good news/bad news!!!~

good news/bad news!!!!~

As usual, it's another working dae lohz.. HAIZ~ ... WHY?? WHY mus i go 2 work ne?!? i wanna go back 2 sch.. i misses sch so much.. HAIZ!!!~ It's Tuesdae!! Mondae blues is finally over!! uncle Jonathan isn't back yet.. lolx.. Dun get e whole idea who is he... he's my superior.. lolx(>O<).. he's away 2 thailand 4 a business trip wif one of my sales executive, jeremy.. quite gd 2 b workin under him actuall.. cos he's alwaz not ard.. mayb bcos he's e director of e company ba.. bad thingy is he's so poor in admin stuff like approving leave.. tis remind mi of mi takin leave durin my youth camp.. i submitted e leave form 1mth b4 e camp.. but it's onli approved e dae b4 e camp.. alamak.. it's sansho shima yeah??

*yawn*.. it's so boring.. it's getting more n more boring ne.. n i'm losing my interest in my work dae by dae.. sianz diao.. tis few daes.. i'm so used 2 writing my blog at my office.. this is e thingy tat keeps mi awake ne.. if not, guess i'll realli doze of.. muahahaz!!!~ jus pray hard tat i dun get caught red-handed.. having headache tis few daes ne.. hav been takin panadols everydae... i tink i'll soon get addicted 2 it ne.. somemore i feel tat e panadols dun seems 2 work on mi anymore.. it jus dun cure my headache at all ne.. WHY?? do u tink i shld consult a doc?? haiya.. WHY am i so weak ar??

i hav yet 2 turn 18 lehz.. n i'm like tat alread.. what can be done?? what shld b done?? knock off at 6pm 2dae.. headin 2 JP 2 meet Shirley Poh n attend out I/C mtg (holland chap).. onli ate old chang kee 4 dinner.. so pathetic rite?? many changes in RHQ4.. now, Janice , my ex-chap chief is noe west coast zone chief.. as 4 my ex zone chief, Meisi.. she's now clementi zone chief.. n Yvonne Chua, e ex clementi zone chief is now jurong zone chief.. as 4 e ex jurong zone chief, shirley.. she's now RHQ4 asst chief.. i'm kinda of shocked 2 e changes made..

okie.. back 2 track.. drag too far liao.. my Ymd zone chief, Yew Soon has been promoted 2 MD.. now our newly appointed Ymd zone chief is Xiao Feng.. My chap zone, uncle Ron n asst chap chief, mr xia.. oso got a swap in position.. uncle Ron is e asst chap chief.. n mr xia is e chap chief nw.. alamak!!~ joining us in e meeting is study depart chief?? i tink so.. he's mr Lam.. Stephanie Lam's dad.. kind of funny tat i'm actuall e 1st among e main com pple 2 noe tat mr Lam is Stephanie's dad.. Muahahaz.. as 4 my district... my ywd, Fook Keong is now promoted 2 md.. n will be e md asst district.. now, another ymd came in.. he's Alan.. another uncle uncle type de liao.. cos all of them are wif family n hav kids.. lolx.. kind of weird if u call ur ymd uncle?? alamak!!!~ senior citizens......

my district got lotsa elderly.. but oso got lotsa of super young kids.. e youngest is auntie Sherley's son, Ryan.. he's onli 3 yrs old!! super CUTE de ne !!!! mom rushed down 2 jurong kaikan by cab frm work.. 1st time ar.. she will alwaz use work as an excuse nt 2 go 4 mtg de.. guess she gonna strive lottery again le.. hahaz(>O<).. saw Cheng Mun n Sek Mun 2dae.. in life..lots of stuff are fated.. realli mus base on e word "YUAN FEN".. like Sek Mun, i noe her thru e Byakuren Proj..

