Saturday, December 25, 2004

* tIrEd wKiN eVerYdAe*

[ tired working everyday.... ]

* hahaz..even since i wk..tis is e 1st dae i'm nt workin worz..lolx..i started wkin on e 25th of nov..2dae is e 25th of dec le..wao!!! is 1 mth le..so fast sia..aiyo..hmmm..mani change in mi worz..emmm..i hav jus rebonded my hair..lolx..jus 4 info 4 those hu haven seen mi 4 long..lolx..n my hp no oso change liao le..hp oso change le..hahaz..on e veri 1st dae i start wkin..hmmm..i realised tat it's so tirin wkin..8.30 start wk..5.30 knock off..but i everydae oso OT..usuall will wk till 8.30 lohz..wao!! 12hrs lehz..

everydae wakey at 6am..jus lyk i'm goin 2 sch..hahaz..pom pom liao then leave hm 4 wk at 6.40am..then take bus 2 tanjong katong..then take another bus 2 wkplace at arumugam rd..it takes abt 1hr30mins lyk tat of bus journey..ard 8++ will reach office lohz..then eat breakfast then start wkin le..haiz..veri tirin de..pants n skirts oso loose liao...hahaz..although i lyk nv slim down..1 mth onli lehz..u tink superwoman ar..hmmm..but weight oso lose lahz..kekez..

if wk till 8.30..reach hm almost 10pm le..pom pom liao slp..dinner usually wun eat de..so late eat..will grow fat de..lolx..so long nv watch tv 4 long hrs le..jus lyk last time..nv tok on fone 4 long le oso..com hardly play le..tat's y blog oso nv update..at office got use com..but 2 do wk de..nt play de..haiz..veri tired sia..even bf i oso hardly tok 2 him..sorrie dear..i realli veri tired..abandon u temporary hor..dun angry or sad hor..kekez..


realli veri tired..back ache..i wan 2 rest..tired..got a new nick in my company..collegues call my dad "fei zai long"..then they call mi "xiao long nu".. lolx..stupid sia..i got a kor n jie in my company.."zhu rou zhan" n "xiu juan jie"..n jie fu (ah wen) oso..hahaz..quite okie lahz..still satisfactory wif my wk...hmmm..gtg le..veri tired..wanna rest..kekez..take care guys~

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

* mom v.s. didi *

mom v.s. didi!!

* mom n didi quarrelled le..cos didi alwaz bully mi..then mom veri angry..as a didi..he alwaz scream n scold mi..nv show mi respect..so mom veri angry..she took tis chance 2 tiao jiao him lohz..then wateva mom sae..he tok back..then mom slap didi until he cried..mom almost took small chili n feed him..oh my god!!!!! 1st time c mom so angry ever since she start workin le..actuall i didnt noe mom will treat didi tis way..i tink she hav been hidin her tots long le ba..didi oso..he sae he wun respect mi n dad..cos we dun deserve his respect..mom got even more angry..n slap him even harder..omg..relax sia..

i dare nt voice out..cos i scare didi will sae more..n mom will slap even harder.. aiya..i oso dunoe wat gappened..my family got big communcation breakdown probz sia..haiz..i oso dunoe wat i can do 2 resolve it..mayb we realli lack communcation ba..no time 4 1 another..wanna tok oso hard ar..anw..i workin tis cumin wk le..cumin thurs goin 4 interview..workin n earnin le..haiz..hmmm..gtg le..tired liao le..take care guys*

Saturday, November 20, 2004

*tired. exhausted. drained*

tired . exhausted . drained .

