[ i miss you so muchhhhh ]

i miss you so muchhhhh.........

i slept till 12pm today.. was really tired.. and today.. i'm off from work.. mom's home.. didi also.. cause he over-slept and didnt go school.. *yawn*... i already slept till like noon time.. but.. i still feel so tired.. bored bored bored.. whole day at home... was trying to blog for the past few entries..

was quite disappointed yesterday at work.. didnt managed to make any appointment for my advisors.. *haiz*.. *demoralised* ... somemore i wasnt feeling that well yesterday.. not really in the mood.. had breakfast and lunch together at one goal.. with mom and didi.. and went to the market with them as well.. so sianz.. was on the com the whole day.. and mom is like screaming practically every an hour.. nothing to do what.. seriously boring.. somemore not much nice tv program to watch also..

made jellies again.. mom special requested for it.. she wants to eat.. lolx.. when making the jellies.. i just remembered that i said before that i want to make for him to eat.. when i did my PIE project the other time in school, he was absent.. he once promised that he will save a share of his cheese cake the other day when he did it for his PIE project.. but he didnt.... TJY... since when the things you promised me you got fulfilled ar? why must you DISAPPOINT me TIME and AGAIN?? i really want to know.. want to know badly if you still love me?? want to know badly if you still have feelings for me?? who is the girl are your msn nicks are refering to??

was hiding in the room just now.. listening to the song : 如果你还爱我 ( if you still love me ).... i CRIED.. I CRIED!! I REALLY MISSES YOU A LOT!!!! sms Nad and told her.. she told me to bear with it.. MISS and FORGET.. and ask me not to sms him... ya.. i didnt.. but really misses him a lot........ do you miss me how i miss you??


[ love has many forms.. jealous is definitely NOT one of them... ]