Another incident is Shanice n her elder sista, Winnie..i noe Shanice thru a SD Milkrun event n Winnie thry e youth camp.. another similar ones is e 2 cousins.. Qisheng n Benny.. i noe Benny 4 abt 1yr plus ba.. n Qisheng is my kinder sch mate n part of main com 4 e alumni concert.. if mi n Qisheng were classmates, we shld alread noe each other 4 13yrs.. muahahaz.. It's a small world after all.. it's a small world after all.. it's a small world after all.. it's a small small world!!!~

just like alvin lee.. i mean guang ming.. sound more qing que.. he's in e same grp as mi during e 2001 youth ndp.. muahahaz.. n he's my kinder classmate.. shocking.. okie.. back 2 track.. my mtg ends ard 9.45pm.. there after.. my parents n i took 172 2 cck.. passed by Kenji n Xue Yun's place.. actuall tot of asking him 4 dinner when i was in JP de.. end up didnt.. now u noe y i onli old chang kee as dinner le ma?? muahahaz..

e bus passed by mani quiet areas.. like tengah air base.. n passed by granny's old teck wai flat.. n e place where uncle You committed suicide.. it was a tragic 2 e Loh's family.. the most filial son die young.. took a train from cck back 2 yishun.. n dad n mum had their dinner at e S11 coffeeshop.. reached hm ard 11.15pm.. n by 12.15am.. i was in bed.. another dae of late nitez slp.. *yawn*

a fruitful dae~

a fruitful dae~

Oh it's SUNDAY!! guess it will be a super busy dae.. cos i gonna hope ard from places 2 places.. i'm out so early.. wakey at 7am.. n i'm out at 7.30.. HAIZ~.. sianz 1/2 (@.@).. mom jus forced 2 eat pandan cake b4 i go out.. OH NO!!~.. i jus hate takin breakfast so early.. it's a bad thingy tat u hav a mama shop under ur block.. lolx.. cos i hav one opp my block.. so as usual.. i got a crave 4 chocolate milk.. so went 2 buy a packet of it 2 drink.. n guess wat.. i so bad luck.. e straw has a hole sum where.. n i got no choice but 2 drink it from e hole.. alamak!!~

I took 855 frm yishun 2 harbourfront.. supposed 2 meet Penny at harbourfront at 8.45am.. but i was late.. slightly a little.. so sorrie ne, Penny.. i came out early.. but tat stupid bus stops practically every bus-stop.. actuall both of us got e same kind of tinking.. we jus cant stand pple who r late.. then summore can wear till nice nice.. gel their head till nice nice de.. lolx.. like 4 example, ur fren over-slept.. then late liao.. still can wear nice nice, gel their hair till neat neat.. tis means tat tat person alread tink, since late 5 mins oso late, late 1 hr oso late.. tat's kind of tinking is wrong sia..

We were late 4 e chingay briefing.. slightly a little.. bcos of mi.. sobx(T.T).. we spent abt 1/2 hr's time doin our morning gongyo n daimoku.. there after, we had encouragement by our SD YWD Chief, Jing Hao.. at e same time, we met up wif our item ICs, Jih Yang n Eunice.. n our chorographers, Trey, Melvin, Gina n Li Yan.. out of e 6 pple.. i onli noe 2 of them.. 1 is Melvin.. noe him abt 1yr plus le.. another is Li Yan cos she's Xue Yun's sista.. not much was shared actuall.. as many stuffs r still pending 4 confirmation.. but somehow rather e costumes are confirmed.. n tis comin sundae, they will take measurement 4 e participants le.. lolx(>O<).. i shall not shared so much.. let's keep everything in secret nw.. but.. i can ASSURE.. it's gonna b FUN!! YEAH!!!~

