she didnt sleep well with so many tubes all over her.. plus.. dialysis is a painful procedure to go through.. somemore hers is continuous and non-stop..

went to kopitiam to have our breakfast and lunch.. i didnt eat well for the past few days.. maybe because exams is round the corner.. too STRESS.. plus i just want to lose weight BADLY!! lolx.. after that.. at around 2plus.. mom asked to go home.. GOSH! i thought she's staying back till evening time.. ALAMAK! now my time is WASTED because i am travelling through and flow..

so i sms Candy and realised that they have changed the venue for the meeting.. it's Red Cross House.. so, i went home.. went to NTUC with mom and brother.. and bought quite a number stuff.. and my favourite - Yakult.. i went home.. and did my evening prayers.. then at around 5pm.. i went out.. meeting Mdm Qian and Sakinah at DB mrt station.. Sakinah was late.. so Mdm Qian and i went to shop around at PS.. so long never come PS le.. then we went into Carrefour.. and bought mineral water and jellies for Candy's daughter..

then we walked over to Park Mall to meet Sakinah.. remember i went to the Park Mall Fish & Co twice to eat.. first time with someone i didnt want to remember.. and second time was with Melvin and chingay peeps to celebrate his birthday.. so FAST! it's been almost 8months since his birthday is over.. then.. we made our way into the Red Cross house.. was a little bit late.. saw Woan Lan and the rest all waiting for us already..

was just discussing about the Vibrant Blood drive they are organising in May next year.. they would need volunteers from our college east chapter.. and met a group of really FUN committee members from NTU.. Calvin, Medy, Woan Lan and two others which i forget their names.. they are really NICE.. we had a GREAT time chatting and eating jellies! and the FUNNIEST thing is when i mentioned that if we are active in our cca, we are given 0.2marks more in our GPA.. Calvin and Medy almost FAINTED!! lolx..

after the meeting.. it's around 7pm le.. me and Sakinah havent had our dinner yet.. so, we went to PS to have our dinner.. and got Mdm Qian to join us.. had Long John Silver Combo 1 and Clam Chowder soup! so Sinful sia! want to lose weight still eat fastfood.. then.. we went to shop around.. till about 9.30 then we left for home.. had a GREAT day today... Nice meeting the members from NTU!! BUT.. i am going to be dead.. WASTED one day and i didnt study at ALL!!! and tomorrow.. got to be out for y-camp briefing! how? i am only left with Sunday and monday!!!!

didnt have much talk with Dear today.. cause he's working.. just told him that i am going out for meeting.. let him know at least he wont worry about me! miss you lots dear! sobx(T.T)

off to recharge my energy!! orh orh le!=]