[ it almost takes away my life! ]

[ it almost takes away my life! ]

slept till 1.30pm today!! hahaz! i was just too TIRED! i was kind of DRAGGING myself out of my bed though i already have 12hours of sleep le.. ya.. i slept at 1am yesterday night.. only managed to get home at 11plus yesterday.. luckily it's before 12am.. ya.. Cinderalla mahz.. cant go home TOO LATE!! hahaz..

woke up and did my morning prayers.. and ate my breakfast cum lunch.. my stomach isnt feeling that well! i also dont know why.. all along it isnt that good.. that's why i dont drink that often.. maybe because i drank alcholic drinks yesterday.. know the reason why i dont drink? it's because my digestive system isnt that well.. BUT once in a while i'm okie lahz.. hahaz!

went jogging with didi today.. like i said.. i want to LOSE WEIGHT mahz.. today is my FIRST move into my SLIMMING plan.. ran from home to yishun stadium.. more than slow jog.. many years never exercise le.. plus so long never DANCE liao.. stamina not that good.. hahaz!

BUT, i know this time wrong i am seriously over this plan.. i want to divert my time, my attention and my energy into things that benefits me, my health.. being FAT isnt BAD.. BUT, it makes you lose out in many things.. Nursing is a career where direct patient care and education is needed.. that's one of the reason why i want to lose weight.. because of my CAREER.. and.. being FAT might let you lose your loved ones.. even if you like that person, he might look down on you because of your SIZE.. and.. my parents are one of them as well.. who always say i am FAT.. FAT is use to describe PIGS lahz.. PLUMP is the CORRECT way to describe HUMAN BEINGS..

decided not to take dinner too.. and came online.. and unblock one friend of mine whom i am scared to talk to.. and HE really came to talk to me the next minute i unblock him.. HAIS! just scare he come and IRRITATE me again.. DONT ever have FEELINGS for me AGAIN! i'm REALLY SCARED! i just dont want to be a third party.. NEVER want to! i hope he can get this ACROSS his mind.. hmm.. gtg le! tired=]