mixture of feelings??
hmmm...guess wat?? i blogging at vanessa's place.. 4 those in my sec sch.. is not siew jia.. it's my kindergarden's junior.. hmmm.. kinda tired nowadays.. mayb bcos i'm troubled.. troubled wif my frenz' probz.. not my probz.. hahaz..kinda of stupid ne?? hmmm.. i guess so ne.. my bro's relationship probz, my frenz' relationship probz.. guess their probz makes mi put aside mine?? n thanks 2 xueyun.. she's alwaz e one who is alwaz sharing my probz.. especiall my relation's probz.. thanks da jie!!kekez.. kinda sad seeing him.. now especially durin mtgs.. HEART-BREAKING is e word.. i'm tired.. i need a break..
was pretti unhappi at work oso.. n cause big probz at work oso.. i got e design of e cutters wrong.. n guess wat.. e cutters were sent out 2 e customer in thailand.. oh no.. if tis proj fails, my company mus hav 2 pei chang.. i'm tired ne.. sumbodi.. jus save mi from e world of hell.. i jus wonder how izzit like 2 b in a triangle love?? it mus b veri xin ku.. i'm nv been in tat.. so luckily of tat.. but one of my fren was in2 it.. n she told mi her probz.. how?? *worried* 4 her.. haiz..
i'm jus back from camp 4 abt 1 wk.. n my camp mates r still n high spirit abt e camp.. though is jus a 3days2nights camp.. guess everyone present enjoyed it?? though i nv realli interact wif all e grp mates but guess they r influenced e "baby" in their grp?? kekez.. i'm e youngest in e grp.. so they jus treat mi like a baby.. actuall i realli struggle a lot during e camp.. but i tink everythingy is worthwhile ne.. i have grown and matured a lot during tis camp ne.. hahaz.. n i'm back 2 e bubbly n cheerful mi.. yeah~ i hav noe how 2 let go 2 thingys tat dun belongs 2 mi.. i wanna b e own mi back.. yeah~
tink bcos of my tiredness.. i'm slacking a lot.. mus buck up!!!! cannot slack.. especially in faith.. if not sansho shima(3 obstacles,4devils) will attack mi.. hahaz.. our Soka Kindergarden Alumni Concert is drawing nearer.. Everyone in e committee r gettin busier.. n e a'lvl students n o'lvl students r havin their exams soon.. so.. xueyun n mi r preparing 2 mutli-task.. takin care all aspects of e concert.. oh no.. guess i mus double my daimoku daily.. mus set daimoku marathon 4 myself.. n yr end drawin near.. n so it's my bdae ne!!! hahaz.. i'm truning 18 soon.. lookin 4ward ne.. mus start 2 tink our resolutions 4 yr2007..
n i'm tinkin veri simple nw.. jus chanting n prayin hard 4 my 2 new frenz 2 enshrine e Gohonzon by dec 2006.. tat's my goal 2wards yr end.. n wan my family n frenz 2 hav eternal happiness.. i felt tat i'm easily contented ever since i came back frm e camp.. as long those ard mi r trouble-free n living everydae 2 their fullest, i'll b happi alread..