* hmmm..even since my prelims exams started..i hav nv been 2 orchard rd shop shop le..lolx..after my prelims..was my o'level..dun even can anyhow wonder around..coz mom will scold ar..lolx..haiz..after swimmin e dae b4 which is on thursdae..veri tired..2dae gana drag out by yun 2 pei her go shop 4 her grad nite dress..hmmm..frm ck tang 2 isetana 2 taka then back 2 isetana again..then 2 far east..lolx..veri tired ar..lolx..stayed at far east 4 veri long sia..at ..yun's cousin bought a dress 4 her dinner in e nite..lolx..4 49.90bucks..hmmm..so worthwhile..lolx..hehez..then at ..yun saw a veri nice dress..59.90bucks..pinky colour de..lolx..1st time c yun wear tis kinda of dress..lolx

then walk around c thingy..at ..yun bought sum causal t-shirt n a coat..xiang xiang oso bought a top 4 her grad nite..kaoz a..my leg goin 2 dian le lahz..lolx..jie jie oso bought a pair of ear rings..pink butterfly de..i oso hav a similar pair of ear rings..purple colour de lahz..lolx(^.^)..then yun bought 2 2 buy e dress..lolx..then went around 2 look 4 appropriate heals 4 their grad nite..lolx..


end up xiang xiang bought a white heals..then jie jie bought a pair of silver coloured heals..then after tat she left us at orchard..then went 2 long john n eat..actuall wanna eat e oyster mian xian de..but e queue veri long lohz..went 2 guardian bought e strengthen nails de..lolx..<5> lolx..those fussy gers..aiyo..my legs goin 2 dian le lahz..then take bus 2 meredian..go look 4 daryl..at meredian..xiang xiang bought a scarf she took such a long time 2 choose..kaoz a..

next time dun wanna cum orchard le lahz..at e 25hrs watch gallery..saw many couple watches..was tinkin 2 buy 4 my parents when i start 2 work..tokin abt work..haiz..next thursdae..25th nov..goin 4 interviw at alignment(tools) pte ltd..e place where my dad is workin..haiz..then after seein..went 2 look 4 daryl lohz..after awhile..then go og at e orchard branch de..then go john little lohz..after which xiang xiang n yun went 2 heeren..mi n daryl went hm..coz i realli drained liao le..cannot take it anymore..2dae got another mood..

havin pms 2dae sia..mood veri bad..jus cannot stand SUMTHINGY..yi du zi qi..blood realli boils..anw..is e past le..dun wanna sae le..*

Thursday, November 18, 2004

* is workin time after xams *

is working time after exams....

*4 mani pple..is playin after xams..lolx..but after most of e o'level students..is workin n busy wif earnin money..lolx..is holidae ma..play 4 six mths will madi de..lolx..earn money wun worz..lolx..my dad askin his boss whether wanna hire mi or nt..lolx..actually oso gd..can help mom keep an eye on dad..lolx..but hope yun oso can work wif mi..lolx..otherwise she sae i abandon her..lolx..but cant help if realli cannot ma..e most i help her find job..yun ah yun..u dun so fussy sure can find job..those pple in my dad's wk place veri gd de..u sound as if u dun care when i tell u..if u wanna wk there..u mus earn 2 get involved wif them..lyk tat got zhao ying ma..aiyo..tat's wat i tink lahz..summore dun cause trouble 4 mi if we realli wk there..i dun wan 2 hai my lao pa..my lao ma will oso scold de..lolx

haiz..2dae a maths paper..hmmm..wan dan le..nt in e mood 2 do..feel so RESTLESS..jus wanna slp n hav a gd rest..daryl ah u..cannot go chalet nvm lahz..so du lan oso no use..haiz..i jus dun understand..is there a need 2 hurry 2 gather all frenz n play?? i believe..if u guys cherish ur frenship..then will sure meet out again..n oso nt sae u dyin tml le..mus do everythingy by 2dae..otherwise no time le..till nw..i still dun wish 2 go 2 tat chalet..c it pointless..wastin my time..all bcoz of u lahz..yun all ur fault..drag mi go..if nt fun summore make mi upset..i chop ur head down ar..lolx..kiddin onli..go go lohz..big deal.. haiz..gather liao so wat?? nv gather so wat??mayb bcoz i c until sianz liao ba..so i dun feel anythingy..sound a bit cold-blooded..shui jiao frenz around mi so mani r hypocrites?? haiz..tis is SHI SHANG YI DA BEI SHI ar..haiz..

