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河水不会逆流，我对你的感觉也不会回头....

woke up at 5.40am this morning.. really very TIRED.. BUT, got no choice cause today is the World's Donors Day.. woke up, showered and called Nadiah.. she almost over-slept.. and thanks to her.. she helped me to make sure everyone was awake.. thanks a lot Nad! i took mrt to AMK.. and from AMK, i took 138 to the zoo.. it took more than 30minutes to go from the AMK to the zoo.. some of them were LATE.. and 2 of the volunteers didnt even pick up my phonecall.. hais! shall not mention about these sad moments..

was given a briefing by Perry.. in the morning, ITE side will be doing ushering.. Students were asked to pair up.. and me and Sakinah were asked to be the Team leader.. the weather was really WARM.. the walking of up and down.. through to and from the entrance to the pavillion.. makes me SWEAT like nobody business.. saw many friends of mine there.. Peisiang, Penny, Bryant and one of my secondary school senior, Bevan.. and Ben Ben and JJ.. that JJ.. BLIND de.. i kept waving but it took him so long to see me..

very very TIRED.. and very very HUNGRY.. cab down to Yishun and bought my lunch there.. Mac AGAIN! i have been eating mac as my meals for 3days liao!! board 969.. really PACKED and really WARM.. till i also very FRUSTRATED.. and keep receiving phone calls from my volunteers.. till i a bit irritated.. cause i left liao.. then i didnt know anything, so i cant help.. and the bus was crowded.. and i'm really really TIRED.. i didnt manage to pick up Daphne's call.. and cause her to be hungry.. i felt bad.. so sorry Daphne.. didnt mean to miss your call.. hais.. didnt have a proper lunch also.. was very very HUNGRY but.. didnt have the appetite to eat.. just feel very very TIRED..

reached HQ at about 1.30pm.. had a cup of milo with them and started practicing for the performance.. we did many rounds of practice just to make the performance perfect.. i can tell that everyone is trying so HARD to make the performance a great success.. and today.. got to see the true face of Jiahao.. hahaz! someone i should be grateful too.. the performance is okie, though a bit screwed up BUT everyone is HAPPY and feel RELIEVED.. and today.. it's a significant day in my life.. it's my appointment as a CIC.. i am going to embark on a NEW MISSION today.. i dont know what's will happen tomorrow and in future.. BUT, i will try my best to fulfill my role!=]

in the midst of the meeting, received quite a number of phone call and stuff.. from the volunteers and from Ben Ben also.. complaining they are receiving the award yet got no enough seats for them.. also received a phone call from Xueling that her friend's friend dad is diagnosed with leukemia and need platelets transfusion now.. and the blood group is AB+ which is my blood group.. i must get well to donate blood and hopes my HB is back to normal.. another news is one of our district ymd's dad just passed away.. need to attend the wake..

today.. it's a MIXTURE of feelings.. EXTREME happy and EXTREME sad.. whenever i think of this issue, it really makes me really UPSET.. hais! get ME out of this mess please!! hais!! will you turn and look at me?

a nice song to share.. by S.H.E - 你最近还好吗

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候
比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗...

plans tomorrow - PP chapter diamokukai cum preparation for Chap GM

P.S. - HAPPY BIRTHDAY peixuan!! =]