Jonathan, me and Pei Lee
Me, Pei Lee, Izzah and Siti small
Izzah, Siti small and me
me and Johnson
YDC Blood Drive... quite a success.. too many to update... too BUSY!
Sunday, October 26, 2008
[ YDC Blood Drive'08 ]
YDC Blood Drive'08
Jonathan, me and Pei Lee
Me, Pei Lee, Izzah and Siti small
Izzah, Siti small and me
me and Johnson
YDC Blood Drive... quite a success.. too many to update... too BUSY!
Jonathan, me and Pei Lee
Me, Pei Lee, Izzah and Siti small
Izzah, Siti small and me
me and Johnson
YDC Blood Drive... quite a success.. too many to update... too BUSY!
Friday, October 17, 2008
[ life is so vulnerable ]
life is so vulnerable....
our zi pai skills!
black and white!! :D
qisheng, stella and me!
smile! =]
sisters' love!
promoting our shoes!=]
promoting our shoes! :D
yes! again...
promoting koi's bubble tea..
our zi pai skills!
black and white!! :D
qisheng, stella and me!
smile! =]
sisters' love!
promoting our shoes!=]
promoting our shoes! :D
yes! again...
promoting koi's bubble tea..
promoting SK alumni...
"Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable." - Friend's motto...
just too LAZY to update.. but pictures speaks a thousand words.....
Monday, October 13, 2008
[ my last sem, the first day... ]
my last sem, the first day.....
Today is my FIRST day back in school.. Everything seems okie today.. the first thing in the morning that came into my mind was - i want to SLEEP! Gosh!! i am just so TIRED although i went to be yesterday at about 10plus.. and thinking that i'm gonna have a LONG day today just makes me feel like crushing on my bed AGAIN! well, i just hope today WASNT monday!
woke up at 5am sharp, right after my hp alarm rings.. got myself out of my cosy bed and went to brush my teeth and had a shower.. WHO would love waking up as early as 5am to wash your hair ar? oh well, it just turns my mucous flowing out non-stop!! well, i shall not complain that much cause this is going to be my life for many years down the road.. Unless i find myself a rich husband? and i can be a rich tai tia? hahaz! *day dreaming* i think that the nursing passion of mine wont just burn off even though i might find one!! LOLX!! :D
did my morning prayers and i left home at about 5.45am.. today, i cant believe that i only take 45minutes to get myself ready for school.. i thought i would need more time on a monday blues.. well, maybe because mom is off from work today and didi still having vacation.. not forgetting about my lazy dad who dont wake up on time and gets to work LATE everyday without fail.. oh well, if i'm the boss, i would definitely have fired him long ago..... LOLX!
the bus wasnt that pac today BUT.. i simply chosen the wrong seat!! =X this young man sitting beside me sleeping away taking up not only his seat but 1/3 of my seat as well.. oh well, the worst thing has yet to be mentioned.. he opened his eyes and saw me BUT... went back to sleepo again without shifiting his "bloody" leg away.. OOPS, what did i say just now? hahaz!!! :P
everything was okie back in school except that i no longer feel the closeness i had with my clinque.. just a simple reason.. cause i'm a chinese? oh well, you would never knows how it feels.. was kind of bombed by ONCOLOGY today.. first lesson of the day.. and we watched movie!! the title of the show is "WIT". It was just too EMOTIONAL!! thinking back about great grandma's death.. and my ah ma, lihua jie jie as well.. though cancer didnt take ah ma and li hua jiejie away, BUT... it was definitely something that almost made me give up nursing..
and thank god i didnt.. reather, i found this job- not only a job but a MISSION in my life!! =] must be grateful to Jin Haw and Eunice who encourages me to go back to school.. Last sememster liao le.. feel kind of worried that i cant do well in my last sememster. Whether or not if i can go into poly directly, this term plays a BIG part.. of cause my probation period when i'm back in TTSH after i graduate is also important as well.. hasnt been chanting much recently due to my hectic schedule.. well, i'm just finding excused for myself lahz.. i guess daimoku campaign can be really good motivation for me to chant more..
supposed to finish school at 6pm today, but PCB combined lecture ended early and Mdm Suppiah pop by early for the contact time.. oh! just some same old words lohz.. but this sememster seems a bit more STRICT.. more than 2times absent - be it MC or AL, will have to see the section head and might be debar!! oh my tian!! 6weeks to mug, 1 week revision then exams on 2nd and 3rd dec..
have yet to have any BH lesson.. But Onco phase test is on the 5th week, project due on the 4th week.. i guess BH test maybe will be 3rd or 4th week ba.. Thank god PCB phase test and class test cleared during CR Replacement week liao.. if not, i will BREAK down man!
finished school at about 5pm.. then headed down to Tampines from school.. then from Tampines, headed down to Clementi.. Comatose all the way from Tampines to Clementi.. too TIRED liao le! went to Big Bookshop and got some stationary and pass my time.. then went to Mac to grab my dinner and to NTUC to get some tibits for Clara and Yue Chang:D Went to Hiang Hua's place.. then finished my dinner there while waiting for the rest to come..
started daimoku chanting at 8pm till about 8.20pm.. MANY MANY updates cause i missed the Zone meeting last week.. only managed to finish at about 10.20p.. saw Aunty Lian See while walking out.. i think back, if my will power is weak and gave this meeting a miss, i will definitely miss out A LOT! caused many things will revealed and i really learnt a lot!!
and saw Janice, Suai Ling and Lay Hoon on the mrt too! another round of updating from Janice.. think my absorption rate like a SUPER big piece of sponge today.. everything will take in.. got to go and sleep le.. my eyes can bearly open!! =X
Today is my FIRST day back in school.. Everything seems okie today.. the first thing in the morning that came into my mind was - i want to SLEEP! Gosh!! i am just so TIRED although i went to be yesterday at about 10plus.. and thinking that i'm gonna have a LONG day today just makes me feel like crushing on my bed AGAIN! well, i just hope today WASNT monday!
woke up at 5am sharp, right after my hp alarm rings.. got myself out of my cosy bed and went to brush my teeth and had a shower.. WHO would love waking up as early as 5am to wash your hair ar? oh well, it just turns my mucous flowing out non-stop!! well, i shall not complain that much cause this is going to be my life for many years down the road.. Unless i find myself a rich husband? and i can be a rich tai tia? hahaz! *day dreaming* i think that the nursing passion of mine wont just burn off even though i might find one!! LOLX!! :D
did my morning prayers and i left home at about 5.45am.. today, i cant believe that i only take 45minutes to get myself ready for school.. i thought i would need more time on a monday blues.. well, maybe because mom is off from work today and didi still having vacation.. not forgetting about my lazy dad who dont wake up on time and gets to work LATE everyday without fail.. oh well, if i'm the boss, i would definitely have fired him long ago..... LOLX!
