woke up at about 10plus today.. very TIRED seriously.. maybe it's because the CONTINOUS RAIN!! it just cant STOP!! TIRED.. got no much plans today.. maybe i'll just stay at home to REST ba.. since rainy season will be a GOOD time to SLEEP!
kind of REGRET unblocking HIM on msn.. hais! and he asked me out for MOVIE.. after much CONSIDERATION, i decided not to go.. SERIOUSLY i feel that i dont want him to still have FEELINGS for ME! please understand that i ALREADY i HAVE a BOYFRIEND le.. and i LOVE him a lot.. and i dont wish to LOSE him.. TRUE enough.. i think he still have FEELINGS for ME! his SMSes just will make me FEEL like VOMITTING.. and i JUST dare not REPLY to his smses! GOOSE PIMPLE coming up.. HAIS!
his SMSes IRRITATED me for the WHOLE day.. since last night till NOW! he just want to MEET me up.. hais! got girlfriend le why cant you stay FAITHFUL? is it that DIFFICULT for a guy to stay faithful? somemore his girlfriend staying at yishun also.. i'm just AFRAID to knock into him.. hais! shall BLOCK him on msn again! block for ONE YEAR le.. i just feel the feelings will fade away.. BUT, it doesnt seems to.. HAIS! cant he UNDERSTAND that it is SO DIFFICULT to meet someone you LOVE and LOVES you? cherish your girlfriend ba.. i WONT EVER have FEELINGS for you de.. BEAR that in MIND ba! *HEADACHE* ar..
went to visit grandma today.. she's ANGRY with us! she wanted so much to say some words to US! but because of the tube in her throat.. she LOST her VOICE.. by looking at her lips, i cant really get what she means.. and she gets so FRUSTRATED and TRIED really hard to say something till so got ANGRY.. and she just wants to EAT.. hais! can anyone STOP her from this kind of SUFFERINGS? i want to see her WELL..
heard from mom that one of our WD (women division) member from our district is hospitalised.. she suffered CRF le.. Chronic Renal Failure.. doctor says she will be GONE this 2days.. hais! feel SAD.. CHEER me up people! =(
plans for tomorrow - WUIHOU's birthday celebration... cant WAIT till tomorrow comes!
Illness is not something to feel ashamed of.
It is not a sign of misfortune or defeat.
Suffering is the fuel of wisdom, and it opens the way to happiness.
Through illness, human beings can gain insight into the meaning of life,
understand its value and dignity,
and strive to lead more fulfilling lives.
-Daisaku Ikeda-
miss dear lots!
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