[ 你对别人的慷慨就是对我残忍, 别把你的快乐和幸福加在我的痛苦上! ]

[你对别人的慷慨就是对我残忍, 别把你的快乐和幸福加在我的痛苦上! ]

woke up quite EARLY today.. and saw uncle hua thong's sms.. Mdm yu has passed away le.. it will be soka ritual.. BUT, i wont be able to attend as grandma just passed away.. till NOW, i still cant BELIEVE that grandma has already left us le.. it's just like a DREAM.. ya.. many things are DREAMS.. BUT, i HOPE i will NEVER WAKE up from these dreams..

itesd and spsd meeting at 10am at senja kaikan to practice for our skit performance during sd kensyu.. kind of NERVOUS though i'm just a narrator.. can only HEAR voice cant SEE face BUT still will SCARE.. only me and Sheng Long are EARLY.. the rest are LATE.. started practicing once Jialiang reached as he has made some changes to the script and the latest copy is with him.. had a GREAT time actually BUT Kris feel that without Colin around, the atmosphere seems to be a bit too QUIET.. lolx.. ya, he's the JOKER lahz..

left senja kaikan at around 12.. when Bingyuan was telling the rest i am leaving, their reaction was like so BIG! especially Jialiang's.. he was saying: " why you leaving? what's the problem? must have dialogue!" lolx.. he's so CUTE lohz.. and really KIND-HEARTED.. he must be always BULLIED by others.. hahaz..

took 187 to woodlands and from woodlands, i took 969 to yishun.. i'm just so TIRED that i KO when i'm on the bus to tampines.. just VERY TIRED! everyday i'm like WAKING UP so EARLY! then from tampines, i took mrt to pasir ris.. i was LATE.. there's hardly cases that i will be LATE.. only once in a blue moon.. and i headed to BK to meet Amalina and the rest.. had my lunch there.. that Nabil.. lied to Amalina saying that he wont be coming.. pengster lehz!

at around 2pm, we headed to Escape.. first time going, i should be EXCITIED but i dont know why, i arent.. my MOOD isnt RIGHT! and i've been pulling a long face for the whole day.. i think everyone also feel sick seeing me like that.. i also dont know what went wrong with me.. hais! the weather is BAD! we just get to sit one ride and went into the haunted house.. the rest of the time was spent sitting in the sheltered area.. feel so MEANINGLESS.. first time go then experience such weather..

and i did one thing wrong.. and was to say something wrong to Yeow chong and it hit Amalina badly instead.. i guess i really spoilt her mood.. just hope she wont be angry with me anymore.. headed to White Sands kfc for dinner.. and they surprised me with my birthday present.. thank you so much my yep family! after which, we headed back home individually.. Sam, Tom and i dropped off at Tampines.. have to take 969 home.. Sam went to get something so me and Tom walked towards the interchange..

the atmosphere is WEIRD.. both of us are in TOTAL SILENT.. never talk at all.. except him telling me my bus is here and say bye.. hais! what kind of couple is this? i also dont know what has shut me out of his life.. what's the barrier between us? i just want to find out.. i just FEAR when i need to talk to him... let me be able to VENT OUT!!!!!!............