the bus wasnt that pac today BUT.. i simply chosen the wrong seat!! =X this young man sitting beside me sleeping away taking up not only his seat but 1/3 of my seat as well.. oh well, the worst thing has yet to be mentioned.. he opened his eyes and saw me BUT... went back to sleepo again without shifiting his "bloody" leg away.. OOPS, what did i say just now? hahaz!!! :P
everything was okie back in school except that i no longer feel the closeness i had with my clinque.. just a simple reason.. cause i'm a chinese? oh well, you would never knows how it feels.. was kind of bombed by ONCOLOGY today.. first lesson of the day.. and we watched movie!! the title of the show is "WIT". It was just too EMOTIONAL!! thinking back about great grandma's death.. and my ah ma, lihua jie jie as well.. though cancer didnt take ah ma and li hua jiejie away, BUT... it was definitely something that almost made me give up nursing..
and thank god i didnt.. reather, i found this job- not only a job but a MISSION in my life!! =] must be grateful to Jin Haw and Eunice who encourages me to go back to school.. Last sememster liao le.. feel kind of worried that i cant do well in my last sememster. Whether or not if i can go into poly directly, this term plays a BIG part.. of cause my probation period when i'm back in TTSH after i graduate is also important as well.. hasnt been chanting much recently due to my hectic schedule.. well, i'm just finding excused for myself lahz.. i guess daimoku campaign can be really good motivation for me to chant more..
supposed to finish school at 6pm today, but PCB combined lecture ended early and Mdm Suppiah pop by early for the contact time.. oh! just some same old words lohz.. but this sememster seems a bit more STRICT.. more than 2times absent - be it MC or AL, will have to see the section head and might be debar!! oh my tian!! 6weeks to mug, 1 week revision then exams on 2nd and 3rd dec..
have yet to have any BH lesson.. But Onco phase test is on the 5th week, project due on the 4th week.. i guess BH test maybe will be 3rd or 4th week ba.. Thank god PCB phase test and class test cleared during CR Replacement week liao.. if not, i will BREAK down man!
finished school at about 5pm.. then headed down to Tampines from school.. then from Tampines, headed down to Clementi.. Comatose all the way from Tampines to Clementi.. too TIRED liao le! went to Big Bookshop and got some stationary and pass my time.. then went to Mac to grab my dinner and to NTUC to get some tibits for Clara and Yue Chang:D Went to Hiang Hua's place.. then finished my dinner there while waiting for the rest to come..
started daimoku chanting at 8pm till about 8.20pm.. MANY MANY updates cause i missed the Zone meeting last week.. only managed to finish at about 10.20p.. saw Aunty Lian See while walking out.. i think back, if my will power is weak and gave this meeting a miss, i will definitely miss out A LOT! caused many things will revealed and i really learnt a lot!!
and saw Janice, Suai Ling and Lay Hoon on the mrt too! another round of updating from Janice.. think my absorption rate like a SUPER big piece of sponge today.. everything will take in.. got to go and sleep le.. my eyes can bearly open!! =X
Sunday, October 12, 2008
[ 我相信爱有一种复原的能力.... ]
我相信爱有一种复原的能力....
meet up with Friend at about 12am this morning.. and went to Mac to have supper.. on the way there, we were chit-chatting and saw this ah ma pushing some cardboards.. well, Friend was kind enough to lend her a helping help.. helped her pushed up the slope and to the block she told friend too! after all, Friend still has a KIND heart despite so many things happening.. i still BELIEVE Friend is someone whom i can still trust:D
slept at 2am this morning and woke up 2pm this afternoon.. lolx! really TOO TIRED.. i think i really COMA all the way.. i dont even know it's 2pm liao.. it's been so LONG i hasnt been sleeping till i woke up on my own.. woke up, brush my teeth, showered and did my morning and evening prayers together..
then came online.. decided to finish updating my post for yesterday.. then while updating, am watching tv as well.. then heard this phrase: "或许你不是喜欢那个女的，只是在追寻着你前女友的幻影"... suddenly, it reminds of Friend.. hais.. jiayou le Friend!! :D
just called Bhooja to confirm about the YDC Blood drive thing.. hais.. dont know why am i so so so BUSY recently... let me list out the things i have on hand now...
Soka
天天想你
inside of you have fathin our destining
忽然很想你
你未完成的爱情
那天你说有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
想念是我们的限时信
也给了爱情氧气
飘着音乐的屋子里
听你借我的cd
在数位相机里
有几万画素的回忆
忽然有点想你
你今天快乐吗
忙得开不开心
窗外的云也往你的方向一路飞去
忽然很想你
你未完成的爱情
那天你说有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
平凡无奇的星期几
等着日剧的结局
当寂寞is killing me
想念你给我的鼓励
谁也没有忘记
讲过了一年以后
我们约在这里
那个日期
让我的心一直暖暖的
oh baby
忽然很想你
你未完成的爱情
那天你说有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
时间一分一秒向前走
心却在你的城市里
身边虽然没有你
可是我有勇气
忽然很想你
你未完成的爱情
那天你说有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
meet up with Friend at about 12am this morning.. and went to Mac to have supper.. on the way there, we were chit-chatting and saw this ah ma pushing some cardboards.. well, Friend was kind enough to lend her a helping help.. helped her pushed up the slope and to the block she told friend too! after all, Friend still has a KIND heart despite so many things happening.. i still BELIEVE Friend is someone whom i can still trust:D
slept at 2am this morning and woke up 2pm this afternoon.. lolx! really TOO TIRED.. i think i really COMA all the way.. i dont even know it's 2pm liao.. it's been so LONG i hasnt been sleeping till i woke up on my own.. woke up, brush my teeth, showered and did my morning and evening prayers together..
then came online.. decided to finish updating my post for yesterday.. then while updating, am watching tv as well.. then heard this phrase: "或许你不是喜欢那个女的，只是在追寻着你前女友的幻影"... suddenly, it reminds of Friend.. hais.. jiayou le Friend!! :D
just called Bhooja to confirm about the YDC Blood drive thing.. hais.. dont know why am i so so so BUSY recently... let me list out the things i have on hand now...
Soka
- SK 15th anniversary cum K2 Graduation Day (25th Oct)
- Role as a CIC
- Role as a District Leader
Red Cross
- Role as a Blood Drive Officer
- Internal Drive (14th Nov)
- Project R.I.C.E (in the midst of planning)
- NTU Vibrant Blood'09 (Coming up)
School
- Asst. Class Leader
- CP Group Leader
see the reason why i dont have enough sleep and rest? and my stomach hasnt been kind to me recently.. i am still pondering whether i should find some time to visit the doctor.. tomorrow, will be back in school.. 7.45am must be in school, night time got planning at Aunty Hiang Hua's place.. i am totally SHAGGED! =X
love the lyrics to this song - 忽然很想你天天想你
inside of you have fathin our destining
忽然很想你
你未完成的爱情
那天你说有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
想念是我们的限时信
也给了爱情氧气
飘着音乐的屋子里
听你借我的cd
在数位相机里
有几万画素的回忆
忽然有点想你
你今天快乐吗
忙得开不开心
窗外的云也往你的方向一路飞去
忽然很想你
你未完成的爱情
那天你说有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
平凡无奇的星期几
等着日剧的结局
当寂寞is killing me
想念你给我的鼓励
谁也没有忘记
讲过了一年以后
我们约在这里
那个日期
让我的心一直暖暖的
oh baby
忽然很想你
你未完成的爱情
那天你说有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
时间一分一秒向前走
心却在你的城市里
身边虽然没有你
可是我有勇气
忽然很想你
你未完成的爱情
那天你说有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
Saturday, October 11, 2008
[ those who suffer the MOST will attain the GREATEST HAPPINESS... ]
those who suffer the MOST will attain the GREATEST HAPPINESS...
