[ revitalising myself! ]

[ revitalising myself! ]

woke up quite EARLY today.. didnt expect that after my sleep was interrupted this morning (at 2am) by seeleng jie's call i can still wake up at 11am.. had a TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE last night! i'm just afraid what has happened 3years ago will be KNOWN! i'm so SCARED! i'm SCARED that i will be THREATENED! woke up in the middle of night and feel like calling Tom.. BUT, after thinking.. i decided not to disturb him.. maybe he's working.. or maybe out with friends.. so shall not disturb him.. i FORCED myself.. and went back to sleep..

had BREAKFAST and LUNCH at one shot and get myself ready for SHOPPING!! meet Xueyun at yishun at 3.30pm.. actually supposed to meet her at bugis at 4pm de.. cause she was at marsling doing project so i waited for her at the platform.. then.. she told me she's at the last cabin and the mrt she's on board is heading towards yishun.. so, when the mrt reached, i went in.. BUT, i didnt see her.. so i went out.. then i tried to call her and she tried to call me.. couldnt get through cause we are both trying to get each other.. we met each other! BUT, outside the cabin.. so have to miss that train.. hais!

headed to bugis.. and the first thing was to solve her PROBLEM - her hunger.. so we went to mos burger for our DINNER! when it's like only 4plus.. also good to eat early lahz.. can digest earlier so i can sleep earlier.. our SHOPPING started off at Bugis street.. HUNTING up and down for Jaymie and Yvonne's belated birthday present.. so, guess what we bought? we bought a t-shirt each for them! then we continue with our shopping.. and i bought a blouse..

then Xueyun eyed on a dress she want to buy.. it's ONLY 2pieces for 20bucks.. BUT, after looking for long, she only managed to see a piece that she like.. END UP, we walked away without buying.. then we walked passed the shop where people is doing tattoo.. DONT WORRY! we didnt get ourselves tattoo lahz.. BUT, seriously, got the intention to do so.. lolx! sound like i'm NO LONGER the JESSICA you know huh! no lahz.. tattoo doesnt mean i ah lian what.. same goes when i pierce my ear hole.. right?

then we went downstairs.. to start searching for the bag i want.. cause xueyun is getting it as my birthday gift for ME! BUT, she seriously got NO HEART to see.. cause all she think of is the dress she saw.. so, END UP, we went to buy it! FINALLY, she has the HEART to look at bags.. ya... and she bought me a small sling bag from Zinc.. thank you Dajie! love you the most!

then we headed to buy Tako balls! ya.. the mayo really will KILL me.. cause it's FATTENING! hahaz! BUT, once in awhile once not be that sinful right? hahaz! then we headed to take bus145 to Telok Blangah centre for meeting.. ENJOYED the meeting alot.. cause the skits put up by the Byakuren were NICE! and i saw Melvin (tan)'s sister! hahaz! really look so alike! hahaz! and i saw many others whom i didnt see for long.. went home with An nee and meihui.. my Itesd ics.. and found out that An nee is Eric's sister! oh my god! ya.. Eric is my k1 classmate.. hmmm.. this world is so SMALL! so coincidental!

a bit TIRED today! BUT, i really enjoyed a lot today.. finally my mood is a bit back in track.. Xueyun was talking to me about that issue the whole afternoon.. and Xianyun also talked to me about it when she saw me online! it just gets my nerves irritated! maybe Xueyun is right.. i just dont have the courage to face it! i NO LONGER how to walk this path.. i'm jus plain TIRED! =((

my resolution i set for the next 10years during the YWD Formation Day.. they published all our leaders resolution into a book..

shall write it here to REMIND myself!

1. To be able to change my family's karma.
2. To be able to shakubuku my immediate family members.
3. To be able to work closely with my 3 other districts so that my district will grow.
4. To be able to foster more potential members into capable leaders of kosen-rufu.
5. To be able to contribute my part in the SSA's Nurses' group as a nurse.

hahaz.. easily say than done ba.. but i will WORK HARD!