We played a no of interaction games.. n shared a lot of stuffs.. like we actuall take up e role as a trainer.. OH YA!!~.. almost 4gotten abt e trainers list.. 4 e girls side, they r Penny, Stella, Stephanie, Xue Yun n mi.. as 4 guys, they are Darrell, Dixon, Bryant, Yong Sheng, Kevin n Willie.. majority of e girls r from batch 1 expect Penny is frm batch 2.. as 4 guys.. is e opp.. onli 1 pathetic guy is from batch 1, e rest frm batch 2.. HAIZ~.. kind of sad.. Pin Wen isnt in 4 e trainers' team.. Alvin n Kenji oso.. SOBX SOBX(T.T).. i'm most DISAPPOINTED tat Kenji isnt joining our trainers' team.. cos i noe.. if he isnt in e trainers' team, he most likely wont b takin part as a participant either.. SAD rite?? (x.X) my childhood close fren isnt in e team 2 fight n challenge 2gether.. HAIZ~

After our briefing, a bunch of us actuall went 4 lunch 2gether at harbourfront food court.. it's onli 8 out of 11 of us went 4 lunch 2gether.. they are.. Xueyun. Dixon, Bryant, Willie, Stephanie, Stella, Penny n mi... mi n Penny jus feel tat Yong Sheng n Kevin wont realli clink along wif e rest of us.. Yong Sheng has been in e main com 4 quite sum time.. but.. seriously, i hardly talk 2 him.. Kevin.. hmmm.. he's in e exhibition sub com.. he's a weird person.. a super weird one.. *cold sweat* (=.=!!) ..

After our lunch, mi, Penny, Stephanie, Stella, Willie, Dixon n Bryant headed e same way.. Xue Yun took a bus hm .. Bryant went 2 e bus interchange.. as 4 e rest, we all boarded e mrt.. Steph n Stella goin 2 study at Toa Poyah.. n Dixon goin hm.. mi, Penny n Willie r heading 2 Carys's hse 4 their ASD Dance practice.. it was quite fun seeing them practice.. i finall saw who's Xiao Ying... n we jus realised Kevin is in e same class as Xiao Ying n Carys.. lolx.. Carys jus got super bad impression of him.. she sae he's a veri "act" guy from young.. muahahaz.. imagine he's alread like tat durin his childhood daes.. hmmm~ IMPRESSED(=.=!!).. n he jus look stupid weird in his big specs when he's young.. OOPS~.. i noe Penny gonna sae i veri bad sae him like tat.. RITE, Penny??

i left e place at 6pm sharp n took 153 2 Toa Poyah 2 meet May b4 goin 2 meet Xue Yun at Ngee Ann main gate.. OH NO~.. May's late... n we will sure b late.. we dropped near Bukit Timah plaza n walked 2 bus stops.. oh no!!.. tat's TIRING!!!!~ but it's okie.. we are late.. late 4 abt 15mins.. Sorrie, XueYun.. i dun mean it ne.. kekez(>O<).. waiting wif her was Shu Min n Jaymie.. Sorrie 2 u 2 too!!.. i jus ran over n hugz Jaymie.. so long nv c her ne.. Mayb i'm too busy??? kekez.. goin 2 support Er jie.. she's performin in e NRA Danzation.. n tat's e reason y i bought e ticket which cost mi 15bucks.. Was super excited 4 her.. i seriously dun reall noe how 2 dance.. n i seriously has no talent in it.. lolx~ ..

steppin in2 e convention centre.. we saw e Superband, Soul at e entrance.. when i step in2 e hall... i saw Junior.. he's my senior when i was in sec sch.. n my senior in NPCC.. but i didnt greet him.. jus afraid of being embarrassing if he cant recognise mi.. lolx.. n saw Chris n Deck Kun too.. Chris is oso a yr my senior in my sec sch.. so we're actuall sch mates.. actuall when i was in FD.. i alread noe tat he's from soka de.. lolx~ clever mi ne?? no lahz.. jus saw him at kaikan b4..