after my o'level..there's a lot of frenz i will sae SAYONARA 4eva..mayb even sayonara oso dun need 2 sae..jus treat it as i nv had such frenz ba..i will treat u as INVISIBLE..coz i noe u will oso..anw..sad thingys dun wanna sae le..onli wanna noe gd thingys..hmmm..i'm lookin 4ward 4 a CHANGE in my ENVIRONMENT..a CHANGE in my SURROUNDING AIR..I WAN FRESHER AIR..lolx..cant wait 4 tat..I WANNA SCREAM..I WANNA SHOUT..I WANNA B FREE..gtg le..lolx..take care worz^.^*


LIFE is like
CHEMISTRY

Dilute Your
SORROWS

Evaporate
Your Worries

Filter Your
Happiness

& You Will Find
Crystals of LOVE

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

*bReAkIn fRee fRm e hURtIn pAst*

[ breaking free from the hurting past... ]

* free frm humanities le..lolx..FINALLY ar..hahaz..hmmm..jus finished my fnn paper lohz..CRAP..study so chan then onli got 8 questions sia..aiyo..processin food..i didnt study much sia..aiyo..tis time die le lahz..then my coursewk oso NV do SUPER GD..all bcoz of sum biased act..wateva lahz..is over le..haiz..FINALLY 3 wks of xams is cumin 2 an end soon le..hahaz..so happi..but will keep myself busy countin money..eh..no lahz..is busy wif workin lahz..lolx..

KAOZ a..pure science big deal ar?? make so much stupid noise...can sure pass physics de ma?? got learn sound ma?? u guys causin noise pollution..pple havin paper lehz..although u guys havin break..but sae i pin pointin lohz..DRAGGIN CHAIRS..HOPPIN HERE N THERE..SCREAMIN N SHOUTIN OUTSIDE E HALL..ur lao du sch ar?? cant stand it sia..aiyo..a little noise here n there will turns out 2 b ENORMOUS de lehz.. kaoz a..bloody ass..wakey lahz..go SOUL-SEARCH hor..plz lahz..got learn CME de ma?? CONSIDERATION u noe ma?? sickenin sia..aiyo..dun tok abt tis le..MY BLOOD BOILIN..

.[wo bu xiang huo zan guo qu de yin ying le]~* bReAkIn fRee fRm e hURtIn pAst *~ (qing ni gao tai gui shou fang wo yi ma).

help mi break free from my hurtin past..i jus i rmb nth nw..haiz..e pain i hav..hu noe?? sheng bu ru si ar...haiz..wat 2 do..is e past tat makes mi grow up..tat's wat i am grateful abt..if nt 4 tat..i will still b e CHILDISH, STUBBORN, NAIVE mi..i will NOT GIVE IN so easily le..i will NOT BELIEVE any1 so easily le..i will nt..I WILL NOT!!!!!!! stop plannin any traps 4 mi 2 fall in iiiiiidiots..dun eva under-estamine ur enemies..tat's wat i learnt..b more skeptical...anw..ALWAZ LOOK ON E BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE..i will de..i'm happi wif wat i hav nw..JUS WANNA B HAPPI 4EVA!!!!!!~*

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

* history....dyin le..*

[ history... dying le.... ]

*haiz..i jus cant imagine tat e pain at my stomach will result in m 4gettin wat i studies 4 my history..source-based question abt soviet union gorbachev..kaoz..i nv realli touch on tat..hmmm..nvm..then structured questions r on china[guo ming dang], germany[hilter] n on europe[cold war]..3 questions..i study e onli 2 came out..which is germany n europe..end up..i did e question on germany de..tat hilter..do so mani thingys 4 wat..write until my hand almost crippled le..wah kaoz..part b of e question i dun realli noe wat shit is it tokin..end up..tok crap lohz..haiyo..i shld hav do on e europe de..on berlin blockade n ussr v.s. us de..diaoz..nv read properly e question..but was too late 2 save..cos i onli left 15mins b4 i realised i dunoe how 2 do part b de..kaoz..

