[ 幸福它真的不容易 happiness is not that easy ]

幸福它真的不容易 happiness is not that easy

yesterday.. that stupid Farhan begged me like dont know what just to hope that i can make it for the meet up today with him and Nad.. ya.. your dream has been fulfilled.. woke up at about 10am in the morning.. i'm so TIRED.. and ironed all the clothes.. yupz.. cause i just know my mom too well.. if i never do anything to help her and go out every single day, she will HORN at me.. Nad and Farhan meet each other and i'm meeting them at 2pm..

i'm like having a bad headache.. think my miagrain giving me problem again.. BUT.. no choice.. PROMISE them liao.. so i still went.. think the weather nowadays is real bad.. that's why i'm feeling sick this few days.. we went to Peninsula plaza and make rounds.. actually dont intend to spend or buy anything.. just plain window shopping.. BORING!! happened to walk pass some shops selling guitars and stuffs.. so.. i went in.. was thinking to buy some picks for a friend's birthday next year.. going to keep accumulating till the day arrived.. hahaz.. let's keep it a secret.. shall not reveal that friend's name.. kekez..

after which.. we went to Funan IT Mall for our breakfast cum lunch.. i ate KFC AGAIN!! oh man!! i'm like practicaly everyday i'm eating fastfood.. NOooooo.. this is not going to be the way.. after which.. we went to suntec city.. passed by citylink.. so many things had changed.. i'm like so long never shop at citylink and suntec city liao.. i guess also got one year liao le.. purposely took a walk into carrefour.. think he's no longer working there liao.. it's been 1 week i never see him.. hardly see him online also.. think he's busy with his work and his archery club ba..

benjamin came to meet me today after work.. was having a bad headache.. he tried to sweet talk with me.. but.. i'm SORRIE.. i dont have feelings for you anymore.. seriously.. save your efforts of trying to make me happy ba.. it wont works.. i only have HIM in my heart now.. this is going to be an unchangable fact... oh ya.. Daryl also came to talk to me online today morning.. and asked about about my msn nick.. and i told him what happened.. nothing disgrace to hide also.. and he actually confessed something to me.. he said he regretted letting me go.. ya.. it's been 2 years.. 2 years since we broke up... everything is gonna be coming to an end soon...

a new song to recommend... title of the song is : 我可以

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背影有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
幸福真的不容易

Happiness is not easy... really not easy..