Wednesday, June 23, 2010

would you be there?

would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

this is a song by Redwan Ali - Would you be there....

不知道怎么了..今天的我很想用中文把这篇博客日记写出来!心情最近很沉重..平时开开心心的我真的笑不出来!为了不让你担心,我也只好面带微笑。我还记得我们刚认识的时候,我总是笑得很开心,但是最近发生的事太多了,要笑也笑不出来。我知道你心情也不好,但也尽力装出一幅很开心的样子。我看了真的很难过!

最难过的事,我帮不了你什么!还总是说些让你更难过的话!真的很对不起!:( 我也只是关心你!不想你受伤害!希望你明白我的苦心!我真的很怕自己会爱你比你爱我更深。因为怕你有一天会像他一样伤害我!而那时我可能已经爱你爱得无法自拔!所以我选择把深爱的心锁在我这,对你而言可能不公平,但这是我保护自己的方式。我不能再受伤害,不能再承受任何打击了!

我很怕!怕因为你得到我的爱不费工夫,你不会珍惜我!虽然我知道你会说不会但是有时候话真的不能将在前头。当初的他也那么的爱我,也常说不会伤害我,不会让我流泪。到头来,这都成了废话,谎言,空头支票!我真的怕了!因为这些经历,我不得已要像刺猬一样,像仙人掌一样,身上长满了刺来保护自己!给我点时间,让我多了解你!给我多点时间,让我身上的伤疤淡去!放心!你没错!问题出在我身上!

谢谢你!谢谢你让我有机会磨平这道伤疤!谢谢你那么爱我!❤❤

还有“他”-谢谢伤得我那么深!真的上了一堂宝贵的课!无论如何,祝福你!

Saturday, June 19, 2010

你!带走我的心跳!❤❤

你!带走我的心跳!❤❤

I know i have walked out of the past already.. THANKS to those who helped me along the way.. Ben Ben, Stella, Xueyun dajie, Medy, Ah cao, Yaya, Peishan and many many more.. without you guys.. Jess wont survive till now!❤ especially to Ben Ben! bestie, i love❤you! ha! really miss you sia! come back FASTER yeah!=D

Recently, something really GREAT happened to me!! BUT i shall not review much here.. haha! cause i am also afraid 老天爷 will get jealous about me and take it away AGAIN! so i shall not saying much till time is ripe!=D

now having holidays... BUT.. to be frank.. never really enjoy that much.. been not well on and off.. i guess i didn't have a good rest ba.. Always running here and there... hais! i seriously need to sleep early and have a balanced diet.. Always eating irregularly.. and don't know what's wrong with me today... GIDDY WHOLE DAY le! aiyo! Saturday, and i am STUCK AT HOME? what SHIT is that?

well, this past 1 week, there's TWO HAPPIEST THINGS i did.. one is ALEX's BIRTHDAY! i hope you like the SURPRISE me and Apple gave you! and hope you really like the gift i got for you!=D and another thing is - i got a NEW LOOK!! haha! new HAIRSTYLE!=D hee! although still not very used to it, but i really ❤love it! haha!

didn't expect you would comment on the photos on facebook that i posted.. BUT well, your COMMENT, your CONCERN DOESN'T MATTER AT ALL!!!!!! so, say what you want to say yup! IT WONT AFFECT ME AT ALL! and thanks to Xueyun dajie and Stella for retaliating on his words! GOOD ONE SISTERS! ha! 不愧是iron ladies gang的好姐妹!LOVE❤ you girls!=D


my NEW hairstyle!^^