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it's thursday already.. yeah yeah!!! which means friday is coming.. early morning at 8am.. we have our BH test 2 at the MLT.. the first thing when i receieved the question paper is to see what are topics that are out for the short-anwser session.. oh my god! "PERSONALITY" came out.. and i didnt study that topic.. DIE.. going to do BADLY for this paper le.. hais!

after the test itself.. Junyuan was talking to me.. about the paper content and stuff.. hais! i know you will do well.. born talent lahz huh.. a bit demoralised this term.. the more i want to do well, the worse my results are.. why? why like that? hais!! next lesson was CN practical.. today's topic was to perform DEATH PROCEDURE.. first half of the lesson, Ms Zhao gone through the theory part of the topic with us.. and.. i just remember one thing.. next week.. we are going to do PBL again!!! my goodness.. i'm going to HATE it seriously..

and during the practical part of the lesson.. many of them cannot take it.. Shiffa got emotional.. and cried actually.. i learnt something through a friend who's studying in NYP.. he said.. in nursing, you cant get EMOTIONAL that easily.. he's right.. and Daphne.. she's was really upset over her BH test.. she cant concentrate during the test as Douglas was making noises.. hais! poor her.. really dislike seeing friends cry.. cause it will affect my mood as well..

lunch at cafe2.. was eating with Citi and gang, and with Nadiah and Shiffa.. Peixuan is in my school for the career fair.. Daryl also.. BUT.. didnt get to see them.. at about 12.30pm, we went up to the indoor sports hall for the talk by SGH and National Heart Centre.. was quite moved by what the nurse.. have the urge to take up bond with SGH.. BUT.. i just feel it's too FAR from where i am staying.. and i managed to get the HR in charge for TTSH.. and after the career fair, i went to TTSH HR to submit the form.. will be waiting for the interview in early decemeber..

after which, i went to SGH to visit grandma.. she's kind of drowsy today.. maybe because of the morphine given to her.. and one more extra medication given to her.. vancomycin.. think her surgical wound area is infected.. hais! i'm so WORRIED.. it's the thing i dont wish to happen.. it's dangerous if the wound area is infected.. left for home at around 5.30pm.. and went home to rest.. my HEADACHE is back again!! going to rest.... orh orh!~