E danzation started at ard 8plus.. e dance was indeed COOL!!.. i realli n seriously nv regret buyin e ticket.. muahahaz... all sorts of dance.. n songs singing too.. of cos got tat singapore idol, Daphne Khoo.. she slim down so much.. n seriously tink tat it's too skinny liao.. n saw Joycelyn 's sista too.. she's one of e NRA's Alumni.. wah.. she's so damn pro lohz.. almost every item oso c her.. hmm.. n of cos not 4gottenin my dearest er jie!!!! she was in e freshmen item, FOC.. saw Jefferson too.. he's so attractive when he 1st appear.. lolx.. cos he's in a bright green jacket.. muahahaz.. n got a freshmen guy, Kenneth.. i hope i didnt get his name wrong.. he's realli talented ne.. as a freshmen whom onli been goin thru 3 to 4 mths of trainings.. no bad sia!!

I saw banana there oso.. oops~ i mean Justina.. she's my ex bf's classmate.. still look e same.. but no longer e same bf liao.. "yuan fen zhen ai zuo neng ren...." i was so tired.. super tired.. was out e whole dae.. everythingy ends at 11.30pm like tat.. n mi n Jaymie hav 2 rush 2 catch e late bus hm.. thanks Jaymie.. she pei mi take bus 2 Yishun.. then frm there.. she took a cab hm.. when i reach hm, it's alread 12.45am in e mornin.. *yawn*.. so tired.. jus took a quick shower n by 1.15am.. i'm in bed!!! Was really tired.. but.. it's really a FRUITFUL dae!!!~

entry posted: (12/11/06)

raindrops keep falling on my head~

raindrops keep falling on my head~

As usual.. my wkends are filled wif gakkai stuffs.. it was pouring so heavily 2dae ne.. aiyoz.. poor mi!! it's been a long time since i work overtime on sat liao.. kind of gettin more n more lazy in my work.. n seems 2 be losing all e interest i shld hav.. kind of sick of waking up early in e mornin, tinking tat i gonna work again.. haiz~ .. how i wish.. i can work at SSA HQ or work at SK.. muahahaz(>O<).. it's gonna super fun i guess..

It has bcame a routine tat every sat afternoon, i'm gonna make myself free n attend Pin Wen's liveband practice at wee lee's music studio located at aljunied.. muahahaz(>O<).. is kind of near 2 my workin place.. i can take a direct bus n alight 3 bus stops later.. but 2dae is so much diff.. it's raining heavily ne.. i didnt bring umbrella summore.. sobx(T.T).. so got no choice but 2 take company's big umbrella.. see carefully.. it's big umbrella worz.. those giodano kind de.. yet.. my jeans was half way 2 my knee-cap area.. poor mi~.. summore i'm sick actuall.. n didnt take my breakfast tat morning.. jus ate 2 small mars chocolate bars.. luckily my collegue gave mi tat.. if no, i tink b4 i even see Pin Wen they all i'll faint alread..

When i reached e music studio, it's onli ard 1.50pm onli.. we're meeting each other at 2pm actuall.. Pin Wen reached promptly at 2pm.. Ming Liang was slightly a bit late.. luckily he's clever enough 2 call Pin Wen when he reached aljunied mrt n ask if he can bring umbrella 2 him.. otherwise he will bcum luo tang ji.. lolx(n.n).. Di Yong was late too.. unexpectedly.. cos he's alwaz e early bird in their band.. summore he's sick.. guess e weather is reall bad.. Gilbert was a little late too.. Raymond even worse.. go ton over-night.. so he's sick n look super tired.. everything has been progressing smoothly 4 them.. jus tat both e lead singer, Raymond n e back-up singer, Di Yong are sick.. both having cough n sore throat.. chan le lahz.. guys ar~ .. plz take gd care of ur own health ar.. dun fall sick at tis point of time.. not onli 4 e concert's sake but 4 ur own sake oso ar.. Xue Yun was late too.. she was stuck in e mrt.. OMG~..

