[ 我能接受失败但我不能接受放弃！]

我能接受失败但我不能接受放弃！

supposed to attend the PP chap daimokukai today.. BUT, i didnt go.. yesterday afternoon.. way before the sd nationwide meeting starts, i have terrible headache till this morning.. the painkillers didnt seems to help at all.. HAIS! and felt so GUILTY that i missed my meeting.. Xueyun dajie called me as she thought i'll be going for the meeting.. and she called to plan meeting me after the meeting.. BUT, who knows.. i didnt go..

slept from 10plus till 1pm today.. i think i almost suffer from overdose of sleep.. BUT, i'm still having headache.. watched "斗牛,要不要" yesterday.. from the show, i realised a lot of things.. and have think through a lot.. know the reason why i LOVE to watch ROMANCE dramas so much le ma? cause i will think through a lot.. and XIANG TONG lots of things.. REALLY NICE!! but i missed quite a lot episodes in between already.. cause like every weekend, i'll be out for cca or gakkai activities.. today, Woanlan and Medy will be BACK!! but not Hooi ying.. *sad sad*.. didnt eat much for my lunch.. feel quite HUNGRY! but when i see the food, i just lost my appetite.. i also dont know why.. just NO APPETITE..

still as TIRED despite sleeping so much today.. received Nad's sms regarding Ramlan's birthday celebration.. BUT, i cant go.. Mom's home tomorrow.. and need to attend Ah peng's dad funeral wake.. hais! i still dont know why the reason why his dad passed away. and another thing.. i am thinking to keep it from mom and go and donate blood on tuesday.. cause Xueling's friend friend's dad really need AB+ blood for platelets transfusion.. i just hope i can help him..

was eating dinner just now halfway.. and received Daphne's phone call.. POOR girl.. she lost her handphone.. think drop on the taxi or something.. didnt know what else i can do but just help her to call the taxis company hoping that they can retrieve back her handphone.. just hope that her handphone can be retrieve back.. cause i know the lost of contacts is the mafan part..

another song to intro - S.H.E's 爱来过

我看不开也放不开
因为我曾见过爱情真的盛开
我要等待一直等待
等那一个夜晚从回忆回来
当你拥抱着我那一瞬间
我像飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落我
不再是我我有了梦我在梦中

爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的
珍惜成笑容
爱来过让我完整过
幸福过怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来爱我

ho……hu……iye iye…

寂寞喧哗我不害怕
因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大会容得下
我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺我已忘了
那已不重要了
反正我都会守候在梦中守候
我最唯一最美的梦
我就是要等你回来

爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的
珍惜成笑容
爱来过让我完整过
幸福过怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来爱我

如果需要动用奇迹来召唤回你
就让泪蒸发下成雪花
和我一起在爱中被融化

爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的
珍惜成笑容
爱来过让我完整过
幸福过怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来爱我

爱来过让我完整过(让我)幸福过
爱来过让我完整过让我幸福过


P.S. HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!! =]