[ there's a struggle between YOU and YOU... ]

there's a struggle between YOU and YOU...

set my alarm clock to 10am this morning.. BUT.. everyday without fail.. people will wake me up with their sms.. and this morning.. it's Ben Ben!! he woke up to work and sms at the same time.. he thought i'll be sleeping.. YES.. i am.. BUT in order to make him less guilty that he woke me up.. i lied saying that i'm awake already.. then after sms-ing for awhile, i went back to sleep.. then just before i go into my lala land... Stella sms me!! oh gosh! cant sleep this time!! got to get this solved before it's too late..

yup.. after making phone calls.. problem is solved.. and my plans for tomorrow changes again.. shall say it later.. since i'm awaken, i went to brush my teeth and get myself ready to set off to meet Meng Har for lunch.. took 969 to Tampines.. and there's this guy.. board the bus at the stop as me.. and took 293 also.. but he didnt alight with me this time.. Ben Ben called and ask about some opinion about some stuff..

went to HQ to look for her.. and saw Jih yang.. chatted with him for awhile.. and went to Carnation room to look for Meng Har.. chanted for awhile and we set off for lunch.. went to have western food.. and we had chicken chop... and ice lemon tea.. QUITE NICE.. and i had a great time chatting with Meng Har.. must say Sorry to Ben Ben.. cause he called me TWICE and i didnt know about it.. too engrossed in the dialogue..she's really someone i can learnt a lot from.. then.. after the dialogue with her, i called Nad..

and went to meet Farhan, Daphne and her at Tampines.. Daphne was late ( i said this not to make you guilty).. lolx.. and Nad and Daphne went to take the passport photo.. which they need for the YEP form.. and i saw Ah mui.. really look a MOM now.. lolx!! hahaz! then we took 31 to school.. on the way, poor Daphne's feet was being STEPPED on.. i think the ah ma dont mean it lahz!! hahaz! we were LATE.. and Ramlan was giving the cheeky face.. and Farhan as usual was EMO..

called Mdm Heng.. and she was a bit UNHAPPY when she heard that Nad and Sya need her recommendation.. well, i EXPECTED it.. HAIS! but Farhan comment that her shoes makes her look taller make me feel like LAUGHING!! went to look for Ms Chow.. suddenly, all of them want to go to hainan.. guess the chance of being ALL selected is LOW? hmmm, not spilling cold water.. but, plus Sakinah, there's 7of them in our class.. guess maybe some should go to Cambodia.. BUT, as what Nad say, cambodia's living condition is really BAD..

i still HOPE for the BEST for them.. i want my clinque to experience i have experienced already.. to get away from home and be free for 15days!! hahaz! how i wish i can go AGAIN!! after leaving school, we went to TM mall.. shop around and stuff.. and there's a CRAZY MAN who kept following us!! OH! thank god he didnt tag along all the way.. if not, i'll make sure 999 comes to TM mall!! hahaz!! went to grab a notebook from Popular.. and so kaisu of Daphne.. she bought TWO!! oh GOSH! i'll be DEAD if she see this.. she will say "ni wan liao... " hahaz!!

went to Art Box and see see look look.. and the HELLO KITTY file caught my attention!! seriously, wanting to get it!! at about 5.45pm we left.. Nad they all supposed to meet Farhan they all at Tanah Merah station.. end up, they decided to drop at Raffles place to meet them.. and when they alight.. i saw Yvonne Er jie.. was kind of surprised to meet her on the Mrt.. chatted with her on the train.. and till i reached Clementi, Ben Ben called.. he told me what Medy tells him..

ya.. then he told me his conclusion was to listen to what Medy tells him.. then he said something like shouldnt have asked me.. ya, so i said: " dont tell me next time then.. i will reject your call if you call me.." it was just IDIOTIC.. and was telling him about my concern not to get involved between him and his girlfriend.. hais! it's troubling me.. cause i'm afraid that i have get him into unneccessary misunderstanding.. hope you understand Ben Ben..

met Wendy, Huiqian and Xueling for dinner at JE today.. felt so HAPPY today.. cause this is the FIRST homevisit i have done ever since i have been transferred to this district.. i just feel so HAPPY that i have at least did ONE dialogue session and know my own members better.. reached home around 10pm.. really very TIRED till i dozed off in the mrt just now..

plans tomorrow - morning: accompanying ah gong for his medical appointment
afternoon: meeting at SK
night: PP chapter I/C meeting at jurong kaikan

i can predict how TIRED i will be....