[ blockage!! ]

[ blockage!! ]

I had a quarrel with mom today morning.. well.. I dont mean it anyway.. I got the last and most important test right before I have my exams.. and that's my BIOSCIENCE test 2.. haiz.. she just need my help to do some housework for her.. and that's to sweep and mop the floor.. but I told her to ask my brother to do it instead.. He isnt studying and is lazying at home.. guess he should be of the greatest help right?? yupz.. Mom is seriously angry with me now.. but who cares!!!!?? now my studies is important.. I dont want anything to obstruct me now.. I dont want to get distracted.. that's so simple.. Just a small request of mine..

SOOOOooooo.. She said seriously to me that she will lock me at home during the weekend.. She will STOP me from going to study with my friends.. She will BLOCK all my financial needs during the weekend.. IT'S OKIE!!! Jessica Loh can survive without FOOD!!! Nothing is gonna STOP my feet from stepping out of the house.. I just cant concentrate with the 4 walls in my room.. And with the noise pollution ( my dearest DAD and my CUTE-est YOUNGER BROTHER ) at home.. especially on sundays.. haiz..

SOMEONE please SAVE me!! I'm just another pitiful girl!! A person whom doesnt weigh anything in anybody's heart!!!

After praying and after mom left home for work.. I finally can get some peace.. yupz.. I was caught red-handed opening the handphone bill yesterday night and hide it under my mom's piles of bills.. my bill was 70plus last month.. and she actually nagged me the whole night.. well.. my mom sings real great opera yeah!! luckily dad save me!! but he nagged at me with another topic.. one topic that he nagged for one week already.. and that's to be more active in my religion activities.. haiz.. i'm jus plain lazy!! LAZYGER ROCKS!!


I simply cant concentrate.. after all the quarrels and noise pollution irritating my mind.. my opera-singing mom isnt home.. but my naggy dad and gay-ish brother are home!! thanks huh!! after my breakfast.. i watched "wei xiao pasta" while studying.. at 3pm.. i start to get myself locked in the room.. yupz.. HOPING that i can concentrate.. but dont seems to.. went downstairs to buy my favourite wafer!! yupz.. i'm not really hungry actually.. just want to take a breathe downstairs and as usual, my mouth itchy.. feel like munching on something.. I have a craving for ICE-CREAM.. just too lazy to walk.. cause the mama shop opposite my block is closed.. and i dont really want to walk that long..

hmmm.. i have developed a bad habit this 2weeks.. everytime i buy food.. i'll feel like eating it a lot.. but when i bought it.. i'll feel like puking when i even have the first bite only.. haiz.. i guess it's nothing good huh.. Mom finished work.. and called home to ask what we want for dinner.. i told didi to tell her i dont feel like eating.. she thinks i'm angry with her being unreasonable.. yupz!!! mom is really unreasonable.. but i'm not really angry with her.. at the moment is she shout at me, i'm really angry.. but after 10minutes, my angry xiao liao.. i just dont feel like eating..

but.. stubborn daughter got a stubborn mom.. she bought me lao shu fen.. with veggies and chicken wing.. as usual.. the first thing i'll do is to pick out the beansprouts.. hahaz... and i ate mouth by mouth.. with UNWILLINGNESS!!! dad saw me eating.. he know i'm forced to eat.. how i wish my stomach is a zip.. can open and close to throw my food in.. then i dont have to chew and swallow liao.. so easy huh.. convenience.. i managed to squeeze in half the packet of it.. hmmm.. miracle do happen!! hahaz..

after which.. continue to mug on my bioscience.. "you drive me crazy!!" aiyoz.. BLOCKAGE!! i just cannot concentrate.. nad!!! save me!! you should be the one who know the reason behind it!! why?? why does this happen at this moment?? please.. please dont affect my exams!!!!!