[ a PASSER-BY that brighten my days and once painted my life in RAINBOW colours ]

a PASSER-BY that brighten my days and once painted my life in RAINBOW colours

it's wednesday.. the first day of my holidays.. BUT.. i'm like ROTTING at home.. *rotten apple* .. was just now looking back and my friendster's testimony and comments given by my friends.. ya.. apple used to be the nick headache virus always call me.. hahaz.. think back. it's kind of stupid to have such a nick huh.. ya.. it's because of my red cheeks.. and i blushed too easily.. that's why they call me apple.. BUT somehow.. i just hate this nick now.. because this nick is associated to a girl i dont really like.. ya.. what rights do i have to dislike her?? after all, SHE is the ONE who GAIN your ATTENTION now..

was on the phone with my cousin last night.. and was telling him what have happened to me recently.. good for you kor.. finally find your happiness.. i'm still searching for it!! i'm kind of DISTRACTED due to the UNNECESSARY DISTURBANCE i have for the past 3 months.. ya.. i got almost a month holidays now.. and follow on with three months attachment.. luckily and unluckily, we arent in the same hospital.. i guess it will STOP all my URGE to SEE you.. and can be make FULL USE to HEAL my PAINFUL WOUND..

got a nice song to share - "dying inside to hold you" by Timmy Thomas.. super old song liao.. those who want to listen to it, can tag me.. and i'll send it to you.. real MEANINGFUL lyrics..

had breakfast together with mom and didi.. mom seems really TROUBLED.. and really DISAPPOINTED over what dad DID.. *haiz* how long must this go on?? mom is TIRED!!


Dying inside to hold you
It's started out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and pie
When i turned to leave
I couldn't believe my eyes

Standing there i didn't know what to say
Without one touch
We stood there face to face

Chorus
(And) i was dying inside to hold you
I couldn't believe what i felt for you
Dying inside i was dying inside
But i couldn't bring myself to touch you

You said hello then you asked my name
I didn't know if i should go home or remain
Inside i felt my life had really changed
I knew that it would never be the same

Standing there i didn't know what to say
First I looked away and i whispered your name

Chorus 2x

One hello changed my life
I didn't believe in love at first sight
But you have shown me what is like
And I now i know my love (i know this love is right)

Chorus (fade)