[ 如果你还爱我 ]

如果你还爱我

woke up at 7.45am today morning.. cause.. i am supposed to attend the Blood Drive CIP today at harbourfront.. supposed to meet Joyce and Daphne de.. but end up.. they are in the afternoon shift.. and me in the morning shift.. so Hazel asked me to meet her.. at 10am for breakfast at Harbourfront.. END UP!!! she was LATE.. and real real LATE.. luckily still got Nabilah and Firin.. we had Mac's breakfast.. and Hazel finally reached at 10.45am.. haiyo.. my dear girl.. you're a nurse.. cannot like that you know..

the CIP started at 11am.. i'm under Xiangyun's group.. people from Red Cross are real good.. Candy also very nice.. i helped at counter 1 to issue the queue no.. was pretty fun and tiring too.. Joyce and Daphne came at 1plus and went to shop at vivo city.. their duty will only start at 3pm.. i left at 3.45pm and went to meet Darren.. accompany go bras brasah sell his old textbooks.. after which we walked to bugis to have our dinner.. we had long john silver.. the last time i went there was with him.. and his friends.. that day was his brother's girlfriend birthday.. and still remember that was the last time he sent me home.. we took 851 actually..

on my way back.. i remembered i almost quarrelled with him because of jasmine that girl.. haiz.. i'm just looking back.. after that, we took 51 to SYC.. there's friday rendeavous there.. and Pinwen is performing.. waited for siyi at the sitting area outside SYC.. and saw many our chingay kids.. eugena, jerry, meimei(yon chin), serene, vanessa, eng peng.. they are performing..

first song heard... title is 如果你还爱我.. it's real nice.. and tells my STORY.. friends who are reading this entry of mine.. read the lyrics.. it's really MEANING.. and it really DESCRIBE me the FULLEST now.. Pinwen was pretty nervous when performing.. luckily got Gilbert by his side.. and saw Benny too.. lolx. really very long never see him liao.. after which.. i took 855 back home.. *yawn*.. i'm MEETING NAD and FARHAN TOMORROW!!!!

was on the phone with Joyce just now.. and talked about his 100marks shuai ge.. ya.. he's quite shuai le.. my vitamin J also okie!! hahaz!! (Joyce, please see this entry!!).. wahahaz.. now.. i realised i no longer will cry when talking about him already.. my heart has stopped bleeding.. and just feeling numb only.. my tears has dried up after so many weeks of weeping and crying..

the song is a chinese one.. i did some simply translation for the benefit of the doubt.. for those who dont understand chinese..


我带着一颗疲惫的心走了 I brought along a tiring heart and left
我知道自己在你心里已不重要 I know in your heart , it's no longer important
虽然我们曾经相聚过 though we might once be together
也许对于你来说 But to you,
已经没有什么值得回忆 It's no longer worth remembering

我带着一颗沉重的心走了 I brought along a heavy heart and left
我知道自己没有勇气道别离 I know myself that I dont have the courage to say "good-bye"
虽然我们曾经拥有过 Though we might once own each other
但是对于你来说 But to you,
已经没有什么值得回忆 Its's no longer worth remembering

难道早以注定 Maybe it has longed been fated,
不能真正拥有你 I cant really own you
难道我真心付出一切 Maybe what i have sacrifice wholeheartedly
只为了承受孤单和寂寞 are just meant to endure loneliness and emptiness
我知道你不敢对我坦白 I know you dare not say it truthfully to me,
是不要看到我的伤怀 is not wanting to see me upset
虽然你没有说要离开我 Though you didnt say you want to leave me,
我已经感到你不再属于我 I know that you no longer belong to me

如果你还爱我 If you still love me,
你不会对我如此的冷漠 You wont treat me so cold
又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊 and wont let me ponder through this lonely night

如果你还爱我 If you still love me,
你不会对我如此的冷漠 You wont treat me so cold
我只能含着眼 All i can is to hold on to my tears
泪默默的离开 and leave quietly

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