[ 想念是会呼吸的痛...... ]

想念是会呼吸的痛......

shall take some time to update my blog.. cause today, i took MC and is at home.. hais..

Monday (16/02) -> was supposed to be on afternoon shift.. but then, was asked to go back to school for a CCA presentation.. therefore, Ms Chow hasd requested from Ms Poh to put me on am shift.. hais.. was quite a bad day today.. i did charge my hp.. but then, dont know why.. less than half a day, my hp batt is flat!! end up, have to trouble Xiao bai to send down the battery to me..

and.. he accompanied me back to school too.. thanks a lot.. need to trouble you despite that the next day, he has exams.. presentation was okie.. i seriously has stage fright.. lolx!! *adrenaline rush*.. but thank god, teachers were to say i can do it de.. special thanks to Ms Doris Lim and Mdm Lam:) and Buvi for accompanying me in the presentation..

Tuesday (17/02) -> was on afternoon shift.. was pretty tired actually.. didnt really get a chance to rest well i should say.. hais.. but thanks for coming to pick me up from work.. really feel bad that you came all the way just to pick me up.. and you seen one of my bestie in my attachment group le hor.. she also find you nice too:)

mood kind of swing today.. didnt know why either.. maybe just too tired so frustrated ba.. was bullied by the staff too.. she's really OH MY GOD! HORRIBLE!!

Wednesday (18/02) -> went out after work.. and teacher called me and ask me some funny questions.. didnt know what's wrong.. but then, i got feeling it wasnt anything good.. start to feel not that well actually..

went to agnes b shop today.. didnt see the necklace i wanted the other day.. just saw the same design ear rings.. but i still like the necklace.. sad!:( Wanted to call Amanda or Sook Mun when they are having break.. but i guess it isnt that convenient to talk..

Thursday (19/02) -> the entire atmosphere was so weird today.. dont know why, just feel weird.. anyway, what has happened had happened.. Amanda, Sook Mun and me showered at the ward today..went to PS to shop for the gift for staff.. then, i started to feel not well again.. felt breathless and whole body very warm..

we chatted lots of things.. am happy going out with them despite that i wasnt feeling that well.. went to the doctor right after i reached home.. doctor suspected that i hurt my joint at the sternum area.. and i felt breathless.. blood pressure was high too.. 150/80.. hais.. and had indigestion as well... got heartburn feeling.. was given ventolin tab as well..

today -> hais.. on mc today....couldnt go for my A&E posting today.. will be replacing next sat at 10C.. will be resting well today.. but i am worried about what's going on at work.. hais.... hope everything can be smooth today..

*new wishes added*

*jess missing you*

to YOU: thanks for comforting me when i am feeling down or unwell:) thanks for being there!!=]

[ 我失去过，更珍惜拥有！]

我失去过，更珍惜拥有！

Many many updates recently.. BUT, too much things to write and post about.. just want to say some updates.

Went to Adeline's birthday 2 saturday's back.. enjoyed it lots!! :) shall post some pics.


Xiao Bai and me! :)

Me and Chern Fern aka Cao Ming

RC frenz!! :)

Project RICE team! =]

The birthday party was at farrer park civil service club.. had a great time catching up with Chern Fern and Xiao Bai.. after the party, we went to have a drink at Starbucks PS.. really had a FUN FUN time..

That was not just all.. more and more things come up.. more and more happy things!! hahaz! am so happy for the past one week.. *loves* dont know how to describe this JOY... but then, i am really happy.. Last saturday, went to watch "Look for a star".. wow! nice show i should say.. and hahaz! and must depends who you watched with too!

A bit stressed up recently.. although i still smile, it doesnt mean i am not stress.. i wanna eat ICE-CREAM!!!!! i want to sing K!!!!!!!!!!! tired.. will try sleeping early today:) *TIRED* eye rings SUPER DARK! aiyoz, super ugly.. SOBX(T.T)

to YOU: thanks for appearing in my life.. without you, i probably wont be able to constantly smile so much.. thanks for letting me know that there's someone out there protecting and do not wish me to get hurt.. i hope you will keep up to your promises made.. dont disappoint me okie! :) Jiayou for your exams! and concentrate huh!! =] *hugs*

[ my first post of year 2009! ]

my first post of year 2009!!

hmmm, it's been MONTHS since i update my blog.. hahaz! sorry to disappoint those who constantly read my blog entries.. anyway, just finished one RC event, Project R.I.C.E in Jan actually.. it was a GREAT GREAT SUCCESS and definitely a GREAT GREAT RELIEVE for me! initial target calculated by the Project Leaders was 933packs of rice.. and we managed to collect 1007 packs of rice!! hahaz! thanks to all those who have lend me a helping hand when i needed it..

and for those who lend me a listening ear when i really feel that i cant take it anymore, thanks a lot too:) really appreciate your help.. especially to Chern Fern, Adeline, Hanxi, Ka Man, Vivian and Fione:P You girls really brighten my days:) and for those who turn their hands away when i needed it the most, thanks hor!!!:X cause and effects you shall bear!

hahaz! CNY is almost over!! had fun playing manjong after Stella, Willie and Carys trained me to! hahaz! then for the past 3days, i am actually doing my NIGHT duties!! hmmm, first day was kind of suay.. cause i did last office on my first night.. 2nd night was a horror too! got violent patients and many many call bells and patient laying on bed but dont want to sleep! how i wish i can put her at the nurses counter and i lay on the bed!! hahaz! :P day-dreaming at 3am!

last night was okie.. that's why i am blogging.. almost done with my case-study too:D but hasnt been seeing teacher for almost one week.. shall hand in next week ba.. hahaz! and after 7am onwards, it's my sleeping day and day-off tomorrow! i shall get some beauty sleep and enjoy my long weekend:) monday, i'll be on afternoon.. and tues, will be given am shift cause i have to key in my cca and cip hours.. just hope i can remember to update at home before going to school to key it:)

wed, will be on aftenoon, and thurs and fri will on morning.. can die lohz! next week alternate shifts.. i'll be definitely be like a zombie.. will be 4th week here in 10c next week.. actually, after working night shift, i feel that this ward is not that bad actually.. it's who you work with that MATTERS a lot! whether that person will make your day fruitful or not..

well, after i finish this post, i'll be doing 4am changing and then 6am feeding.. 7am, i will be going home to orh orh! :) heez! was browsing through just now and saw many unexpected things happening.. well, it's just so RIDICULOUS! wish you well huh.. i shall not elaborate what happened.. if not, i will have the urge to comment more.. anyway, it's NONE of my BUSINESS actually.. wo men fei qing fei ku actually.. LOLX! :) PEACE, i going off soon! take care guys~ i will blog soon! yes, soon.. i promise:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIN WEN!!! :)