[ sometimes love just ain't enough... ]

sometimes love just ain't enough...

slept quite LATE yesterday.. was too EXCITED for my brother's enrolment into poly.. so waited him to come home and discuss with him.. has yet to make a decision but time is running short.. it determines his future.. should have start to search for courses he like before he got his results.. BUT, he simply dont want to listen to me.. want to do? hais! anyway, still must congrats him for his results! BUT, i was SADDENED by dad's CRUDE words to me.. i know didi has did you proud, and i didnt.. BUT, you should have say such haste words.. dont worry.. i wont need a single cent from you to complete my studies.. i will kao myself to finish my education..

woke up at 10am despite sleeping only at 1am this morning.. had my breakfast after my shower and morning prayers.. went to Yishun interchange to meet Suhaini to work.. very TIRED.. and my NOSE.. it's giving me problem again.. maybe because i didnt eat the flu medicine.. cant take it cause i have to work.. then only take the antibiotic..on afternoon shift today again.. working with SN Arlene and AN Gai.. today quite TIRED also.. got 2 patients on hourly parameters and 2 who need to be fed..

and got problemtic patients with problemtic relatives also.. hais! and saw one patient who sadden me alot.. she reminds me of my deceased grandma.. her condition just sadden me.. and the worse is that i cant do anything to make her feel better.. just pray that she can tide through it or at least not suffer.. and poor Gai.. was accuse by patient's relatives that she fed the patient orally for medication instead of through Ngt.. hais!

went home with Suhaini. took 851 today.. and while waiting for the bus, i saw AMALINA in another bus!! heez! just so GLAD to see her!! sobx.. and they are graduating soon! oh so sad! BUT, HAPPY for them too! cause they are so NEAR to their DREAMS! back to the bus issue.. it was like damn packed.. and saw a SUPER KPO indian aunty.. i not racist lahz.. BUT, she really VERY IRRITATING.. as though she own the bus! ta bulay tahan! and at amk.. saw a motorcyclist accident.. think it's a hit-and-run accident ba.. hopes the cyclist dont get hurt that badly.. just so dangerous to ride motor.. think i would prefer that my future husband can own a car ba! hahaz^-^

got a Zone youth leaders training tomorrow from 4-6pm at SCC Jurong.. but will be meeting Huiqian at 2pm for a small discussion.. and gd luck to our dearest FDs kids!! all the best for your "little prince" musical tomorrow! sorry Darren Er zi.. mommy cant be there to support you tomorrow! got meeting to attend! anyway, mommy miss you!! meet up soon yup!!^-^

talked to Stella online.. and got to know many things.. well, girl, i can only advice.. cant make the decision for you.. so what ever i say, dont get affected by my words and affect your decision.. what ever decision you make, i'll support you.. Shiffa came online and talked to me.. yup, kind of miss her and Nad.. it's like almost 2months since we last met.. hais! dont know how they doing in their attachment le.. jiayou le! meet up soon yupz!!

got stuck with this song now... title: Sometimes love just ain't enough by Stefanie Sun.. every single part of the lyrics touches my heart.....

i don't wanna lose you,
but i don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side.
and i don't wanna hate you,
i don't wanna take you,
but i don't wanna be the one to cry.
and that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
but like a fool i keep losing my place
and i keep seeing you walk through that door.

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
there's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

now, i could never change you,
i don't wanna blame you.
baby, you don't have to take the fall.
yes, i may have hurt you,
but i did not desert you.
maybe i just wanna have it all.

it makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
and like a fool who will never see the truth,
i keep thinking something's gonna change.

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
there's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

and there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where i used to lay?

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
there's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough......