woke up at 9plus today.. feeling really TIRED.. cause i have caught a flu last night! sianz! and i woke up having a TERRIBLE HEADACHE.. was still thinking whether to go over to Daphne's place.. and i went after considering.. cause i NEED to study PCA.. and i know if i were to study alone at home, i will sure slack and go sleep.. cause it's just so DRY when i thought of the teacher and how much things i dont understand..
just before i left my house, it started to rain cats and dogs.. and i got no choice.. but to bring umbrella.. while on my way there.. Ben ben sms me asking if i'm feeling better.. hais! and he scold me.. say how can a nurse dont know how to take care of herself.. hais.. wanted to find someone to talk to regarding what happened yesterday.. BUT, i dont know who to turn to.. intend to tell Ben Ben but i dare not trouble him that much..
i'm in a dilenma.. and i dont know why i deserve such treatment.. i realised i did many things. and you did nothing.. and yet.. seems like you always love gaining the credit last minute.. making me feel so worthless.. i'm thankful that i still have people around me who appreciate my efforts.. but, your actions makes me start to think.. are you a friend or an enemy? do you know what's your role is not? can you make things clear yourself? i know as a friend to you, i should understand you better cause you trust me.. but, who can understand how i feel? HAIS!
had headache, ate 2panadols, vitamin C and iron tablet.. and forced daphne to eat her medication as well..back to revision.. did quite a number of mcq questions at Daphne's place.. and we bought lunch from the coffeeshop near her place.. Small had beehoon goreng and carrot juice, i had fried kway teow and f&n orange, Daphne had fried xia mian and apple juice.. after lunch, back to revision.. we started to side track.. daphne on the phone with friend.. me and small using the computer.. but.. after awhile, everything was back to normal..
at about 5plus6.. we start to slack.. Small getting ready for her date.. me and daphne do revison while watching tv... hahaz! left Daphne's place at about 7pm.. took 854 home.. and i stood all the way.. cause it's peak hours and the bus is so PACK.. the worse thing i'm having a TERRIBLE HEADACHE..
the mess on daphne's bed AGAIN!
evidence that we did studied...
the mess on daphne's computer table...
got to continue doing my PCA past year paper.. it's killing me...
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