[ i saw, i caught and i was disappointed! ]

[ i saw, i caught and i was disappointed! ]

woke up quite EARLY actually.. got to do some LAST minute wrapping for wuihou's gift.. then.. got LUNCH for didi and myself.. it's RAINING again.. i just HATE this kind of WEATHER! it just RUINS my MOOD!

meeting Shaun, Yeowchong, Wuihou and Sam in school.. supposed to meet Tom too.. but.. think he didnt attend school.. got myself really DRENCHED.. was TRYING to PROTECT wuihou's birthday gift and card from getting WET! and the WORST thing! i FORGETTEN my TRUSTY JACKET! was really SHIVERING at cafe1.. and when Chong and Shaun came down.. they pulled me out of the school in the SHORTEST time possible.. cause guosheng is coming down! i know it's kind of BAD to BAN him from joining wuihou's birthday celebration.. BUT, i just feel i dont want to SPOIL this DAY just like that..

took bus31 to tanah merah.. and carolyn smsed me.. so i called her.. she's on her way to bedok.. so.. we got a negotiation of dropping down at bedok to meet her.. and saw tom.. we didnt TALK at all.. as EXPECTED.. hais! i just dont know what's going wrong..

was kind of irritated by that HIM again.. sms-ing me.. but i know he meant good.. though i only TREAT him as a friend.. was really disappointed when i caught things red-handed.. it TURNS my MOOD UPSIDE DOWN! and the WORST thing is i must PRETEND to be HAPPY and to SMILE.. it's really TERRIBLE! cause i dont wish to SPOIL others' mood.. and it's wuihou's birthday.. it wont be NICE if i'm EMOTIC and throw my tanturm at people who are innocent.. i know i have learnt how to CONTROL my EMOTIONS better as DAYS passes by..

dinner at pastamania was GREAT! we HAD lots of FUN! you just cant IMAGINE how much FUN we had! EATING up the CHEESE! forcing wuihou to take out the boxers from the box! just hope he enjoy his birthday celebration with us! hope he like what we had planned for him! hahaz! after dinner was coffee and talk crap time at TCC.. and i had mint-choco frappe!! oh SHIT! it's with caffine content.. alamak! i know i wont be able to sleep tonight! for SURE! was discussing about my birthday celebration next thursday! what are we doing? who am i spending it with? have no plans yet! i want SURPRISE! i just LOVE SURPRISE!!!

went home at 9.30pm and had a long chat with chong!.... and with HIM.. was talking lots about NURSING stuffs.. our COMMON topics.. plans up next.. intend to plan a youth camp gathering for Utopians! that's why i still CHOOSE to keep in touch with HIM.. if not, sure BLOCK and AVOID! hahaz! he isnt a BAD guy provided he keeps his feelings AWAY from ME! hahaz! REALLY learn a lot from HIM regarding nursing stuff.. i only treat you as a korkor.. so, transfer your feelings to me as a meimei ba! hahaz!

i HATE to PRETEND to be HAPPY!