slept at 3am this morning, and was awaken by sms-es early in the morning.. have set my alaram clock to 11.30am actually.. but i woke up around 10.30 like that.. brush my teeth, did my morning prayers and log on to my computer.. continue to do my stuff for the SK event and for the RICE Project..
then at about 12.30 i went to shower and left for DB to meet Michael, Ade and Chern Fern for lunch.. board the mrt at yishun.. and there's this 2 girls sitting in front of me.. overheard their conversation.. lolx! i dont mean to listen de lahz.. just because they really TALK TOO LOUD liao le.. the girl was talking about her boyfriend breaking up with her because of another girl.. she said something that i really agreed.. "Feelings cannot be control.. " the story sound so familiar to my ears.. hais.. suddenly, i thought of friend again..
was a bit 5minutes late.. LOLX.. reach DB at abour 1.45pm.. saw Daniel and Clarice.. and ask them to join us for lunch.. but they turned us down.. went to have Mos Burger.. ate Teriyaki Chicken Burger with fries and ice milk tea:D *yum yum* then went over to RC house for the meeting..
first of all is updates from the Ops side.. seems like South Zone having some problem.. then the Budget give is reducing and reducing.. from $1600 to $1200 then now to $1000 and below.. gosh!! it's getting TIGHT.. many many updates.. admin side also doing very well.. i love the "More than a cup" idea.. the designs all very NICE!! :D
meeting finished at about 6pm and me, Phuong Minh and Michael went to Long John to have our dinner.. talked from COC camp to NTU Vibrant Blood'08... lolx.. the happy moments.. the chickenpox vaccination, the barney car, the signing of the boards, the kfc makan, the escalator, the bus 855... really the HAPPINEST moments of the year..
headed home from DB.. alight at AMK and took 169 home.. Daniel smsed me.. and ask me why never ask him for lunch.. and called me.. cause he thought i email him.. lolx.. anyway, got home and decided not to touch anything.. be it my rice project proposal or sk matters.. just want to have a break before school reopens... tired!~
他没有错 by 非非
就这样放了彼此的手
究竟是尽头还是个出口
只是我还记得他每一次抚摸
只是我还熟悉他每一个轮廓
不知道从此要难过多久
我相信一定和孤独一样久
原来天长地久是形容一种痛
这样的有始有终换来怎样的海阔天空
他没有错只是没有爱我很久
他没有错是我飞蛾扑火
我求一个经过不妄想一个结果
他没有错
他没有错只是没有为我停留
他没有错是爱的不是时候
他没有错只是没有陪我到最后
slept at 3am this morning, and was awaken by sms-es early in the morning.. have set my alaram clock to 11.30am actually.. but i woke up around 10.30 like that.. brush my teeth, did my morning prayers and log on to my computer.. continue to do my stuff for the SK event and for the RICE Project..
then at about 12.30 i went to shower and left for DB to meet Michael, Ade and Chern Fern for lunch.. board the mrt at yishun.. and there's this 2 girls sitting in front of me.. overheard their conversation.. lolx! i dont mean to listen de lahz.. just because they really TALK TOO LOUD liao le.. the girl was talking about her boyfriend breaking up with her because of another girl.. she said something that i really agreed.. "Feelings cannot be control.. " the story sound so familiar to my ears.. hais.. suddenly, i thought of friend again..
was a bit 5minutes late.. LOLX.. reach DB at abour 1.45pm.. saw Daniel and Clarice.. and ask them to join us for lunch.. but they turned us down.. went to have Mos Burger.. ate Teriyaki Chicken Burger with fries and ice milk tea:D *yum yum* then went over to RC house for the meeting..
first of all is updates from the Ops side.. seems like South Zone having some problem.. then the Budget give is reducing and reducing.. from $1600 to $1200 then now to $1000 and below.. gosh!! it's getting TIGHT.. many many updates.. admin side also doing very well.. i love the "More than a cup" idea.. the designs all very NICE!! :D
meeting finished at about 6pm and me, Phuong Minh and Michael went to Long John to have our dinner.. talked from COC camp to NTU Vibrant Blood'08... lolx.. the happy moments.. the chickenpox vaccination, the barney car, the signing of the boards, the kfc makan, the escalator, the bus 855... really the HAPPINEST moments of the year..
headed home from DB.. alight at AMK and took 169 home.. Daniel smsed me.. and ask me why never ask him for lunch.. and called me.. cause he thought i email him.. lolx.. anyway, got home and decided not to touch anything.. be it my rice project proposal or sk matters.. just want to have a break before school reopens... tired!~
他没有错 by 非非
就这样放了彼此的手
究竟是尽头还是个出口
只是我还记得他每一次抚摸
只是我还熟悉他每一个轮廓
不知道从此要难过多久
我相信一定和孤独一样久
原来天长地久是形容一种痛
这样的有始有终换来怎样的海阔天空
他没有错只是没有爱我很久
他没有错是我飞蛾扑火
我求一个经过不妄想一个结果
他没有错
他没有错只是没有为我停留
他没有错是爱的不是时候
他没有错只是没有陪我到最后
Friday, October 10, 2008
[ love is giving all that i have yet regret not being able to give you more..... ]
love is giving all that i have yet regret not being able to give you more.....
i got many many to updates.. i dont know if FIVE days straight of updates will be TOO MUCH for you guys to absorb what's happening to me now.. anyway, if you're TRUE FRIEND and FAITHFUL READER, you will read every single details!! :D am i right? =]
Monday - today is the first day of the JCI Replacement.. and was arranged to be on PM shift.. back to 8B.. cant believe some of the staffs can still recognise me.. though i really look much much plumper than i was in year 1.. time to do something about it!! lolx.. work was not really busy.. but everyone is chionging for Case-study cause submittion date is this coming WEDNESDAY.. just 3 days to complete the case-study, nursing care plan and find out the medication.. it's a bit too RUSH lohz.. somemore we can only read the patient's case notes when we are free.. actually, not really that free de.. cause everytime when we want to read the notes, then CALL-BELL will ring and stuff..
am a little tired today.. maybe cause i have 2 weeks of holidays and i start to grow a bit lazy.. but i know i will sure get used to it.. not much of a problem adapting to the ward cause i was here before actually:D Ms Jay went back to school.. so i didnt see her at all today.. but Ms Govri gave us a very short debrief about what Ms Jay wanted to tell us.. anyway, it's okie lahz.. all the skills FINISHED liao.. just have to do case-study and happily pass this 5days..
