was awaken by mom's morning call! i was still happily in bed till mom called me at 10plus.. hais! the first thing she asked is.. "are you visiting ah ma this afternoon?" hmmm.. i told her i am.. and told her that i'm meeting the chingay peeps for dinner tonight.. *FEEL SO RELIEVED*.. cause she didnt scold me.. so.. i cant sleep anymore and wake up to do my morning prayers and get ready to go out.. and didi overheard my conversation with mom and so he said he want to tag along.. so, we set off.. and felt it's a bit early so we decide to go to mom's workplace to look for her.. didi wants a haircut badly.. and i intend to pluck my eyebrow..
we took the mrt to clementi and from clementi, we walked to her workplace.. TIRED! mom called when we are just 2steps away from her workplace.. she asked us to go look for our hairdresser first to get didi's hair cut.. she will come over to look for us again.. didi cut his hair and the hairdresser suggest to get his hair dyed also.. and.. mom agreed to it! oh man! didi dyed his hair... so good! i also want to dye my hair!!!! BUT, i cant.... it's so KIND of aunty mary to tie my hair for ME!! SERIOUSLY, i think it's really NICE!! kekez!
after which, we took bus143 to SGH.. going to visit ah ma.. so many days never go le.. also dont know how is she.. hopes she okie.. reached there and saw 二舅 (2nd uncle) sitting outside the SICU.. he told us grandma going for another operation.. to open an opening at the throat area for breathing.. that's called tracheostomy.. i still remember during my attachment at ward10B that time.. i got few patients with that.. though it's just a procedure.. BUT, i know grandma will still feel very 痛苦! hais! we went in to see her.. she just keep telling her through her lips.. "bo bian" => means no choice.. it really ACHES my HEART!! =(
then.. we were asked to go out as they need to perform the procedure le.. we have yet to have my breakfast.. so we went to the kopitiam downwards to grab a bite.. and the same time.. i sms Dear.. and told him about my grandma.. BUT, he didnt reply.. maybe he's busy ba.. at about 3plus.. we went up to see her.. she's done with the procedure le.. and has fallen asleep.. also heard from 二舅 (2nd uncle) that she dont have to go for continuous dialysis anymore.. will only need to do it once every 2days if she can produce urine on her own.. at least it wont be that torturing! mom intend to go home le.. cause she's sleeping and seems no point if we stay outside..
it's only 4plus.. so i called Xueyun.. intend to go meet her.. but she told me she isnt going out so early.. and suggest to meet Stella and Stephanie.. as they are going shopping.. so i called them and went to city hall to meet them.. we intend to go shopping.. BUT, ended up, we decided to sit down somewhere in the foodcourt to talk.. too LONG never see each other.. Stella hasnt seen Dear before.. she just hear from Xueyun about him.. Stella was so concern about me after hearing Xueyun..
well.. what can i say? every couple sure have problem de.. if dont have problem, wont call couple le.. i dont know what to say seriously.. BUT, i know they can tell i arent doing well.. and Stella talked about her "coffee" technique again.. lolx! thanks Stella! because of this JOKE, it brightens my days! and she mentioned about the logic Yvonne er jie that time.. the "forest" logic.. i know with all your supports, all your prayers.. i will be able to tide through it.. dont worry!
Xueyun was late.. and while waiting for her.. and took photos together.. and i bought a pair of shoes from Ink.. cause my ladies slippers going to wear and tear le.. the shoes is only 10bucks! *SATISFIED* saw some of the Nursing lecturers.. Mdm Qian, Mdm Lam, Ms Chow, Ms Lydia.. they came shopping too! cant imagine i will meet teachers when i am out.. intended to eat at Yuki Yaki de.. but some of them find it quite expensive..and we have a budget.. so, changed of plan.. we ate Cafe Cartal instead..
and at Cafe Cartal.. i saw my teachers AGAIN!.. this time i saw many others.. Ms Doris Lim, Mrs Yeo, Ms Elaine Tan and many more.. so COINCIDENTAL! hahaz! i had Grilled pork chop with cream of chicken soup and 7-up.. feel so SATISFIED! never enjoyed a meal that well for so long! i guess it's because i am back to people who are REALLY CLOSE to my HEART.. Maymay, Xueyun dajie, Stella, Stephanie and Willie!!!! if not because of you guys, there wont be ME today! the ones who support me through Alumni concert and Chingay! love you guys the most!! *muacks*
after the dinner.. we went into 7-eleven and bought some alcholic drinks.. Hooch Blackcurrant, Long Island and Breezer.. sound so NO KICK!! BUT, we just want to have a drink.. after buying the drinks, we walked towards esplanade.. and sat down and have a drink.. after i drank the Hooch.. my FACE turned really RED! i also dont know why.. BUT, just RED!! BUT, i am NOT DRUNK huh!! lolx! Xueyun and Stella suggest to go into DXO.. BUT, i feel it isnt a good idea.. so LATE huh! plus i promised mom that i'll be HOME!! next time ba.. plans up next.. Xueyun suggest to go Pub or club together.. and Stella say she wants to join in too! ya.. we WILL go together!! hahaz! dont worry!!
they are ADVICED me on lots of things.. i know exactly what you guys TRYING to say.. and know that you guys mean well.. i know you guys are trying to protect me from getting hurt.. BUT, i cant help myself.. you should know i always take things very seriously once i commit to it.. and maybe like what you guys say.. i am too KIND-HEARTED and too SOFT-HEARTED le.. i will learn.. learn to be more COURAGEOUS than before.. i feel all this while, i'm already very BRAVE.. to be able to FACE all the challenges i had in life.. your SUPPORT is NEEDED, my sisters and brothers! and i know you guys will be THERE for ME! thanks for that!
so.. went home at about 10.30pm.. how i wish i can stay overnight.. too bad Melvin working if not can go his place ton overnight!! i had a great day.. though it's kind of SHORT.. BUT, through this, i REALISED that there's many who really LOVE and CARES about ME! thanks you guys! REALLY CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU GUYS! thank you for letting me that i will never walk ALONE! =]
Genuine sincerity opens people's hearts,
while manipulation causes them to close.
-Daisaku Ikeda-
NEVER take things for granted.. you would never know when you will lose it!
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