As usual lohz.. after e practice ends at 4pm, we went 2 e coffeeshop nearby n makan.. lolx(>o<).. every1 seems 2 b so unite tat dae.. all of us drank green tea.. but it was kind ok *yuck* (x.x).. i jus dun like yeo's or heaven n earth's green tea.. pokka is e best ne.. muahahaz(>O<).. i ate laska again.. i'm jus super hungry lohz.. almost whole dae nv eat.. n tat stupid Pin Wen.. sae y i copy him eat e same food... lolx.. who wanna copy u ar? humphx!! Pin Wen n Ming Liang.. cant stand them.. at dining table still can tok abt shit, urine n even describe e balachan chili as menses.. *yuck*.. wanna vomit.. disgusted~ .. Then tat Raymond sit beside mi kept laughing at mi.. cos i show tat kind of disgusted looks.. Alamak!~ .. They are reall a bunch of funny n friendly guys..with them ard, u will nv feel bored.. muahahaz.. even when i'm sick, n feels so weak, e moment they crack jokes.. i seems 2 hav recovered.. kekez.. not bad.. got healing effects.. wahahaz!!

After which, mi/xueyun n them went seperate ways.. e guys r heading 2 fullerton hotel 4 their dinner wif their Chief who's graduating.. now.. Guo Yao is e Chief.. n guess wat.. Pin Wen n Ming Liang bcame e Vice-Chief of Golden Lion.. OMG~ Xue Yun was kind of shocked.. she even tot tat they r joking.. lolx.. tat's a serious matter.. i doubt they will.. I'm happi 4 Pin Wen.. but kind of sad oso.. i'm happi he's nw taking up such a great role.. i'm sure tis will makes him more committed 2 SSA... but.. tis oso mean tat he got a more impt role 2 play in Golden Lion.. n i doubt he will hav e time 2 b part of Chingay'07 Trainers' team le.. haiz.. wat a pity.. In e boys' team, onli 1guy is from Batch 1.. summore is not my class de.. guys from my class, where's e perseverce n enthusiasm u shld hav ar?? summore tat onli guy from batch 1 is not tat kinda of veri enthu de.. Ke bu ke bei ar?? HAIZ~.. All those veri enthu de.. all gonna hong tan liao.. goin 2 b army boi in jan.. HAIZ~..

Mi n Xue Yun headed 2wards JE.. then we went JE Entertainment Centre.. we went 2 Prima Deli buy wafer eat then went 2 e food court n sat down.. then.. we started chit chatting lohz... from SK stuff to concert to Chingay n even 2 our personal stuffs.. Xue Yun is kind of weird 2dae.. she kept askin super weird questions tat i nv tot tat she will ask.. lolx.. kinda of funny lahz.. hmmm~ .. we left at ard 7pm.. then i headed hm.. after pom pom n took my dinner.. i called Penny.. we chatted like hrs on e phone.. lolx(>O<)..

sharing so mani stories of us.. kind of funny tat i told her.. i got tot of ways 2 commit suicide n e consquences i hav 2 bear if i dun succeed dying.. stupid rite?? frenz of mine.. guess u will nv tot tat i hav tot of committing suicide b4.. in many pple's mind, guess i e cheerful kind who alwaz look on e positive side of life?? lolx.. i'm not realli actuall.. anw.. 2dae is a fulfilling dae 2 mi.. jus tat e heavy pour came at e wrong time.. muahahaz.. gtg le.. tml still mus b in tbsc at 9am in e morning.. *yawn* .. nitez~

GAMBATTE ne!!!~

GAMBATTE ne!!!! ~

Everydae my routine is jus e same.. i goes 2 work early in e morning.. then after work mus rush down 4 gakkai activities lohz.. i seems 2 missed a lot of my district stuff.. i feel tat i neglected my new mbers so much.. *guilty* .. HAIZ.. next wk, e invitation cards 4 e concert will b coming in le.. OH NO~.. guess e main com pple will b super busy.. Stephanie, Wei Han, Stella, Qi Sheng n Elvin... u guys faster finish ur exams ar.. Misses u guys so much ne!!