Tuesday - slept at 1am this morning.. was chionging my case-study last night while waiting for friend to call.. but friend didnt call me back.. hais.. on afternoon shift today AGAIN! am TIRED.. slept quite late actually.. have no time to check email actually.. cause back home, i'm already half dead liao.. though it's not really that busy but isnt relaxing at all.. somemore i was tasked at female side.. a lot of turning and changing..
busy with SK 15th anniversary cum k2 graduation event and also the SMU R.I.C.E project.. still have yet to do anything about my internal blood drive that will take place in this coming November.. gosh! Mdm Qian will KILL me manz! hais.. couldnt stop being stress at all.. worried about friend's problem too.. hasnt get a good chance to talk to friend cause busy with attachment this few days..
Wednesday - last afternoon shift for the week.. Friend sms me last night before i sleep.. say got things want to tell me.. hais.. i just dislike people tell me things half half lohz.. cause i will think and ponder about what is the thing they want to say.. anyway, i just hope things are not as bad as i thought.. managed to finish my case study last night.. and submit on time today.. went over to CDC 2 today to meet Sister Lay Hoon together with other groups of year 1 and year 2..
i just cant stand the year 1!!!!... are they really nurses not? the way they act... exactly like a kid. gosh! no professionism at all.. *piang* .. spoken to Sister Lay Hoon today regarding my sponsorship.. ask her about applying for polytechnic after i graduate.. am happy to hear that i can apply polytechnic on my own if i graduate with the gpa of more than 3.5.. hmmm.. i am really working hard to pull my gpa HIGHER.. Ms Jay was on MC today.. think she really work till too busy liao then fall sick.. work was okie today.. busy doing hourly para and changing, turning and NG feeding patient.. Friend sms me and i fall asleep.. gosh! am just too tired!! paiseh! too tired liao.. plus this few days, been having some pain over the left side of my stomach.. am starting to worry if there's anything wrong with me..
Thurday - slept at almost 1am today and woke up at 4.40am this morning.. gosh! i just barely drag myself out of bed!! on morning shift today.. Ms Jay didnt come today because she's needed in school for the seminar in school tomorrow.. sianz diao lohz.. she promised to be here for this one week.. but wont be here even tomorrow.. hais..
was left alone to be in the ward for 5days.. one patient of mine expired this morning.. hais.. am a little upset cause i nursed her since she came in.. hais! may gohonzon bless you... am busy today morning.. doing sponging and stuff.. didnt get to feed patient today.. but was quite busy doing my hourly para and stuff.. chiong home after finishing work at 3pm.. then went to meet Sakinah at Yishun Mac.. really want to complain.. they got adapter but cannot work.. end up my lappy just die in about an hour time.. sianz diao..
didnt get much things done.. but more like updating her.. then came home and continue doing my proposal.. talked to Friend today.. hais.. why are things becoming like this? why?!!!!!
TODAY - slept at 12plus yesterday and woke up for AM shift today.. last day in the ward today.. am really TIRED.. was really busy doing changing, sponging, feeding, hourly para... finished work at 3pm and had shower at the ward then headed to SK to meet Qisheng and Mrs Tay.. went to have dinner together then came back to get ready for the meeting..
i said a lot of stupid things today.. make Qisheng laugh at me and tease me lohz.. thanks lohz.. but i hasnt been laughing like this for long liao.. i'm grateful that Qisheng cracked jokes after jokes today.. i am not going to hold anymore hope.. cause what i end up having is DISAPPOINTMENT.. Stella, you know what i am saying right? hais.. something happened to one of Stella's friend.. the company she used to work in had a sports day.. then one of the friend collapsed after the event ended and passed away.. when i heard about this, i suddenly feel that life is so UNPREDICTABLE.. hais.. dont be too upset.. send prayers to him ba..
went to have some food after we finished the meeting.. me, my brother, Qisheng and Stella went to Tampines Mac.. and saw Siyi there.. she's waiting for Melvin (tan).. so i saw Melvin too.. then at about 11pm, we left home..
love this song..
他和她的故事
他说他很爱她他说会守护她
他送她玫瑰花一切美得不像话
从朋友变成情人她不再只有自己
他爱他爱得彻底真心溢满了甜蜜
时间看清一个人开始令人昏沉沉
他像变了一个人太蛮横
她开始悬着疑问不想再等他承认
不再要任何伤痕
谁爱谁谁又流乾了眼泪
谁后悔难分难舍太伤悲
他爱谁谁应该止住眼泪
她心碎谁又该乾脆离开
谁爱谁谁又能反反覆覆
谁后悔谁在忍受着孤独
谁了解他退出她孤独
谁了解谁退出谁孤独
爱得太盲目
谁不满足
i got many many to updates.. i dont know if FIVE days straight of updates will be TOO MUCH for you guys to absorb what's happening to me now.. anyway, if you're TRUE FRIEND and FAITHFUL READER, you will read every single details!! :D am i right? =]
Monday - today is the first day of the JCI Replacement.. and was arranged to be on PM shift.. back to 8B.. cant believe some of the staffs can still recognise me.. though i really look much much plumper than i was in year 1.. time to do something about it!! lolx.. work was not really busy.. but everyone is chionging for Case-study cause submittion date is this coming WEDNESDAY.. just 3 days to complete the case-study, nursing care plan and find out the medication.. it's a bit too RUSH lohz.. somemore we can only read the patient's case notes when we are free.. actually, not really that free de.. cause everytime when we want to read the notes, then CALL-BELL will ring and stuff..
am a little tired today.. maybe cause i have 2 weeks of holidays and i start to grow a bit lazy.. but i know i will sure get used to it.. not much of a problem adapting to the ward cause i was here before actually:D Ms Jay went back to school.. so i didnt see her at all today.. but Ms Govri gave us a very short debrief about what Ms Jay wanted to tell us.. anyway, it's okie lahz.. all the skills FINISHED liao.. just have to do case-study and happily pass this 5days..
Tuesday - slept at 1am this morning.. was chionging my case-study last night while waiting for friend to call.. but friend didnt call me back.. hais.. on afternoon shift today AGAIN! am TIRED.. slept quite late actually.. have no time to check email actually.. cause back home, i'm already half dead liao.. though it's not really that busy but isnt relaxing at all.. somemore i was tasked at female side.. a lot of turning and changing..
busy with SK 15th anniversary cum k2 graduation event and also the SMU R.I.C.E project.. still have yet to do anything about my internal blood drive that will take place in this coming November.. gosh! Mdm Qian will KILL me manz! hais.. couldnt stop being stress at all.. worried about friend's problem too.. hasnt get a good chance to talk to friend cause busy with attachment this few days..
