[ PCA paper.... ]

PCA paper..

woke up at 9am this morning.. saw mom's home.. she's on afternoon shift.. as usual.. she's still IGNORING my presence.. well, what can i say? just keep quiet and do my own things lohz.. brush up, showered, prayed and continue doing some revision before meeting my clinque in school at 12pm.. left home at about 10.40.. Ben ben called me this morning.. asking if i'm feeling better..

well, woke up.. and having miagraine.. was feeling that one side of my head is like collapsing.. i didnt have such BAD headache recently.. HAIS! it's STRESS.. told ben ben about the problem.. suddenly, felt so RELIEVED after telling someone.. hais! at least got someone to share my problem.. i will SUFFOCATE if i dont say it out.. it's like only 11plus when i reached tampines.. and went to buy mchicken meal.. just feel like eating and drinking coke..

waited for them at cafe1.. was quite packed.. so when small, daphne and shiffa came, we went to cafe2.. saw nad and sya coming together.. and FISHMONGER.. hais! her presence makes me UNCOMFORTABLE.. was revising at cafe2.. not forgetting to entertain ourselves too.. went into the hall at about 1.50pm.. getting ready for PCA paper.. this time taking our exams with year1's and paramedic course students.. about 600students in the indoor sports hall.. COOL..

exams started at about 2.40pm.. it took me only an hour plus to finish the paper.. i seriously not really confident with this paper.. BUT, since i have a CHOICE.. i have chosen to stay POSITIVE.. after all, i tried my BEST already! just wait till 3weeks later for the results! left at about 4 and went STRAIGHT home.. my HEADACHE is KILLING me!! tomorrow is Bio paper.. and after that, it' s CP briefing.. i just dont wish tomorrow's cp briefing to come.. i'm prepared for the worse.. to re-adapt again.. the friends, the teacher, the environment, the ward.. i missed working with HUIWEN, CANDY and ROSALINE! miss them lots! miss ward12D!!!

got to study BIO paper already.. one more day to ENDURE........