university of cambridge..is university ma..i repeat..university..is spell as u n i v e r s i t y..aiyoo..y mus go work wif singapore moe 2 set o'level 4 us..it realli makes sec 4 n 5 students life difficult sia,,lyk tat singapore will hav low population of youngsters de..cos if cannot tahan e stress..go tiao lou how?? lolx..mus de-stress b4 i jiayou 4 my fnn paper tml..i tink tis yr all e humanities teacher SUDDENLY,MIRACALLY,SURPRISINGLY bcame so clever..lolx..all those questions that guess came came out le..jus lyk 4 history n ss ba..4 geo still dunoe yet..mus wait till tml then noe..hahaz..so unfair..heard tat those pple in pure science class finishin their last paper tis wk lehz..sub-science still hav 2 wait till next mondae..so unfair..haiyo

hmmm...next wk 24th still mus back take leavin cert..a lot of pple bui song..cos is grad nite tat dae..then a lot of pple..esp bois buyin their clothes onli in e mornin ba..lolx..kekez..gers..hahaz..dun need sae..will b givin money 2 salon n facial shop..lolx..but i'm nt goin..sound a bit saddenin..cos i dun wanna waste money..although is e last chance..if i realli hav veri gd frenz in sch..we will auto meet up n xu jiu de..if nt..simply sae sayonara after o'level lohz..sound a bit bu zhong gan qing..but then is wat i feel..crap lahz..as if go 4 grad nite liao..bad relation will turn gd durin e grad nite..wah lyk tat grad nite is HILTER?? bad relation is GERMANY??


lolx.. sae sumthingy truthfully..it is even worse..coz pple will act hypocritcally 4 e grad nite..tok 2 tis person tok 2 another person..take pic wif tis person then wif another..even wif ur GREATEST ENEMY..tis is called NING KE SHA ZUO BU KE FANG GUO!!!!! jus dun wish 2 b left out of e beautiful picture..so act tis act tat lohz..isnt tat SADDENIN?? i'm selfish..i dun wanna force myself 2 b squeeze in2 e picture tat would nv suit mi..i dun wanna make myself sad n others uneasy..so wat am i left out of e picture?? by squeezing oso got no benefit ar..MEI YOU LI YI DE SHI.. FEI XIN SHI LAI ZI TIAO KU CHI MA?? ben dan..iiiiiiodit...stupidity..haiz..

tat's my tinkin..nt tryin 2 pin point any1 hor..lolx..oso gd lahz..last chance..take it as e last chance 2 show "GERMANY"..b4 HILTER go commit suicide..no lahz..sae sayonara after givin in ur last effort..jus lyk GORBACHEV.. he tried savin SOVIET UNION..although his efforts was swept by e powerful historical forces..he put in efforts le.. WU YUAN WU HUI..

goin 4 check-up after my o'level le..coz i feel a pain in my stomach are..3 daes le..aiyo..oso dunoe wat's tat..dare nt anyhow eat medi oso..haiz..arghhhhhhhhhh..tis pain..make mi unable 2 slp in e nite oso..wat e hell...haiz..gtg le..goin 2 rest awhile n study fnn le..take care guys*

Monday, November 15, 2004

* guess i did sumthingy wrong again *

guess i did something wrong AGAIN!