Knocked off at 6pm.. n it was raining.. till not realli big.. but it makes mi feel super unwell.. cos i'm sick.. raining makes mi feel cold ne.. *ah choo*.. supposed 2 go 2 meet Vivien n Penny 2 go 2 Darrell's hse 4 their performance practice.. tis is e 2nd time they gonna meet up wif each other.. cos we alread went 2 his place b4 n noe e way there.. so i decided 2 call him 2 jus ask 4 his unit no.. i was then on e way there.. end up.. guess wat he told mi?? (=.=!!) he sae he got family dinner but he 4gotten 2 tell us.. OMG~ .. my dear 2 girls r alread on e way there.. end up.. i hav 2 call them n tell them 2 head back 2 J8..

We then meet up at J8 Mos Burger.. lolx.. e nitez was spent chit chatting lohz.. lolx(>o<).. as usual lohz.. mi n Penny were e ones doin e talkin.. n Vivien is like a audience, lending her listening ear 2 us.. she's really super quiet.. quiet till i dunoe how 2 discribe.. muahahaz.. y is she so diff from Elvin?? lolx.. OOPS!! then e stupid waitress over at e Mos chase us away.. end up.. guess where we went instead?? muahahaz.. is 2 e library.. lolx.. we hide at one corner near e window n chit-chat lohz.. till about 8.30pm then we left e place..

All of us are so crazy over Goong.. especiall mi n Vivien.. guess tis will b e onli time u can see Vivien being crazy.. all of us went seperate ways.. Vivien went 2 take bus hm.. Vivien goin 2 her granny's hse at Telok Blangah so she took e mrt headin 2 marina bay.. as 4 mi.. i'm goin back hm.. so i took e way 2wards JE.. i boarded e bus n saw 3 Korean guys.. they super cute lohz.. i mean cute not handsome.. muahahaz.. e way they tok super cute.. heez.. makes mi feel like i'm e scene of a korean drama.. heez(>O<).. Penny was like sayin i fa hua chi.. lolx.. mus b watch too much Goong liao..

I jus wanna ask a quest... Which girl dun long 4 a simple love?? i asked Penny tis quest too.. then she sae relationship is like.. errrr.. i cant rmb.. but is sumthingy like tuo lei?? correct if i'm wrong, Penny.. so guess wat i sae?? i told her.. is bcos we didnt find e right person in our life.. agree?? MMMM~ .. all a sudden it reminds mi of a song by zhou hui - ai qing wu guan shi fei.. "ni shi dui de ren, que zai cuo de shi jian, cuo de di dian chu xian, dai zhe cuo wu de gan jue, cai hui zhao bu dao dui de jiao dian.. ta shi cuo de ren, que yong dian de yu yan, dian de jiao se chu xian, dui de rang wo wu fa ju jue, cai rang wo shen shen xian zai cuo wu li mian ........"

Mani pple tink tat time is a crucial thing.. but actuall e most impt thingy is e rite person.. i jus rmb wat Pin Wen once told mi.. mayb both of us jus arent suitable 2 b in a relationship at tis point in time.. then guess wat i actuall sae?? i sae.. is not suitable or not suitable.. but bcos we didnt meet e rite person.. agree?? MMMM~... hahaz.. tot of another song.. "ai qing rang ren kao de tai jing, wan le liu dian yi di...." lolx.. y all a sudden bcum so bei guan.. hmmm~ .. mus be positive at all times.. Gambatte!!

ah choo~

ah choo~

guess wat.. tis weak princess is sick again.. oh sobx sobx (T.T).. actuall didnt realli rest well tis few days.. been veri busy as i hav mentioned mani times..plus..last whole week, i shi mian.. dunoe wat happened oso.. therefore all these led 2 lack of rest lohz.. actuall alread feelin tat i gonna gana sore throat liao.. but i veri stubborn.. yester lunch still eat laksa.. summore buy chocolate pocky n finished up myself.. lack of water oso.. so nw.. havin sore throat.. n sneezing my way spreadin my gems..

