[ nothing is WORSE than NOW!!!!..... ]

nothing is WORSE than NOW!!!!.....

on morning shift today.. had a HARD time to WAKE up actually.. maybe because i was on flu medication ba.. took 851 with Suhaini.. very TIRED actually.. BUT, dont know.. didnt seems to be able to fall asleep on the bus.. very SAD since morning.. cause have been assigned to a different team le! sobx! wont be in the same team with Candy anymore.. but it's a new experience actually..

got to work with SN Pei Ru and AN Ria.. they are really NICE too! but, i dont really know my patients that well.. so i'm really WORRIED when i handled them.. be it providing toilet needs or hygiene needs.. will be in cubicle 3, team 2.. quite lucky.. only got 5patients, 1 bed empty.. 2 patients are independent.. BUT, who knows.... around 9plus.. isolation room which is just beside my cubicle, got 2 new cases.. and are clean cases.. so got to take care of the patients in the isolation room also..

the WORSE thing is.... they are male patients.. first one is a malaysian young man.. he's so FUNNY lahz.. i was doing the admistration for him.. got to ask him questions and do the parameters as well.. i was asking him questions and at the same time, he was asking me questions too.. like.. what i work here lahz, how old am i lahz. etc.. diaoz!^-^ but he's quite friendly lahz.. the other one.. i really had a hard time.. was asked by my SN to do hourly hypocount for him.. but he always struggle.. so i must be fast in my procedure yet not getting hurt..

tried inserting NGT for him.. but he struggled and got some bleeding in his nasal cavity.. end up, have to give up inserting the NGT.. hais! got a short briefing with Ms Chow today.. and got a lot of things to read up.. cause tomorrow, i'll be back in school for SIM training.. sianz! kind of HATE it lahz.. quite BORING.. and heard from Suhaini that Gerandine have quitted the course.. hais! what a waste! already almost 1year in the course le.. hais!

took mrt home today instead of bus.. had a craving for Pulut Mitam.. alighted at yishun mrt and went to Northpoint foodcourt to get the dessert.. and on the way there.. saw a patient's daughter.. headed home after buying the dessert.. BUT, the dessert taste TERRIBLE.. i dont know is it because i cant taste anything that's why it taste so terrible.. only ate 2mouth and i threw it away.. had honey water instead.. just feel so TERRIBLE.. cant smell anything, cant taste anything and i'm like sneezing like dont know what.. hais!

i need a good rest BADLY.. today is Huiwen's first day at OT.. dont know how's her posting le.. hope everything will be fine for her.. yup, i think it will.. been having abdominal pain since lunch time till now.. dont know why also.. maybe because i moved too much today.. will try sleeping early tonight! did a quiz from facebook today.. and they saw i will like to have gentlemen as my boyfriend.. lolx! anyway, i'm not thinking of having one now.. i still need some TIME.... SIM training tomorrow!^-^

love this song by Timbaland, Title: Apologise

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...