Wednesday, December 05, 2007

[ Courage is all i need! ]

[ Courage is all i need! ]

BHS paper today! i should say i am HAPPY!! cause the paper is much EASY than EXPECTED!! woohoo!!!!! i managed to finish it in less than 45minutes!! UNBELIEVABLE! another interesting thing is.. there's one question asking us to state the stages for creativity.. the answer is Preparation, Incubation and Inspiration.. BUT.. i cant remember the second stage which is Incubation.. BUT, i remembered i read Incubation somewhere.. so, i just wrote it down.. writting down maybe can guess correct, but if leave it blank, no marks rewarded!!

so LUCKY of me!! it's really CONFUSING.. cause many topics like stages of forgetting, stages of memory.. all consists of 3stages.. so it's difficult to remember which is which.. i guess my prayers are ENOUGH! that's why there's blessings in disguish!! hahaz! had niang tou fu as breakfast.. got to eat it and skip my lunch! like i say, i want to look better and buy nice clothings.. so got to make a conviction to lose weight! this time, i am SERIOUS about it!

CP briefing.. i am posted to TTSH!! yupz.. the group remains.. except that Eili, Geradine and Suisui arent in the same group as us anymore.. and got a few new members in our group.. TTSH4 is SPECIAL.. got two CP lecturers.. Ms Chow and Mdm Ang.. two also dont look promising to me.. but at least i know Ms Chow.. she's Red Cross teacher in charge.. it will be EASY for me if i need to be back in school for Red Cross events.. BUT, i still MISSES my previous CP lecturer, Ms Emily Ng.. i still LOVE her more!!=]

after the briefing, meet Suhui, Yeow Chong, Ruifen and the rest at Cafe1.. and saw that IRRITATING SPECIMEN! and he still can pretend nothing has happened when he sees me! dont REMEMBER you make me CRY that day le ma? got MOVITATED FORGETTING ar? cant STAND him.. i have NO INTENTION to ask him to chip in for Wuihou's birthday present.. cause i know Wuihou also dont like him.. yet, people can still be so THICK SKINNED to say that Wuihou is his BROTHER! my FOOT! who would want this kind of BROTHER? DISGRACE!

ya.. and i have NO INTENTION to ask him join us in the celebration with Wuihou on the 10th! i shall give ANY CHANCE for people to SPOIL my MOOD and Wuihou's.. i tried to see him from his strength.. BUT, his VOICE just IRRITATES me lahz! i dont know why! will have nightmares when i talked to him.. and cause me to have TACHYCARDIA also! hais! i'm SORRY if i sound BAD.. but, just blame yourself for pushing me to my limit!

dont ever think Jessica Loh can be bullied.. she never voice out doesnt mean she's WEAK! waited for Dear and Zaki to come and write also.. dont know if he remembered what's the event today.. worse still, i scare he dont ever remember my birthday? i hope not ba! that Zaki didi.. waited him outside Cafe1 till i almost FROZEN up! it's just so COLD!!!! it's RAINING! god, are you crying because of me?

went home after that.. and had a afternoon nap! mom cooked today.. had a GREAT DINNER i should say.. BUT, was hoping Dear was here! really misses him badly! updates of next week plan!

Monday - Wuihou's birthday celebration
Tuesday - going back to SK from 10am to 3pm
- Chapter/District meeting at Jurong centre, 8pm
Wednesday - Meeting Joyce and Stephanie at 1.30pm at Ceni, kbox plus pizza hut session!
Thurday to Sunday - Y-camp!!!

FULLY booked next week!! enjoying my HOLIDAYS! nervous about tomorrow's interview too! never get a chance to tell Dear actually.. and Thanks Junyuan so much! thanks for giving me tips!! wish me all the best for my interview!=]

It takes courage to become happy.
Courage to remain true to one's convictions,
courage not to be defeated by one's weaknesses and negativity,
courage to take swift action to help those who are suffering.
-Daisaku Ikeda-

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