[ exhaustion stage... ]

exhaustion stage...

was sick today.. took mc for the first time in the past few months in ite.. it's was REALLY a TOUGH decision for me to make.. cause i just dont know how much i will missed!!! BUT.. i still give it a MISS.. cause i KNOW.. i need that BREAK badly!!! went to the polyclinic to see a doctor.. was there at 7.15am.. and i waited till 7.55am before i got myself registered..

then at around 8am.. i was sitting outside the doctor's room waiting for consultation.. that ass doctor.. he was sleeping in the room till 8.30am before he sees me.. someone, i was his FIRST patient of the day!! my goodness! polyclinic's doctors are terrible.. saw my preceptor when i went for attachment in july.. and saw the sisters for the polyclinic.. REALLY misses the period during attachment..

during this visit to the polyclinic.. saw two WEIRD guys keep STARING at me.. alamak! never see before GIRLS ar!! cannot stand them.. and i just knocking into them where ever i go.. even when i seen the doctor much later than them, i still knocked into them when i went to take medication.. hais!

reached home at around 9am and called tom to wake him up for school.. the blur him.. half awake still know how to ask me whether i going to school or not.. lolx! after calling him, i took my medication and went to sleep.. think my headache too SERIOUS till the doctor gave me another type of painkilllers instead of the usual panadol.. and was having running nose as well.. and this two medication will cause DROWSINESS.. so.. i turned into a DROWSY QUEEN after taking the medication.. didnt sleep really well actually.. cause Janice called and called twice.. and that IRRITATING SPECIMEN, Guosheng called twice too! *argh* i should have switched off my phone..

want to DIE also cant die in peace.. HAIS! and Yeow Chong called twice also.. he's LUCKY that i didnt SCOLD him.. just sound FRUSTRATED only.. he called caused he was ASKED to do so by that idiotic Guosheng.. just over the stupid edusave thing.. HAIS! SICK also cant REST well.. WHAT IS THIS MAN!!!!!????

slept till about 5pm before i wake up and wash up.. dear went to work.. was thinking whether he will drop by to visit me.. oh well!!! that's PURE DREAMING huh.. he went to ENJOY LIFE.. went to cafe cartal with Shaun, Shaun's girlfriend and Yeow Chong.. hais! well, as usual.. he will definitely say.. "i'm a busy man... i got work what.." he can give up his sleep for the cafe cartal BUT.. i know he wont visit me when i'm sick... unless i'm hospitalised lahz.. CHOI!! TOUCHWOOD huh.. 2years ago.. i rememeber when Hui Shan was hospitalised due to cancer.. i remembered Weimin went to visit her everyday without fail.. and i can remembered clearly that after visiting her, when i went home.. i ask daryl, my boyfriend then,. would he actually visit me everyday if i'm hospitalised.. and INDEED.. one month later.. i was HOSPITALISED.. and somemore.. first time HOSPITALISATION, i ended in the OPERATING THEATRE too.. and that's when i did my appendicitomy operation..

shall not CURSE myself.. hahaz! after washing up.. i did my evening prayers and went to study.. hais! i cant CONCENTRATE!! BUT.. i have NO CHOICE.. BH test is 2days away.. had my FIRST MEAL of the DAY.. my DINNER.. this was what i ONLY EAT.. POOR ME huh.. sick liao yet NO ONE cook me porriage.. hais! after dinner, call Nadiah also.. and checked out with her what the teacher gone through today.. and she said i missed out a lot.. hais! no choice.. FALL SICK at the WRONG TIME!! mugging!~

turning in early.. DROWSY.....