Wednesday - last afternoon shift for the week.. Friend sms me last night before i sleep.. say got things want to tell me.. hais.. i just dislike people tell me things half half lohz.. cause i will think and ponder about what is the thing they want to say.. anyway, i just hope things are not as bad as i thought.. managed to finish my case study last night.. and submit on time today.. went over to CDC 2 today to meet Sister Lay Hoon together with other groups of year 1 and year 2..
i just cant stand the year 1!!!!... are they really nurses not? the way they act... exactly like a kid. gosh! no professionism at all.. *piang* .. spoken to Sister Lay Hoon today regarding my sponsorship.. ask her about applying for polytechnic after i graduate.. am happy to hear that i can apply polytechnic on my own if i graduate with the gpa of more than 3.5.. hmmm.. i am really working hard to pull my gpa HIGHER.. Ms Jay was on MC today.. think she really work till too busy liao then fall sick.. work was okie today.. busy doing hourly para and changing, turning and NG feeding patient.. Friend sms me and i fall asleep.. gosh! am just too tired!! paiseh! too tired liao.. plus this few days, been having some pain over the left side of my stomach.. am starting to worry if there's anything wrong with me..
Thurday - slept at almost 1am today and woke up at 4.40am this morning.. gosh! i just barely drag myself out of bed!! on morning shift today.. Ms Jay didnt come today because she's needed in school for the seminar in school tomorrow.. sianz diao lohz.. she promised to be here for this one week.. but wont be here even tomorrow.. hais..
was left alone to be in the ward for 5days.. one patient of mine expired this morning.. hais.. am a little upset cause i nursed her since she came in.. hais! may gohonzon bless you... am busy today morning.. doing sponging and stuff.. didnt get to feed patient today.. but was quite busy doing my hourly para and stuff.. chiong home after finishing work at 3pm.. then went to meet Sakinah at Yishun Mac.. really want to complain.. they got adapter but cannot work.. end up my lappy just die in about an hour time.. sianz diao..
didnt get much things done.. but more like updating her.. then came home and continue doing my proposal.. talked to Friend today.. hais.. why are things becoming like this? why?!!!!!
TODAY - slept at 12plus yesterday and woke up for AM shift today.. last day in the ward today.. am really TIRED.. was really busy doing changing, sponging, feeding, hourly para... finished work at 3pm and had shower at the ward then headed to SK to meet Qisheng and Mrs Tay.. went to have dinner together then came back to get ready for the meeting..
i said a lot of stupid things today.. make Qisheng laugh at me and tease me lohz.. thanks lohz.. but i hasnt been laughing like this for long liao.. i'm grateful that Qisheng cracked jokes after jokes today.. i am not going to hold anymore hope.. cause what i end up having is DISAPPOINTMENT.. Stella, you know what i am saying right? hais.. something happened to one of Stella's friend.. the company she used to work in had a sports day.. then one of the friend collapsed after the event ended and passed away.. when i heard about this, i suddenly feel that life is so UNPREDICTABLE.. hais.. dont be too upset.. send prayers to him ba..
went to have some food after we finished the meeting.. me, my brother, Qisheng and Stella went to Tampines Mac.. and saw Siyi there.. she's waiting for Melvin (tan).. so i saw Melvin too.. then at about 11pm, we left home..
love this song..
他和她的故事
他说他很爱她他说会守护她
他送她玫瑰花一切美得不像话
从朋友变成情人她不再只有自己
他爱他爱得彻底真心溢满了甜蜜
时间看清一个人开始令人昏沉沉
他像变了一个人太蛮横
她开始悬着疑问不想再等他承认
不再要任何伤痕
谁爱谁谁又流乾了眼泪
谁后悔难分难舍太伤悲
他爱谁谁应该止住眼泪
她心碎谁又该乾脆离开
谁爱谁谁又能反反覆覆
谁后悔谁在忍受着孤独
谁了解他退出她孤独
谁了解谁退出谁孤独
爱得太盲目
谁不满足
Saturday, October 04, 2008
[ my love for you is unconditional.... ]
my love for you is unconditional....
today SUPPOSED to be a much free day.. BUT.. end up, i have to represent my president to attend the SMU R.I.C.E project meeting.. well, things hasnt been going smooth for me recently.. i got my own YDC Halloween drive to look for manpower.. and my own drive to settle.. proposal still not up yet.. then the SK event.. and got ITESD meeting coming up soon.. and discussion meeting.. i dont know how am i going to handle all these by myself.. i'm DEFINITELY an IRON LADY manz..
slept at 4am this morning and woke up at about 11am.. then went to shower and did my morning prayers.. was a bit lazy to go down to get food.. so i cook some noodles to eat.. didnt finish the food.. got NO APPETITE to eat anything.. left home at 3pm and headed to down to Red Cross house for the meeting.. went to buy my favourite pearly bandung soya milk and pancake... hmmm.. was feeling that my stomach is PROTESTING.. hais! i think i am just too STRESSED! but i am trying to stay POSITIVE and OPTIMISTIC.. cause i know it will help to get things going..
started meeting at about 4.15pm like that.. supposed to leave at 5.30pm but i left at about 6pm.. am feeling so TENSED up during the meeting.. hais! too many things undone.. and too MANY FRUSTRATION.. went off at 6pm and took 143 to West Coast to look for mom.. hais..the bus dont know why.. every traffic light also STOP! went to collect my spectacles and mom bought me a top too! :D
then went to have dinner and left home.. came home and start doing things again.. sianz! if Chee Cheng know i am doing so much things and got so many in my hands.. he will sure scold me.. Chern Fen and Michael talked to me regarding the R.I.C.E Project.. they wanted me to take up the zone director role too.. BUT.. i dont know if i should.. looking at what are in my hands.. i really dont know.. really weighing the consequences about saying YES and NO to it.. i'm just afraid the reputation of my chapter will be ruined..
got to pray more and chant more.. friend talked to me today and asked if i am affected by what friend tells me.. so i told friend: " if i tell you i am not affected, that will be lying".. and friend told me not to be too affected cause friend say friend will worry about me too.. am glad to hear that.. cause at least i know friend will worry about me.. hmmm.... going to rest le! :D
friend, jiayou le!
today SUPPOSED to be a much free day.. BUT.. end up, i have to represent my president to attend the SMU R.I.C.E project meeting.. well, things hasnt been going smooth for me recently.. i got my own YDC Halloween drive to look for manpower.. and my own drive to settle.. proposal still not up yet.. then the SK event.. and got ITESD meeting coming up soon.. and discussion meeting.. i dont know how am i going to handle all these by myself.. i'm DEFINITELY an IRON LADY manz..
slept at 4am this morning and woke up at about 11am.. then went to shower and did my morning prayers.. was a bit lazy to go down to get food.. so i cook some noodles to eat.. didnt finish the food.. got NO APPETITE to eat anything.. left home at 3pm and headed to down to Red Cross house for the meeting.. went to buy my favourite pearly bandung soya milk and pancake... hmmm.. was feeling that my stomach is PROTESTING.. hais! i think i am just too STRESSED! but i am trying to stay POSITIVE and OPTIMISTIC.. cause i know it will help to get things going..
