我的心好痛....

我的心好痛....

on afternoon shift AGAIN today.. woke up at 9plus today.. had my shower and did my morning prayers.. my mucus is FLOWING like WATER.. and my eyes are ITCHY.. think i am going to be down with flu again.. hais! started work at 1pm today.. going to work with NYP student nurse, Huiwen, SSN Salamn and SN Cailian...

had central report by Brother Julian again and then individual team report again.. managed to finish reporting taking at 3pm.. then did changing with Ashiqa.. and sponge a patient also.. dont know what went wrong with the morning shift staff.. they didnt sponge that patient.. hais! so irresponsible.. today, my cubicle only has 4patients.. 2patients have discharged already.. also good lahz.. can get discharged..

had my break with Ashiqa, Davinder and Suhaini.. was having fun cracking jokes again! those people really brighten my days.. wahahaz! got scolded by SSN as when me and Ashiqa were away for break, nobody helpes to cover our cubicle.. so IRRESPONSIBLE! want to change break with Ashiqa then dont want to help us cover our cubicle.. end up, the patient soiled the bed and we had to clean it up and even get scolding.. hais!=( sometimes, i just so AFFECTED by this kind of thing.. we are schoolmates.. cant we just help each other?

like me, i know i did quite well in my studies.. so whenever i can help i will help.. i wish to pass and do well and graduate.. so i also hope my groupmates can do well as well.. BUT, not all people think it this way.. they are just so SELFISH and SELF-CENTERED.. if as a student, you are already so irresponsible and selfish, i dont see a reason for you to stay in nursing this line.. and people still can tell me.. " do so good for what? i dont see a need to have a passion to clean backside for people.." hais! i'm just so DISAPPOINTED that people choose nursing and tried so hard to get in, yet, they dont cherish the opportunity given to them..

everyday coming to work and work for the sake of working.. isnt nursing a passionate and compassionate job? isnt it a right mindset we should have to bring joy to our patients and try our best for provide the best for them? what is it so wrong to take nursing as a career and work hard for it? hais.. i hope i can stop being so EMOTIC over this issue.. back to track.. my patients.. dont know what went wrong with them.. been having passing motions every hour and even soiled the bed.. luckily, i have Ashiqa and she has me to work together with.. i can say.. we helped each other along the way..

it's not easy to find someone who can help you.. nursing is not an individual job.. you can only get things done when you have good teamwork.. at least, i wont be sadden with her around.. today's workload is much lighter except that i keep changing diaper.. and i'm still having a BAD HEADACHE.. overall, i'm okie.. and tomorrow is saturday! so my mood gets better.. get to be HOME tomorrow to finish up my project and case-study.. if not, i'll sure DIE next week.. will be on Afternoon shift on monday and tuesday.. and i have to give the YWD Together-in-mind meeting a miss as i'm on afternoon shift on tuesday..

i'm still thinking whether to go for the blood drive on sunday.. i'm feeling so TERRIBLE! my headache is KILLING me!!!!!!!! and having some problem at home too! i also dont know what to say.. BUT, i'm badly AFFECTED.....


想起你， 不禁让我的心隐隐作痛.....