[ i was asked HOME! ]

[ i was asked HOME!.. ]

woke up at 5am in the morning.. pondering whether i should go for the camp after hearing what mom said last night.. and i decided to go since i always believe that grandma can pull through this obstacle.. met yep family at 7am at kallang.. and many were LATE.. and i was ESPECIALLY ANGRY with 3 of them.. Zaki, Tom and Shaun..

they were LATE for HALF AN HOUR yet when they come, they give people BLACK FACE! hello, we dont OWE you money okie! just AGITATED!! maybe because i'm too WORRIED for grandma.. i'm in the same group as Zaki.. the rest have girls they know to sleep with.. but i dont..

half way throught the briefing.. mom called.. and said that ah ma's condition has worsened and ask me to hurry home.. after listening to that, my body just turned cold.. i dont know what's in my mind.. i went to huijing and weiyi (my y-camp i/cs) and told them i have to leave the camp.. rushed a cab home and got myself changed.. and went to the hospital to visit ah ma..

she kept asking for water.. BUT, we cant give her much.. cause of her kidneys.. the nurse said she's much better today than yesterday.. feel much relieved.. she seems okie at face.. BUT, we were never know what's FIGHTING in her body.. just cant stop worrying about her.. and on the other hand about mom.. i know she cant accept this if grandma were to left us.. i went to pierce my ear actually.. i dont know why.. just feel like piercing..

got to sleep well tonight.. visiting ah ma tomorrow again..