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on afternoon shift AGAIN! first of all, must SHARE a GOOD NEWS! i managed to finish the project ALONE yesterday.. with my SNEEZING NOSE! hahaz! didnt know i can do it on my own.. well, it isnt that tough actually.. "when there's a will, there's a way"... i FINALLY understand what this phrase of words yesterday night.. slept quite EARLY yesterday.. around 10plus.. Dad's back from China.. and bought me a handbag! a PURPLE colour one.. thanks so much Dad! he bought mom the same handbag as mine and brother a EMPORIO ARMANI watch! kind of ENVY lahz.. nvm.. i shall get one when i have my money! heez^-^

had glutinous rice and ice milo as my breakfast today.. totally FORGOTTEN that i have to take the antibiotic before my meal.. and YES.. i went to consult a doctor yesterday after sneezing and coughing for so LONG.. BUT, totally forgotten about persistent headache problem! hais! =( nvm.. shall see doctor again regarding that problem.. didnt take my flu and cough medicine.. cause i just feel like sleeping if i were to eat it..

arrived at the ward quite early.. only 12.20.. and was asked by the SSN to arrange the work for my afternoon students on duty.. yes! i put myself back to team1! heez^-^ i still feel more comfortable working with female patients and feel more occupied in team1.. hahaz!^-^ was excused from work from 1-3pm.. had a long debrief today for our presentation.. my group did "patients' safety and fall risk assessment".. and because of that, Ms Chow signed out initial practice for fall risk assessment.. and all 16 of us BENEFITED! heez!^-^ one more skill done..

back to work at 3pm.. and everything is in a MESS! got 2patients back from operation today and got 3patients on hourly parameter.. and out of 3, 2 have low BP! it almost wanted my life.. cause have to do manually.. not that i not completant enough but because their pulse is WEAK! hais! was supposed to be on 2nd break.. but Shifiqah helped to cover my cubicle so i went for the 1st break.. luckily i went for the 1st break.. cause i got 3patients out of 6 need to be fed!!! i almost FAINTED!

and HIGH DEMANDING patients always in team1! got lots of changing and turning to do! was so scared when my patients' BP cannot be read.. and have to ask staff nurse to help.. i'm like running everywhere.. and my dearest teacher.. say want to do skill with me but then disappear.. hais! sianz! so i didnt get any skills done except for the given one which is the fall risk assessment.. almost coming to an end for surgical posting and i got quite a number of skills not even initial signed.. hais!=( how to score A like that?

ya.. and back to my brother.. o'level results RELEASE today! and he scored 19points! though NOT very good.. at least he's BETTER than me lahz.. can go poly.. at least he did my parents proud.. and congrats to my 3 cousins - Wanqi, Munting and Yonghwee's sister.. forget her name.. for doing quite well.. 4 of them including my brother.. 2 going poly, 2 going jc.. NOT BAD what.. think i must really work hard to get into poly.. and do really well!

tired today... will be on afternoon shift again tomorrow! then 2days break till next monday.. but i PACKED with my meetings.. alamak! just feel like resting.. i'm just pondering today.. when will i walk out of this? how long do i need? izzir because my will power is not strong enough that's why i'm still stuck in it? what about you? have you forgotten everything? have you already have someone in mind? hmmm, i going to take my medicine and off to sleep!^-^