*i jus dun understand y pple gets upset n angry so easily..i cant stand my didi anymore..when u pls sum1 2 do sumthingy..wat type of tone shld u use?? lyk tat?? "hey bitch..how 2 spell tis word?" or "can i noe how 2 spell tis word?" haiz..i wun give in so easily le..alwaz give in 2 u..u tink u e emperor in my family?? bull-shittin!!!!! xams realli stress pple..n makes us even harder 2 control our feelings..am i rite??

hmmm..we gets hot-tempered easily..n harder 2 calm n cool ourselves down..haiz..i guess i did sumthingy wrong again..i tink i made my best fren angry le..she cannot watch e show she wan 2 ..n call mi 2 let out her anger..but i wanted 2 watch so i hang up e conversation wif her..

yun ah..u relax can or nt?? i noe u r nt satisfied tat u cant watch e tv programme..but ji ren li xia is lyk tat..i noe bu hao shou..but u dun wanna go hm oso ar..so all i can sae is bear wif it..i noe angry will tends 2 make u complain a bit..but by complain..hehez..sae truthfully..cant do any help..onli waste ur energy onli..lolx..ren yi ren..i noe u ren veri long le..jus bear wif it till u finished ur o'level ba..


after ur o'level..u will work..n will hav lesser time at hm..so no more qi 2 for u 2 ren le..relax lahz..lolx..when u gets angry..u urself oso bu hao shou de ma..so y nt sae?? i'm lookin 4ward 4 a beta life..i will hav it de..lolx..jus need time onli..so sorrie abt yester oso..i realli wanna watch e show..so i hang up ur call..but then i tried callin u..i noe u dun wanna tok 2 onli..rite?? haiz..i noe u still angry..jus relax..i wun blame u de..lolx..

gtg 2 prepare my hsitory le..take care guys*

Sunday, November 14, 2004

*in a fool mood now*

in a foul mood now....

*haiz..yester nite..so called quarrelled wif my dear..cos he wanna buy e gb pre-paid card 4 my didi when he gets his pay..realli veri angry..cos i tink is a waste of money doin tis..he promised mi tat he wun but it anymore de..y mus lyk tat?? u promised my didi u mus fulfill...then wat abt e promises u made 2 mi?? izzit simply jus empty promises?? izzit?? haiz..after tinkin..i feel tat i shouldnt hav force him 2 do thingys tat he hate 2 do..tis is too selfish le..wateva u wanna do..if u feel tat is alrite..go ahead n do ba..i wun obstruct ur decision de..dun worry abt tat..haiz..sae veri easy lahz..wanna fulfill n force myself 2 do it realli tough sia..

haiz..but i will try my veri best 2 do even tough it is tough 2 b fulfilled..cos u my dear ma..i realli lurve u a lot..n will do anythingy jus 4 ur sake..aiya..my hand still achin sia..lolx..but then swimmin is a gd exercise..i realised tat it can help whiten e mosquito scars on my hands n legs..lolx..but i tink can onli go swimmin wif yun le..cos my dear workin le..no time 2 pei mi..onli got time 2 pei money$$..lolx..hahaz..kiddin lahz..i can understand de..nvm lohz..hahaz..anw..when my xam finishes..i will go work oso..so we will b busied wif our own thingys..but my heart will alwaz b there dear!!

haiz..i simply dun understand y i got such a didi..so kao bei..anythingy oso wanna voice out his comments..summore wun even consider whether his comment is useful or useless..haiz..realli sickenin..sae mi sore loser..kaoz..u veri gd mehz?? u hav no rites 2 kao bei mi lahz..xiao kao bei..argh..make my blood wanna boil till 1000degree celusis le lahz..shut ur ass lahz..hear ur voice oso feel uneasy ar..argh..anw..i wun b as PETTY as my brother de..so i wun care wat he sae..jus in a foul mood 2dae..dun provoke mi..or evn try 2 test my patience..gtg liao le..


take care guys*

Saturday, November 13, 2004

*wah kaoz..my hand achin sia..*

wah kaoz.. my hand is aching sia....

