[ hakuna matata!!! ]

[ hakuna matata!!! ]

it's thursday.. yupz.. so fast.. 1 week coming to an end le.. and.. countdowning to my exams..

early morning waking up.. saw Hazel's sms.. ya.. she told me she saw yuan yesterday near her house.. this sick guy was absent from school but he went for archery shoot.. somemore till 10plus still outside.. i really asked Hazel lots of questions about him.. till Hazel gets curious and feel weird how come i dont know anything about him and what's happening to him.. ya.. i told Hazel that both of us arent really on talking term now.. just even worse than hi-and-bye friends.. things are getting out of hands.. haiz..

Hazel really gets very worked up towards the way he treats me.. everyone around me keep saying that he's heartless.. and say that i did so much things for him yet what i get in return it's this kind of treatment.. well.. it's okie.. i dont ask for any return when i help anyone.. sound so noble right?? but painful de is myself.. it's okie.. i still think that his well-being is the most important.. more important than anything.. he happy think i'll live happier too..

early morning.. something just turn my mood upside down... yupz.. imagine you have put in your heart and soul to help someone copy notes when the person is absent.. it's okie not to say thank you.. but please.. dont say anything that hurts someone's feelings.. yupz.. that was what i faced.. thanks huh.. make myself sound as though i'm the biggest FOOL on earth..

hmmm.. today.. we simply flood ourselves with bioscience.. Ms Tan continued her lessons on microbiology.. yupz.. i just cannot concentrate after the early morning incident.. was talking to Farhan in the midst of Ms Tan's lesson when Ms Tan was explaining the "card game" to the class.. i weeped all of a sudden... and so unluckily.. Ms Tan saw it.. she came to me and asked if i'm okie.. i told her i'm alright.. that's the only limit i can say.. i am definitely not okie..

after bioscience lesson.. we have our very last PIE lesson with Ms Hazel Tay.. and........ we watched 200pounds beauty!!!! ya.. it's a korean movie with english subtitles.. pretty funny.. it really cheers up my mood at first.. but as it goes by.. it become more saddening.. and i cried.. cried really badly.. ya.. close friends of mine should know that i'm the super emotional type.. i cried not just because the movie is touching lahz.. but because it really sound like me..

the main actor really makes the main actress so upset.. she really did lots of things because of him.. he was her point of living.. without him, her life will just be like plain water.. tasteless and meaningless.. because of him, she MIA for a year just for the plastic surgery.. touching huh!! havent watch it?? better go rent the disc.. you will have NO REGRETS!!! "Hakuna Matata" was the quote inside Lion King.. and it's the main actress Kang Hanna's favourite in the movie also.. It means no worries for the rest of the days.. cute right??

my eyes are really red.. and i think i shocked the whole class with my emotional side of me.. ya.. i'm still adapting to the problem... before i left the class, Ms Tay came up to me.. and asked if i'm okie.. ya.. all i can say is that i'm okie.. and she gave me a hug.. thanks for that Ms Tay.. you're really a nice teacher.. had thousand island chicken rice today.. as usual.. cannot finish the food.. and i simply dont taste anything while eating it.. yupz.. i just cant control my emotions.. i cant help.. i do feel pressurized too..

last friday.. when the incident takes place.. i almost feel like looking for Mdm Qian and tell her i want to atreat from the course.. so stupid of me to think this way right?? those friends who see this, i know you guys feel like killing me.. but i cant help by thinking negatively!!!

3-5pm.. we had another bioscience lesson again.. ya.. thursday is all bioscience lesson.. Ms Tan told us our bioscience test 2 results.. she asked us one by one to go take a look at the marks.. yupz.. this time round i did slightly better than the first test.. first test was 38.5/50.. it's a B.. now is 40/50.. an A.. hahaz.. say truthfully.. for those have saw my previous entries of my blog.. you guys should know i cannot concentrate that day when i was studying for the bioscience test 2.. lolx.. this is call heng.. i can pass and get A somemore.. actually when i first saw the test script.. i got no confidence at all.. just blind my way through based on memory.. and praying very hard that i can pass.. YES!!! I MADE IT!!

tired.. really tired.. didnt see him around during ITE Care session.. think he's out for competition or something ba.. he wont be in school tomorrow also.. having his outpatient appointment after the collapse incident in school.. well.. just praying hard that he will be okie.. am talking to Xueyun now.. she knew what happened to me and him liao.. and she's cursing and scolding like dont know what.. sorry da jie.. because of me, you create kou ye.. bad karma huh... er jie also know part of it liao.. well.. what to do?? bad news spread faster than good ones..

i think i really got lots of people to thank.. xueyun da jie, yvonne er jie, eunice jie jie, carys, willie, pinwen, siyi..... and from school side.. Nad, Farhan, Vin, Hazel.. thanks guys.. thanks for comforting me when i really need to.. thanks a lot.. because of you guys, i'll work harder!!! JIAYOU!~