[ love you so... ]

[ love you so.... ]

i dont have enough SLEEP.. seriously... yupz.. slept around 11.30pm yesterday.. and i know i will die in class.. cause it's going to be a long day for me... having meeting tonight again at TBSC.. want to catch a sleep on the bus.. but i just cant.. i also dont know why... beside "unforgivable sinner".. got in love with another song by Natalie.. the name of the song is "love you so"... it's a song sent by him.. yupz.. know the reason why i bother to listen?? i dont really love english song that much actually.. but he was the one recommended it..

first lesson of the day.. BIOSCIENCE.. oh man!! what did Ms Tan teached today?? yes!! chain of infection AGAIN.. well.. i'm tired of it.. the whole class was real restless when she repeated her lesson AGAIN and AGAIN.. *yawn* i just feel like dozing off in her class.. but i know.. it's basic respect for the teacher to pay attention.. and FULL ATTENTION..

after bioscience.. went to the locker and take books.. saw him.. real embarrassing.. and i pretended again that i never see him.. well, well, well.. Jessica Loh, how long can you pretend?? haiz.. i dont want it TOO!!

supposed to be nursing studies practical.. but is used for SIM training instead.. Nad just fear to attend SIM training after being scolded the other round by one of the lecturer for SIM training, Mr Tan.. and so unlucky of Aishah today.. she spoke in malay and was screwed upside down today by Mr.Tan.. and that lecturer actually used vulguarities on her.. *bloody hell*.. dun sound nice if it comes out from a lecturer's mouth right?? yupz.. and someone spoilt my mood by asking me to shut up today.. yes.. it's the same old person whom i said "leave your comments to yourself" that day.. i dont want to mention names.. it's not that nice.. leave some face for that thick-skinned person..

after lunch.. we have nursing studies again.. Mdm Qian did the revision for us for our exams.. everyone is so tired and restless.. ya.. it's really tiring.. bio, nursing, nursing then bio again.. real no life.. just repeating the routine everyday.. 3-5pm.. bioscience extra lesson.. finally.. Ms tan is teaching something new.. infection control.. but we actually learnt that in nursing studies also.. that's why this topic is a bit sick to many people le.. yupz.. she gave us early dismissal.. and we regain our freedom at 4pm..

went back with dougles again.. we went to Boon Lay's Jurong Point's ToyR'us to buy the cards on human body de.. after which.. i bought a pancake and old chang kee for dinner.. sound so pathetic not eating a right meal yupz?? but it's also fattening lahz.. old chang kee's food is oily.. and pancake is flour.. after which.. i took bus 30 to TBSC.. passing by the place i used to stay.. Clementi West.. yupz.. our old flat was sold to my uncle actually about 9years again.. and dad bought the flat in Yishun.. the one in which we are staying in now.. but we didnt moved up to Yishun as my uncle was away working in foreign countries.. now that he's back, we returned his flat back to him..

time flies.. i'm been staying in Yishun for more than 1year.. okie.. i can say that i'm adapting quite well.. but mom just dont love this flat at all.. now.. the flat in Clementi West.. Uncle has sold it too.. haiz.. just love the days i'm staying there.. the shops are near.. and we can easily grab hold of bubble tea anytime we want.. it isnt as fang bian staying at yishun.. no wet market here.. no hawker also... the nearest is at chong pang.. i'm a more old-fashioned person.. i DONT xi xin yan jiu... so.. many times, i'm at a loss.. especially coming with relationship..

the ywd leaders meeting tonight is real fulfilling.. many meaningful things were shared.. a song written by GD Ong was also sang.. the title is "ALONE".. alone yet not alone.. u're never alone.. with gohonzon, friends and sisters all around.. live like a SUN, girls!! we arent the MOON that needs the aid of sunlight to SHINE.. we are SUN that brighten up everyone's heart.. real true.. girls out there!! be strong like a SUN!!

managed to catch up with lots of my good friends.. stephanie goh, stephanie lam, ching ching, yi mun, many many more.. and it's so sweet of siyi to wait for me after the meeting.. just wanting to have a word with me.. thanks sweetie!! it's so nice of you!! *hugz*.. yupz.. dont worry!! i'm okie.. just dont want to make myself sound so pathetic and pitiful.. share cab with 3 of my other friends back home.. it's already 11pm when i reached home..real real tired..

[ if you're weak and have strong friends, you will never fail. if you're strong and have weak friends, your mind will be sway ]