started meeting at about 4.15pm like that.. supposed to leave at 5.30pm but i left at about 6pm.. am feeling so TENSED up during the meeting.. hais! too many things undone.. and too MANY FRUSTRATION.. went off at 6pm and took 143 to West Coast to look for mom.. hais..the bus dont know why.. every traffic light also STOP! went to collect my spectacles and mom bought me a top too! :D
then went to have dinner and left home.. came home and start doing things again.. sianz! if Chee Cheng know i am doing so much things and got so many in my hands.. he will sure scold me.. Chern Fen and Michael talked to me regarding the R.I.C.E Project.. they wanted me to take up the zone director role too.. BUT.. i dont know if i should.. looking at what are in my hands.. i really dont know.. really weighing the consequences about saying YES and NO to it.. i'm just afraid the reputation of my chapter will be ruined..
got to pray more and chant more.. friend talked to me today and asked if i am affected by what friend tells me.. so i told friend: " if i tell you i am not affected, that will be lying".. and friend told me not to be too affected cause friend say friend will worry about me too.. am glad to hear that.. cause at least i know friend will worry about me.. hmmm.... going to rest le! :D
friend, jiayou le!
Friday, October 03, 2008
[ tickening - the golden word of the day! ]
tickening - the golden word of the day!
slept at 4.30am this morning and was awake like at about 8plus.. but went back to sleep till 9plus.. got go some pple coming spray the dengue thing.. it SMELLS and it's so NOISY.. thank god stella's room is air-conditioned.. i thought i couldnt sleep without my booster.. but i think i was just too tired! had fun chatting till we fall asleep.. this kind of opportunity is really RARE! a once in a while "RUN AWAY" can be great too! :D to spend some personal time with a friend.. and get out of my own little world..
woke up at about almost 10am.. brush teeth, showered and did my morning prayers.. then sent out emails before me and stella went to have our brunch.. had yu pian mi fen and wu xiang.. and i had a cup of watermelon juice.. my gastric is PROTESTING today.. and each time getting more and more pain.. till i was kind of NEGATIVE to tell Stella that i might have a gastric ulcer.. and i really dont want to have operation again! =X
we found a place to sit down and i ate 2 antacids.. then we moved on to Popular to get some plain cards.. and we got ourselves the 2009 organiser too! and a wrapper to wrap the cover page!! :D took mrt to khatib.. Stella accompanied me to take bus then she left to her cousin place.. i am really in PAIN! till i feel myself cold and clammy when i was walking home from the bus-stop.. got back home, want to take a short nap cause i feel i'll feel better after sleeping.. BUT.. time didnt allow me to do so.. cause things to do..
went to meet Stella at 4.30pm.. headed to HQ.. got the book Stella's dad wanted and we left for SK.. 5.45pm, and i received an sms.. well, i just can say i am disappointed that's why i didnt even bother to reply.. met up with Mrs Tay and we set down to discuss about the duty assignment.. and i got a little frustrated.. SORRY Stella if my tone didnt sound good.. i am just AFFECTED.. you should know why right? forgive me alright? :D
meeting started only about 7.30pm with about 25 turn up.. we expected about 30people.. and it really makes me feel a little more at ease to see things moving.. Willie was so KIND to get me and Stella chicken rice for dinner and bubble tea! :D if not, i think the packet of chips and a cup of $0.50 drink would be our dinner.. gobble down the food at about 8plus.. Qisheng was looking through my paper.. and saw the JOKE OF THE DAY!! i spelled TICKETING as TICKENING! lolx was too engrossed in getting the arrangement done and i didnt realised what am i scribbling on to the paper.. a LONG TIME NO SEE means a MUST to CATCH UP!! took 59 to Toa Poyah.. and that Elvin.. his GPS makes us RUN to the bus-stop feeling super BREATHLESS and SWEATY but it was accurate.. thanks lohz!
then went to 7-eleven to get drinks.. then sat down at some fountain aread outside the library and we had a LONGgggg chat till 11.30pm!! :D it is NEVER enough.. if Stella no class, a overnight one would be COOL! =] next time ba.. am glad to see Qisheng today.. last seen him last year when he came to my grandma's wake.. that is about 10months plus ago!! :D
post post post.. pics of today and yesterday! :D
our FIRST pic of the night!:D
Blanket GIRLS!:D
ACT CUTE! =]
embass! :P
black and white!!
the world map!
trying to capture leonardo...
yes! it's clearer!
i love titanic!! :D
sleeping while standing? it definitely needs SKILL!
praying to the ladder? i am just feel desperate for HELP now!
peace! :D
stella and me!!
carrying the flower!
linkin park! :D
wishing for a dream come true..
wishing for ur happiness..
we are taking 235!
the buses!
we are HERE!
self entertained before the bus come..
waiting for the LAST bus!
we are taking this!! :D
before.....
and 
after......
me, stella, qisheng and elvin! :D the pioneers!
qisheng and elvin...
stella and me! :D
vivien, me, may and stella! :D
comrades in faith...
qisheng!
advertising for SNAPPLE drink!
we had a GREAT DAY! :D
friend, dont know how you doing today.. i just cant stop worrying about you.. jiayou le!! :D
slept at 4.30am this morning and was awake like at about 8plus.. but went back to sleep till 9plus.. got go some pple coming spray the dengue thing.. it SMELLS and it's so NOISY.. thank god stella's room is air-conditioned.. i thought i couldnt sleep without my booster.. but i think i was just too tired! had fun chatting till we fall asleep.. this kind of opportunity is really RARE! a once in a while "RUN AWAY" can be great too! :D to spend some personal time with a friend.. and get out of my own little world..
woke up at about almost 10am.. brush teeth, showered and did my morning prayers.. then sent out emails before me and stella went to have our brunch.. had yu pian mi fen and wu xiang.. and i had a cup of watermelon juice.. my gastric is PROTESTING today.. and each time getting more and more pain.. till i was kind of NEGATIVE to tell Stella that i might have a gastric ulcer.. and i really dont want to have operation again! =X
we found a place to sit down and i ate 2 antacids.. then we moved on to Popular to get some plain cards.. and we got ourselves the 2009 organiser too! and a wrapper to wrap the cover page!! :D took mrt to khatib.. Stella accompanied me to take bus then she left to her cousin place.. i am really in PAIN! till i feel myself cold and clammy when i was walking home from the bus-stop.. got back home, want to take a short nap cause i feel i'll feel better after sleeping.. BUT.. time didnt allow me to do so.. cause things to do..
