想不开是软弱的方式...
on morning shift today.. and i went to work ALONE today.. cause Suhaini back in school for training.. only got 4students per shift today.. and so LUCKY of me to be in team 1 AGAIN! and it's with Candy and Keng Li!! first time working with Keng Li and she did junior job today.. got a NEW AN who came to work only yesterday.. she just look so BLUR! more BLUR than us.. and didnt seems too keen to learn..
didnt do any assisted shower today.. only sponge patients.. whole morning.. was just busy giving NG feeding.. and i did twice.. cause first time.. Ms Chow assess and said i wasnt too good in it and wants me to try it again.. went break with Syuhadah today.. and ate niang dou fu.. couldnt really finish the food.. maybe because everything is just so TASTELESS to me.. yes! i'm still SNEEZING.. sobx! think my nose dropping out soon ba! lolx!
completed quite a number of skills today actually.. did NG feeding and aspiration, give ducuolax and had my 5rights of medication done.. and thanks to Ashiqa.. i administer oxygen through nasal prong today! so, a total of 4skills COMPLETED! so happy.. at least my log book dont look so BLANK! hahaz! so worried about my project.. got to submit and present tomorrow.. yet, i didnt do anything at all.. didnt have time plan well.. now, cant discuss with my group mates and have to do it on my own.. hais!
but thanks to Keng Li, i managed to get those information i wanted! thank you so much! LOVE YOU the most! hahaz! knocked off from work at 3pm and received an sms from Huiqian.. she told me Meisi's brother passed away yesterday.. hais! so sorry to hear about that.. think he also not that old.. so many closed friends' nex-of-kin passed away recently.. and it reminds me of my grandma and lihua jiejie.. really MISSES two of you a lot! hais! but ren shi bu neng fu sheng.. what to do.. just hope can be friends with lihua jiejie in the next lifetime and my ah ma can be my ah ma again!
saw Zaki's blog.. his production made for his ex girlfriend.. think if it's ME, i'll be very TOUCHED! it just so touching till i dropped my tears when i saw it.. maybe i too EMOTIC liao le.. BUT, really.. it would be the BIGGEST SURPRISE you would ever get if someone you love proposed to you on your anniversary.. so TOUCHING! just hope what he's waiting for will come true.. jiayou le Zaki didi!!! ^-^
read Seeleng jie's blog today.. she's consistently encouraging me.. and i think i disappointed her.. cause i dont seems to be letting go.. hais! i dont want it too lahz.. as what i say.. it takes time to heal the wound.. and i knowing i am healinh.. thanks jie! i know you LOVE me.. and i LOVE you too!^-^
off to do project!^-^ will be on afternoon shift tomorrow!=]
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