2dae is e 9th of nov.. exactly one more mth 2 our alumni concert.. OH NO~ time waits 4 no man ne!!! we still got our invitation cards still printing in process.. n out contacting committee hasnt start 2 work yet.. oh no.. hmmm.. all e a'levels students r away 4 their exams.. n so r those taking their o's.. instrumental ensemble side has stopped their practice at e moment.. vanessa is away 4 exams..but they shouldnt hav a probz i guess.. it isnt their 1st time performing instruments.. tml gonna b e 2nd time vivien n darrell r meetin up..i'm quite worried 4 e 2 of them.. cos one is more western n another more eastern..n e guy is friendly n e girl shy..

most imptly, e songs has yet 2 b decide.. OMG~ ... liveband side.. been progressing smoothly.. but e songs arent confirmed yet too ne.. everytime they practice.. i can see e improvement in them.. most imptly, they realli poured in their heart n soul n make lotsa efforts.. cos 4 out of e 5 pple r soka mbers but non-alumni.. tis is e only item i feel e most guilty wif.. cos everytime they practice.. they mus book e music studio.. n mus fork out their own pocket money 2 pay 4 it.. sobx sobx(T.T).. sometimes they still hav go 4 their practice empty stomach ne.. aiyoz.. as 4 wushu.. jus had a meet-up last sundae wif his vice-chief, Guo Yao n his instructor..they kinda of helpful.. so i kinda relieved..

exhibition side really got lotsa stuffs 2 do.. e sub-committee started working on e research alread.. n tml is their deadline 4 editing.. as 4 e design grp, been progressing quite well.. is jus tat e manpower arent really enough.. n their ah heads are away 4 exams.. Stephanie, Qi Sheng n Wei Han are away 4 their a'levels.. misses u guys ne!!! as 4 Wei Min.. still missing in action.. HAIZ~..

luckily, i still got May, Penny n Kenji 2 help mi.. if not, really will suffocate cos of e workload i hav.. BUT.. Kenji oso sick now.. 2nitez got exhibition committee mtg he oso wont b joinin us.. HAIZ~.. i'm so SICK ne.. now having a high fever!! many pple didnt turn up 4 e mtg too.. many were sick.. guess nowadays e weather is pretty bad.. n many jus finishes their exams.. exhibition sub-com progressing quite smoothly.. jus tat we are afraid tat they dun hav enough time 2 do up the exhibiton stuffs..

Was quite relieved tat i jus heard from lao shi tat e contacting committee had started workin le.. YEAH!! at e same time, they r encouraging those who will be sec1 n above next yr 2 join e chingay'07.. hey~ Soka Frenz out there.. if u see this entry of mine n noe of any ex Soka Kindergarten students.. do encourage them 2 join e chingay.. as.. next yr chingay r meant 2 b 4 SK Alumni students de.. Muahahaz~ Guess it will b a veri happy n grand event..

Jus heard from lao shi 2dae tat GD Ong is inviting those Soka school system ex students who are in spore rite nw 2 join us in e alumni concert.. n heard tat they hav alread set up a committee bcos of us ne.. Good news rite?? they are actually putting up a performance.. n working on a song 4 us.. n e teachers of SK are oso performin 4 us ne.. really looking 4ward 2 tis dae ne.. cos i noe it will b a dae of relief 4 those in e main com.. n will b a dae of excitment though i can foresee tat i'll b super busy tat dae..

