[ i know the reason behind your words.... ]

i know the reason behind your words....

woke up quite EARLY today despite being a saturday.. have to be at the Bloodbank by 10.45am to meet my volunteers for the World's Donors Day briefing.. it's was raining cats and dogs.. and guess.. it was a good exuse that many people were LATE or to not even attend the brieifing.. seriously, i felt so disappointed when i have reminded people about the briefing.. and yet.. there's some who said that i didnt..

even if my sms didnt get to you.. i'm very SURE that i have told who ever i asked to volunteer that there will be a COMPULSORY briefing on the 7th which is TODAY.. to me, i felt that i have been ACCUSED! that's why i'm so disappointed, upset and angry over it.. i dont know why after doing so much, yet my innocence cannot be proven.. but i know my CONSCIENCE is CLEAR.. gohonzon knows everything i did.. be it whether you like it or not, so be it.. i dont give a S***...

to speak the truth.. for those who's in the same intake as me, i guess the World's Donors Day will be your LAST red cross activity.. cause the internal blood drive which will be in Novemeber.. beside committee members, there is NO WAY that the section head will allow Mdm Qian to take you guys out from in campus.. even if it's just ONE day.. the affection to your studies is BIG.. as you all know that we only have 7weeks in campus..

after the briefing finished, we decided to head down to Orchard for some makan and shopping.. we went to an Indo eating place called Restro Surabaya.. and i ate Nasi ayam penyet.. suddenly reminds me of Medy.. lolx.. so i sms him and told him about it.. we shall go together when you come back from Genting okie? hahaz!

after the makan session, some of us went seperate way.. Fara, Hadi and Sakinah went to buy birthday present for Aishah Ali.. Daphne left home.. Siti small went to meet her friend.. and Izzah went to meet her boyfriend.. leaving me with Nad, Ramlan and Sya.. Ramlan suggested to go to Centrepoint.. we wanted to look for a place to sit down at Mac cafe.. but it was too crowded.. waited for Sufiyah to come.. and we decided to go back to Lucky plaza Mac.. over there, i ate my favourite sundae hot fudge with fries.. hahaz! so long never eat it this way..

we just chill and chit-chat and took pictures.. then Sufiyah left after awhile.. Nad suggested to shop at Far East.. just some window shopping.. but my hands are itchy.. really feel like buying something to make myself HAPPY.. mom called and asked why i arent home.. and it totally spoilt my mood of wanting to shop..hais.. headed home after that..

i'm on the phone now.. got to go..

plan's tomorrow - dialogue with Ann Nee and Meihui in the morning.. afternoon, district study meeting..

BUSY BUSY BUSY.........


i finally knew the reason why you believe this way.. it's all JEALOUSY...