[ inconsolable...... ]

inconsolable........

woke up quite LATE today.. only around 12pm which is already noon time liao le.. cause sleep too late last night plus i was on medication.. so, was really TIRED because of the flu.. woke up and did my morning prayers.. then just slack on my sofa and watched tv.. was a bit hungry so went to buy my brunch.. had Nasi Lemak today.. i shouldnt have eat that.. BUT, just feel like eating though i'm like coughing and sneezing like dont know what..

while eating my nasi lemak.. just continue to watch tv.. think i'll just rest at home today.. have no intention to go out at all.. havent start writing my case study yet... going to die soon le.. cause tomorrow would be the deadline le.. i'm just TIRED to do anything.. and my cough is really killing me! what i always HATE the most is to be down with flu and cough at the same time.. cause the moment i start talking.. i'll cough till my face also turned RED.. HAIS! dislike this kind of feeling.. and i really dislike eating medicine.. the bitter taste.. *yucks*

just had a shower.. think it really makes me feel more REFRESH.. and ironed my school uniform.. hais! sianz! tomorrow will be on morning shift.. it's just so MESSY in the morning to work in this ward.. expecting that over the weekends, there will be patients discharged.. and will have new patients.. sianz! but i hope to work with Candy tomorrow in the same team again!^-^ still EXCITED to know that she's a soka member too!(o^.^o)

got a craving now for some desserts now! but... i'm just too LAZY to walk all the way out to yishun central to grab it.. if got delivery for it, then it would be GOOD! hahaz! day-dream sia.. think i must start writing for the case study le.. dont know why.. i just dont have the MOOD to do anything.. maybe because i'm SICK ba.. or maybe i'm just plain LAZY.. i just hope i can stay PASSIONATE about everything....

"sometimes wad we can do can be beyond our capabilities but that doesnt mean its the end. "
- encouragement from Pinwen.. must really thank him for that.. though he dont know what has happened to me, he seems to encourage me the correct way.. ya.. sometimes things just cant always be going the way we want it to be.. and it's really beyond our capabilities.. true enough.. it doesnt mean the end either.. i will walk out of this.. I WILL.....

got stuck with this song by Backstreet boys.. title: Inconsolable

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
OOoh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this

[Chorus:]
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you,
every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

[Chorus]
No, no, no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)
Cause BABAYYYYY

[Chorus]
Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah
I'm inconsolable