[ i'm deteriorating..... ]

[ i'm deteriorating..... ]

woke up SUPER EARLY today.. cause i'm meeting Ms Cheryl at kembagam to take the books some of my classmates and me ordered from her.. YES! it's the book "ThinkBig" by Ben Carson.. cant WAIT to start reading it! ya.. and so because of that, i woke up at 7.45am!!! VERY TIRED seriously.. i slept all the way till City hall.. but, i'm really HAPPY to see her again! had a short but GREAT chat with her.. thanks for your concern about me and comforting about my grandma's gifts.. feel so FORTUNATE that till now, all the teachers i met in ite were GREAT!

headed back home and i went to SLEEP again! just too TIRED.. and had lunch with mom.. then.. abot 4pm, i went to sleep again! i'm just a drowsy queen today! i also dont know why.. maybe because i'm having FLU ba! and till about 5plus.. Francis smsed me and say he want to meet me to pass me my birthday gift.. i seriously think he isnt someone who can keep up to his words and the promises he made.. at first he said he want to meet at 1plus.. then i sms him at about 2.. he say meet at 3plus.. then end up, i also CANT BE BOTHER and went to have my afternoon nap.. hais!

ya.. seriously.. after this incident.. my impression of him dropped.. ya.. i said before.. for those who know me well.. they should know.. once i have bad impression towards someone, if you wish to change my impression, then you must work really hard.. cause i always BELIEVE my eyes, my ears.. and most importantly, MY HEART! i follow my sixth sense cause i feel that i always get it right..

after meeting him, i headed to Aunty Ming Jing's place at Chinese garden.. my district are meeting up to sign the new year cards for my district.. just too bad Cliff isnt around.. didnt have a proper time to talk to him yet.. lolx! but heard from Aunty Ming Jing that he's a NICE guy i can learn a lot from! feel so RELIEVED.. at least there's someone who can guide me along.. and i must thank Aunty Ming Jing, she really gave me lots of precious advice tonight.. if i'm daughter.. then it will be GREAT! cause i can say she's more UNDERSTANDING than my mom.. though my mom is a bit more petty, more unreasonable, BUT.. i still LOVE her!

ya.. opened up Francis's gift to me.. wanna make a guess what he gave? a board game! oh my god! i know it's the thoughts that counts.. BUT, i seriously think i wont have the time to play it! but anyway, thanks lahz huh! had my DINNER at only 9pm.. see the reason why i'm still AWAKE now? cant sleep so EARLY cause my food is still digesting! BUT, my eyes are CLOSING!!

plans for tomorrow... got two things clashes in the morning..
- Soka Kindergarten having open house tomorrow...
- SD Kensyu skit rehearsal tomorrow morning at 10am at TSC..
*so i shall go for my rehearsal and meet Stella for lunch!!
- meet up with my member with Xueling at JE central tomorrow night, 6pm!

My weekend is GONE! *hur hur* (T.T).. just REALISED that this holiday.. i didnt have a proper with my parents yet.. reviewing what i have plan to do and see what had been fufilled..

1. want to go to Escape Theme Park!
2. want to watch movies
3. want to go cycling at East Coast Park
4. want to go kbox!!
5. want to celebrate my birthday!!
6. want to take more pictures and neo-prints!
7. want to spend more time with Dear!!
8. want to meet up with SK peeps, Chingay peeps, my soka friends and Xianyun!!!!!

1. i did went escape.. but i didnt enjoy! cause my MOOD isnt that good and the weather is BAD! shall go one more time, cause got complimentary ticket..
2. only managed to watch ONE movie - "Alvin and the chipmunks".. BUT, WORTH everything!
3. didnt go cycling at all! so SAD!
4. went kbox! with Stephanie and Joyce!
5. didnt celebrate my birthday cause grandma passed away..
6. took Neo-prints with my cousins and many pictures too!
7. didnt get to spend time with HIM alone.. HAIS!
8. had meet up with SK peeps, chingay peeps, my soka friends and Xianyun!!

3/8 of my wishes wasnt fulfill.. got one must wait till next year which is my birthday celebration.. then as for spending time with HIM, hais! he's working.. dont think he will be free before 2007 ends! but i can understand that he need to work to support himself.. cycling!! i dont think can fulfill too ba!! sobx!

cant wait for my results to be released!