went to meet Stella at 4.30pm.. headed to HQ.. got the book Stella's dad wanted and we left for SK.. 5.45pm, and i received an sms.. well, i just can say i am disappointed that's why i didnt even bother to reply.. met up with Mrs Tay and we set down to discuss about the duty assignment.. and i got a little frustrated.. SORRY Stella if my tone didnt sound good.. i am just AFFECTED.. you should know why right? forgive me alright? :D
meeting started only about 7.30pm with about 25 turn up.. we expected about 30people.. and it really makes me feel a little more at ease to see things moving.. Willie was so KIND to get me and Stella chicken rice for dinner and bubble tea! :D if not, i think the packet of chips and a cup of $0.50 drink would be our dinner.. gobble down the food at about 8plus.. Qisheng was looking through my paper.. and saw the JOKE OF THE DAY!! i spelled TICKETING as TICKENING! lolx was too engrossed in getting the arrangement done and i didnt realised what am i scribbling on to the paper.. a LONG TIME NO SEE means a MUST to CATCH UP!! took 59 to Toa Poyah.. and that Elvin.. his GPS makes us RUN to the bus-stop feeling super BREATHLESS and SWEATY but it was accurate.. thanks lohz!
then went to 7-eleven to get drinks.. then sat down at some fountain aread outside the library and we had a LONGgggg chat till 11.30pm!! :D it is NEVER enough.. if Stella no class, a overnight one would be COOL! =] next time ba.. am glad to see Qisheng today.. last seen him last year when he came to my grandma's wake.. that is about 10months plus ago!! :D
post post post.. pics of today and yesterday! :D
our FIRST pic of the night!:D
Blanket GIRLS!:D
ACT CUTE! =]
embass! :P
black and white!!
the world map!
trying to capture leonardo...
yes! it's clearer!
i love titanic!! :D
sleeping while standing? it definitely needs SKILL!
praying to the ladder? i am just feel desperate for HELP now!
peace! :D
stella and me!!
carrying the flower!
linkin park! :D
wishing for a dream come true..
wishing for ur happiness..
we are taking 235!
the buses!
we are HERE!
self entertained before the bus come..
waiting for the LAST bus!
we are taking this!! :D
before.....
and 
after......
me, stella, qisheng and elvin! :D the pioneers!
qisheng and elvin...
stella and me! :D
vivien, me, may and stella! :D
comrades in faith...
qisheng!
advertising for SNAPPLE drink!
we had a GREAT DAY! :D
friend, dont know how you doing today.. i just cant stop worrying about you.. jiayou le!! :D
Thursday, October 02, 2008
[ 我横冲直撞也想闯进你心里...... ]
我横冲直撞也想闯进你心里......
mood was a bit better.. think because i slept much much early yesterday.. in the middle of the night, was awaken cause my stomach was yelling for PAIN! oh my TIAN! i just dont know what's wrong with me.. PAIN till i had COLD SWEAT! then i wake up at about 6plus.. went to the toilet and had diarrhoea.. gosh manz! i just dislike the feeling of having stomach pain..
went back to sleep.. 9plus, the PAIN set in again.. then i woke up at about 9plus and rushed to the toilet again.. my stomach just HURTS badly.. had a shower and my morning prayers.. left home with mom to Chong Pang.. brought along 2pairs of my shoes for repair.. the uncle doing it really have a bad temper.. if he's my ah gong.. i'll sure abandon him!! lolx!!
then went with mom to POSB bank to bank in my allowance.. then went to have my brunch.. had mian fen guo.. oh my TIAN! it just super NOT nice.. and it cost $2.80 per bowl.. WASTE my money.. had carrot cake with mom too.. i just love the white ones.. just dont understand why people will like the black and with lots of chili ones.. then had a cup of sugarcane juice too.. thank god my stomach isnt that pain liao.. then went to walk around and mom got some shampoo and stuff..
waited for the uncle to finish the shoes and we headed off.. half way through then we went to get some bubble tea.. the weather is just too WARM.. came home then received Shirley's sms.. gosh! i totally forgotten that i have promised her that i'll try to look for people to support the YDC Halloween blood drive.. hais.. am too busy with the SK stuff.. i just hope to get things settle as tomorrow will be our first meet up with the alumni helpers..
got my Red cross things settled then i felt a little hungry.. so i went to get my early dinner.. and then went to prepare myself.. met Stella at 7.30pm at Toa poyah central.. got out of the control station and i saw the prudential roadshow.. LOLX! it just reminds me of BEN BEN!!!! the joke he had.. and i saw Mdm yeo and her daughter.. didnt go up to her cause she didnt see me too.. so must well just pretend.. then Stella's slippers snapped, so went to hunt for a new pair.. it's really HUNT.. cause we really walked up and down to get a perfect pair.. then Stella bought me to get a super NICE bubble tea.. it's really NICE!! :D
then we headed home.. called Bhooja and settled some red cross stuff and then started our calling at about 8.30pm.. i just felt that we are REAL IRON LADIES.. in one and half hours time.. we managed to inform all of them to come down for the training tomorrow.. will have to see how the response.. will definitely have to ring up more people.. but at least now that i have the master copy of the batch 1 -6 contacts.. i am not as worried liao..
after calling.. we went online to see some sales things from forever 21.. and we got ourselves a hot pink watch and a pink top!! :D i just love it! stella and i got the same ones!! :D
the pink top! :D
the hot pink watch! =]
we tried hunting for Mrs Tang's online blog.. but cant find.. then we looked through some of my friends' blog too.. and we took lots of stupid pictures.. shall post it tomorrow cause i dont have the cable now with me.. then we went to have supper after that... took the last bus 235 to lorong 5.. and had ban mian at the market.. it is indeed NICE... wanted to take photos of the food de.. but i think when the food comes, we only just wanted to FINISH it up! lolx..
since when we went there it was already the last bus, we have to walked back.. really enjoyable walking back and chatting along the way.. this is the kind of FREEDOM i would like to have.. maybe because parents are strict.. so i dont really many opportunities like this to come out for supper and stays over at friend's place.. was talking to Ben Ben online.. and i lied to him that i ran away from home.. and he immediately ask me to call him.. lolx! so STUPID! will believe me.. lolx! :D dont worry lahz.. i wont do such things.. if i run away, i will definitely go look for u! hahaz!!! =]
talked to friend online just now.. friend said got something to ask me.. dont know what is it but i felt UNEASY knowing that friend got something to say but dont want to say it now.. anyway, friend promised to tell me later in the night.. i wrote it here cause it's a PROMISE by you!! :D can sense that friend got something to say when i called friend.. is my sixth sense OUT OF SERVICE? hmmm.. i dont know.. and it's 2.36now liao.. i'm going to sleep!! :D
lala land, here i come! =]
posted at 2.37am
mood was a bit better.. think because i slept much much early yesterday.. in the middle of the night, was awaken cause my stomach was yelling for PAIN! oh my TIAN! i just dont know what's wrong with me.. PAIN till i had COLD SWEAT! then i wake up at about 6plus.. went to the toilet and had diarrhoea.. gosh manz! i just dislike the feeling of having stomach pain..
went back to sleep.. 9plus, the PAIN set in again.. then i woke up at about 9plus and rushed to the toilet again.. my stomach just HURTS badly.. had a shower and my morning prayers.. left home with mom to Chong Pang.. brought along 2pairs of my shoes for repair.. the uncle doing it really have a bad temper.. if he's my ah gong.. i'll sure abandon him!! lolx!!
