[ the day i found my new mission... ]

the day i found my new mission...

i was on the phone with one of the ITESD CIC, Jiahao yesterday from 10.30pm all the way till 1am.. i seriously dont know him by person.. He just called to ask how come i have been missing from the Milkrun training.. and guess we have the fate to meet ba.. can talk that long.. i guess it's the first time i can talk to a stranger for so long on the phone.. i guess before you come become friends, you must be strangers with someone first..

then.. i went on to write out some guidances till about 3am then i went to sleep.. and woke up at 7.45am this morning.. really very very TIRED.. meet Ann Nee at Yishun mrt and we headed to Mac first.. as usual, Meihui is LATE.. waited for Meihui to come and we went to buy our breakfast first.. then came another ywd.. i dont know what's her position in SD but just know that her name is Mabel..

I seriously didnt know what's their motive behind this dialogue.. just feel that maybe it's something to do well my withdrawl from Milkrun.. bought our breakfast.. i had Big Breakfast and ice milo.. Mabel and Ann Nee ate the Mcgriddles and Meihui ate the Egg Muffin.. then while eating.. we started our dialogue... they started off with asking me how am i doing and stuff.. bla bla bla.. but that's not all.. then they VOICE out their main MOTIVE.. it's to actually ask me to take up the role of CIC..

I hestiated for a moment.. and when Mabel starts to talk.. i cried.. and cried really BADLY.. cause i just feel that all these while, i have been under lots of STRESS.. some visible one.. and some invisible ones.. they didnt want forced me to give me an answer.. and wants me to go back and think carefully, and pray for an answer.. then.. we headed seperate way after the dialogue..

i took 852 to Bukit batok and went to walk around West mall since it's still early.. then i too 157 to the study meeting place.. was still early so waiting for Cliff under the block.. when he came, i told him about the CIC role i might be accepting.. and he really gave me lots of advices.. thanks for being there for me.. and helping me so much along the way.. and i sms Xueyun as well and seek for her advice.. and of cause not forgetting telling Jiahao about it.. and on my way home after the study meeting, i have made the decision to accept the role..

people, you gonna see Jessica Loh MISSING IN ACTION more!! hahaz! cause i'm going to be SUPER DUPER BUSY! starting from today!!.... didnt hear from Ben Ben for two days.. think he's enjoying doing his exercise.. i have lots to update him!! and Woanlan.. suddenly misses her.. she's back in malaysia.. cant wait for her to come back.. was asking Hooiying if she's attending the Nationwide SD meeting on the 14th.. and she felt sad reminding me that she going Genting with the rest.. i'm sad that i cant join them.. and they are sad that i cant join them as well.. SAD SAD!!

tired.. i need to sleep EARLY tonight..

progammes for tomorrow - going to meet Mdm Qian at ttsh to pass her the certs.. tomorrow night, planning for discussion meeting!!