*wah kaoz ar..2dae soooooo early go swimmin sia..wakey at 6.30am..n left e hse at 7am sharp 2 meet yun then go meet dear at delta swimmin complex..lolx..8am sharp when e swimmin complex jus open..we jump in2 e cold pool n swim..hahaz..go big pool lehz..sooooo deep sia..i jus realised tat i realli veri short sia..sobx sobx..hehez..hmmm..tat lazyboi of mine..ask us go swimmin..then end up he slp at e pool..lolx..mao mao[my didi] n yun he hao le..tat time they quarrelled over stupid thingy online sia..cant stand them..lolx..quite enjoyable 2dae..cos e lazyger hu dunoe how 2 swim managed 2 learn breaststroke le..wah kaoz..but my hand veri pain ar!!!!!!!!

it is achin lyk hell..came hm at around 12pm sharp..supposed every saturdae will watch meteor garden 1 de..but too tired liao le..went 2 slp at 1pm..till 4++ then wakey..when wakey tat time my hand lyk paralysed..veri pain sia..lyk cannot move lyk tat..hahaz(^.^)..hmmm..next tuesdae havin history..but i haven start 2 study yet..oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!! no time le lahz..hahaz(^.^")..ears oso veri pain..i tink dear a bit sad..coz he actuall wan onli e both of us 2 go swimmin de..then end up..i asked my best fren, yun n my didi 2 go..aiyo..after xams then go wif u dear..so sorrie..hmmm..gtg le..rest awhile wanna settle down n study le..take care guys*

Friday, November 12, 2004

*relax cool down calm down*

relax cool down calm down

*2dae jus lyk gana let off frm e prison lyk tat..lolx..after my xams till nw..tis is e 1st time i go shop shop walk walk le..although quit tirin after swimmin e dae b4 n goin out yester..i still hav e urge 2 go out..i hate bein stuck at hm!!!!!!!!!! e feelings isnt great at all..u noe?? hahaz..lolx..went suntec shop shop lohz..quite tirin..wakey quite late 2dae..12.30++ lyk tat..i didnt even realised tat..lolx..mayb realli too tired le ba..

hahaz..saw a lot of nicey nicey clothes..jus wish i got a
credit card..can buy anythingy i lyk..lolx..sound a bit impossible lehz..hahaz..got lao gong yang oso gd lahz..hahaz..anythingy jus ask him buy..hehez..hmm..my dear go work..mizzes him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much lehz..sobx sobx..so sad..when i'm havin a short break btw my o'level papers..he went 2 work..hur hur..mizz him deeply..anw..very tired..jus wanna take a long rest..if i got money nw..i wanna go barcelona 4 a long vacation..lolx..i wish i can visit barcelona n tokyo 1 dae..lolx..

gtg le..on e fone wif my dear..lolx..muackz..take care guys..hav an early rest worz..hehez(^.^)*

Thursday, November 11, 2004

*emotional mi*

emotional me....

*tis few daes..i dunoe y..veri emotional..lolx..dunoe y oso..get sad veri easily..happi thingy lyk veri limited sia.mayb due 2 my o'level ba..hehez..so veri stress up lohz..feel lyk cryin oso..dunoe y..mayb e emotional mi alwaz cant control those feelings ba..sumthingy mus hide..i cant hide..thingy dun need 2 hide..i dun even bother..tat's mi..lolx..wah species rite??lolx..mi n dear nwadaes hardly got chance 2 go out oso..lolx..after his prelims..i'm havin my prelims..then he havin his n'level..nw i havin my o'level..n he workin le..after my o'level finishes..i will work oso..dunoe when got chance 2 meet out oso..jus hope tat he wun even busied till he cannot rmb my bdae..

dear ah dear..dun tired urself too much..mi will b b sad if u fall sick de..oops..choi..lolx..hehez..hmmm..i will listen 2 u oso..wun tired myself too much..will take more rest de..lolx..hmmm...stressful will in turn leads to sensitivity n jealousy..lolx..tat's mi..i cannot control my emotional..when i feel sad..i will show that i'm sad..i wun hide my feelings..so hypocritcal..lolx..hmmm..gtg liao le..hehez..goin 2 listen 2 beyond songs..lolx..(^.^)

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

*swimming!!!!! i'm here*

[ *swimming!!!!! i'm here* ]