then went with mom to POSB bank to bank in my allowance.. then went to have my brunch.. had mian fen guo.. oh my TIAN! it just super NOT nice.. and it cost $2.80 per bowl.. WASTE my money.. had carrot cake with mom too.. i just love the white ones.. just dont understand why people will like the black and with lots of chili ones.. then had a cup of sugarcane juice too.. thank god my stomach isnt that pain liao.. then went to walk around and mom got some shampoo and stuff..
waited for the uncle to finish the shoes and we headed off.. half way through then we went to get some bubble tea.. the weather is just too WARM.. came home then received Shirley's sms.. gosh! i totally forgotten that i have promised her that i'll try to look for people to support the YDC Halloween blood drive.. hais.. am too busy with the SK stuff.. i just hope to get things settle as tomorrow will be our first meet up with the alumni helpers..
got my Red cross things settled then i felt a little hungry.. so i went to get my early dinner.. and then went to prepare myself.. met Stella at 7.30pm at Toa poyah central.. got out of the control station and i saw the prudential roadshow.. LOLX! it just reminds me of BEN BEN!!!! the joke he had.. and i saw Mdm yeo and her daughter.. didnt go up to her cause she didnt see me too.. so must well just pretend.. then Stella's slippers snapped, so went to hunt for a new pair.. it's really HUNT.. cause we really walked up and down to get a perfect pair.. then Stella bought me to get a super NICE bubble tea.. it's really NICE!! :D
then we headed home.. called Bhooja and settled some red cross stuff and then started our calling at about 8.30pm.. i just felt that we are REAL IRON LADIES.. in one and half hours time.. we managed to inform all of them to come down for the training tomorrow.. will have to see how the response.. will definitely have to ring up more people.. but at least now that i have the master copy of the batch 1 -6 contacts.. i am not as worried liao..
after calling.. we went online to see some sales things from forever 21.. and we got ourselves a hot pink watch and a pink top!! :D i just love it! stella and i got the same ones!! :D
the pink top! :D
the hot pink watch! =]
we tried hunting for Mrs Tang's online blog.. but cant find.. then we looked through some of my friends' blog too.. and we took lots of stupid pictures.. shall post it tomorrow cause i dont have the cable now with me.. then we went to have supper after that... took the last bus 235 to lorong 5.. and had ban mian at the market.. it is indeed NICE... wanted to take photos of the food de.. but i think when the food comes, we only just wanted to FINISH it up! lolx..
since when we went there it was already the last bus, we have to walked back.. really enjoyable walking back and chatting along the way.. this is the kind of FREEDOM i would like to have.. maybe because parents are strict.. so i dont really many opportunities like this to come out for supper and stays over at friend's place.. was talking to Ben Ben online.. and i lied to him that i ran away from home.. and he immediately ask me to call him.. lolx! so STUPID! will believe me.. lolx! :D dont worry lahz.. i wont do such things.. if i run away, i will definitely go look for u! hahaz!!! =]
talked to friend online just now.. friend said got something to ask me.. dont know what is it but i felt UNEASY knowing that friend got something to say but dont want to say it now.. anyway, friend promised to tell me later in the night.. i wrote it here cause it's a PROMISE by you!! :D can sense that friend got something to say when i called friend.. is my sixth sense OUT OF SERVICE? hmmm.. i dont know.. and it's 2.36now liao.. i'm going to sleep!! :D
lala land, here i come! =]
posted at 2.37am
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
[ life would be SIMPLER if you let it go.... ]
life would be SIMPLER if you let it go....
slept at 11plus yesterday.. am having headache for the past few days and friend's problem has made it worse.. i didnt blame you for telling me, friend.. you dont have to feel guilty about anything.. actually, i feel GLAD that you have told me these, at least i know you trust me even with your greatest secrets.. like i always do, whenever i have problems, whenever i have something happy to share, i will thought of you.. am HAPPY that you are thinking this way too..
am praying hard that you can get those things solved as soon as possible.. cause i really dont wish to see you being affected in any way.. get it solved fast and be the "YOU" again! JIAYOU!!! :D woke up at 9.20am this morning.. Dad and didi still sleeping when i woke up.. went to showered and did my morning prayers.. then i left home to take mrt to Dover.. reached JE and saw Woanlan and her friend on the platform! =] didnt expect that i'll see her there:D
friend sms this morning too.. you dont have to feel bad about disturbing my sleep the other day.. was SHOCKED that you read my blog.. cause you know i will post it right? if not, you wouldnt bother to read it right? dont worry and sigh too much.. i realised after you told me about incident, i kept sighing without i knowing too.. hais! here i come again.. if i continue to sigh, i will soon grow old.. so FRIEND, DONT sigh le.. get the things solved and MOVE ON..
reached Dover mrt and took 74 to Xianyun's place.. then waited for Hueijing and her at the bus stop.. then... Yanya came to pick us up! :D what a pity.. Uncle Daryl Wong fall sick so couldnt come for the Raya gathering we had.. we had many good food, and many GOSSIPS to talk about.. LOLX.. was shocked that Yanya's parents still can recognise us!! :D had a short BUT enriching catch-up!!=] like what Xianyun says, it's not easy to ask me out nowadays.. hahaz! sorry lohz.. i really very busy..
headed to West Coast to look for Mom today.. and she got me 3 tops today!! and she got herself 5!! that's even more right? then mom was complaining that she's hungry.. so went to West Coast temp market to eat.. and we had some cold drinks and duck meat noodle.. oh my TIAN! the duck meat noodle just taste HORRIBLE! then after eating, went to Uncle Alan's spectacles shop.. Mom went to do some adjustment to her specs.. then i went for a eye test..
hmmm.. eye sight has gone back.. and have been feeling that my eyes gets tired recently nowadays.. and have headache very often too.. true enough, my eye sight has gone bad.. no more perfect eyesight.. so, have made a pair of spectacles today! :D and will be getting it on SATURDAY!
mood been down this few days.. and has gone WORSE after friend told me about the problem.. am AFFECTED by some stuff too.. it's just some small stuffs.. Friend ask me what happened cause i sound very sianz and upset.. dont worry.. i'll be fine.. i wont want to add on to your burden.. so let me keep this problem to myself.. i know i'll be fine though i know i am NOT now.. was watching drama just now and saw this phrase - "life would be SIMPLER if you let it go...." i think my life would be SIMPLER and EASIER if i let things go.. though i always tell others, "dont give up with trying" , "dont give up till the last minute." BUT... i have really feel i have NO courage to fight on anymore.. even if i know i will be HAPPY if i have it, BUT.. i know some things just cannot be forced..
friend, one more thing for you... "life would be SIMPLER if you let it go...." it reminds me of you when i see this phrase.. jiayou le! i'll continue to support you!:D
going Chong Pang with Mom tomorrow! need to go to the bank.. and meeting Stella at 6pm tomorrow.. and will be staying overnight at her place! cool manz!=]
xianyun, hueijing and me!:D
yanya, xianyun, hueijing and me! =]
us again! :D
If you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all ?
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