*lolx..2dae early mornin went swimmin..hahaz..so shiok sia..lolx..hardly got chance 2 soak mysewlf in e cold water..it seems tat i will feel more refresh after doin tis..lolx..then went eatin at e market beside delta swimmin complex..hmmm..saw a guy in his 40s..realli look lyk my uncle[my mom's brother]..but then i myself oso nt sure..cos i cannot recognise him..neither can he if we realli met on e street..lolx..hehez..after which went ikea 2 see see look look lohz..lolx..yun wanna go look at beds ma..so we went there lohz..lolx..was tinkin how shld i decorate my own rm next time..or when i get marry..hahaz..so funny sia..tink so far liao le..

o'level oso nt over yet..hahaz..lolx..hmm..mayb is a dream 2 keep life goin ba..otherwise..such miserable life will die veri early de..lolx..am i rite?? hahaz..hmmm..wah..rainin cats n dogs outside..cannot stand it sia..lolx..so cold..luckily we went swimmin early..otherwise can dun need 2 swim le..hmmm..after see see look look..went yun hse..then improve all those thingys in my blog lohz..hahaz..nice ma?? is yun n my efforts..lolx..but she helped mi more lahz..cos i hate those html thingys..too complex ba..

my dear 2dae 1st dae goin 2 work..so worried tat he cannot adopt 2 e job..hmmm..summore..he nv sleep enough..so worried sia..haiz..then end up he was so tired after his work..then..he summore go play..cannot stand him sia..tired mus rest..when i tired..i dun rest..he will scold..but him..i really bo wei gong ar..haiyo..dear ah dear..dun let mi worry too much worz..i will fall sick de..lolx..

hmmm..few more papers 2 chiong 4 my o'level b4 i step in2 e workforce n work..lolx..holidae job..hmmm..left wif history,food & nutrition
,a maths paper 2 n science paper 1..hahaz..then i'll b free from xams le..lolx..jus wish it will cum faster..i tink tis holidae sure veri shiok..papa n mama goin china 4 holidae on e 1st dec till 6th dec..will b away 4 six daes..hurray!!!!!!! didi will b attendin camp from 4th dec to 6th dec..hahaz..i'll b hm alone 4 three daes..sound a bit scary sia..hmmm..hahaz..anw i'll b workin..so wun b hm 4 most of e time..hahaz..gtg liao le..c wat i can further improve abt my blogspot..take care guys(^.^)*

Friday, November 05, 2004

* be filled wif lurve *

be filled with love....

i jus wonder when will sufferings n sorrows cum 2 an end...when will pple sae lying...when will pple keep their promises..when will pple stop actin lyk a hypocrite..when will pple start 2 cherish..when will pple feel satisfied..when will pple b thankful..when will pple stop harming 1 another...when will good pple live longer..when will bad pple get their retribution..when will e world stop having wars n disaster..when will pple stop tokin rubbish..when will pple contribute 2 e society..when will pple b happi onli...when will pple ffel more determined n courageous n confidence...

i wonder wonder n wonder..i wish upon a star..4 my dreamz 2 cum true..god grant my wish ba..grant my wish...plz..i will b grateful de..i realli will...there is a song i will show out...nt i sing de..lolx..is pple show mi a flash de..hahaz..



wishing in a drean that seems far off
hopin it will come today
into a starlit night
foolish dreams turn their gaze
waiting on a shooting star
but
what if that star is not to come?
will their dream fade to nothing?
when the horizon darkens most
we all need to believe there is hope
is an angel watching closely over me?
can there be a guiding light i 've yet to see
i know my heart should guide me
but
there's a hole within my soul
what will fill this emptiness inside of me?
am i to be satisfied without knowing?
i wish then for a chance to see
now all i need desperately
is my star to come...


my star hav cum le..but there's mani more pple in tis world we hav 2 b concern of...let ur heart out n let every1 around u 2 b filled wif lurve..lolx(^.^)..hahaz..