just called Guo Yao jus nw 2 tell him tat mi n Xue Yun cant make it 4 e wushu practice this comin sundae morning.. n accidentally told him tat Pin Wen is oso a chingay trainer.. OMG~ .. lao shi havent talk 2 him yet.. OH NO~ .. n i didnt noe.. and when i told him.. he was kinda shocked.. n it was negative comments thru out.. he told mi Pin Wen is in special grp so he is actuall nt allowed 2 join.. i'm oso in special grp ar.. But my chief allowed.. is onli 3 mths.. n in jan n feb.. due 2 e chinese new yr.. soka dun hav much activities de..

sometimes i jus dun understand y chiefs are alwaz sticking 2 rules so strictly.. As leaders of a big organisation.. following instructions n rules is impt.. but mus hav a limit oso.. we mus b flexible at times ar.. worry tis worry tat.. Sensei alwaz sae : "Youth cannot grow without struggles"... yet... our chiefs alwaz stop us from doing tis, stop us from doing tat.. tis is stoppin us from goin thru e neccessary struggles we mus go thru.. it's stoppin us progressing.. lao shi goin 2 call him tml.. n it seems Guo Yao offended lao shi in some way.. n lao shi arent realli happi over it.. OMG~.. from jus now e expression lao shi when i told her wat Guo Yao said.. i can smell lava flowing from e volcano.. n it seems tat it's gonna erupt soon.. *scary*

i jus hopin n prayin earnestly tat Pin Wen can be in e Trainers' team.. he's in e main com.. but has been MIA 4 quite sometimes due 2 his busy schedules.. As wat May they all hav sae.. " Pin Wen, those in e main com misses u ne.." kekez(>O<).. as 4 Xue Yun.. HAIZ~.. was quite disappointed actuall.. she went 2 work ne.. Da jie, u seems 2 4got wat u sae ne.. i tink work really affect her gakkai activities.. but wat i sae is how i feel onli.. n once again.. i down wif lotsa burdens on mi.. luckily.. nw still got May n Penny 2 help mi.. at least.. i can feel more relieved now..

i'm somehow tired.. tired of all e empty promises made.. after so much hav happened.. Guess i'm alread used 2 working alone.. alread used 2 endure-ing alone.. alread used 2 cracking my brain 2 solve probz alone.. rmb e theme of e youth camp i mentioned b4?? "friends 4 life, comrades 4 eternity".. if i were 2 hav comrades who cant b firm n flexible at times, i tink i'll rather b alone.. heard of e chopsticks story?? 1 chopstick can b easily broken, but if u put 10 chopsticks 2gether.. e strength of e chopsticks increases making it difficult 2 b broken.. i truely n deeply understand tat i cant work alone.. wif my strength alone, i cant do much actuall.. but.. it seems like i'm forced.. FORCED 2 work alone..

ever since i returned from e youth camp.. i feel tat i got a stronger belonging 2 tis association.. a stronger belonging 2 SK.. Guess i'll nv leave tis association i grown up wif from young.. Xue Yun is back 2 e trainers' team.. But.. bcos of tis, i felt so guilty of wat i hav done 2 May.. imagine i alread persuade her 2 join e trainers' team, n she is convinced of tat alread.. now.. everything changes again.. tis kind of feeling is like giving a dying person a feeling of hope, n now, u jus tell tat person, u r dyin soon..i realli hate tat kinda of feeling myself.. though May didnt sae anything, i still feel bad 4 her.. xi wang yue da, shi wang yue da.. when u shi yang a long time, u will bcum jue wang.. I'm sorrie.. so sorrie 4 everything~

contented~

contented~

hmmm... tat incident which i mentioned abt my fren gettin in a triangle love seems 2 hav cum 2 an end le.. *cold sweat* .. luckily.. luckily it ended.. how izzit be like 2 b in a triangle love?? is creating bad karma, will hav retribution de.. she felt e stress.. tat guy 1st told her tat he got feelings 2wards her.. at 1st my fren tot he onli kiddin de.. end up.. he kept askin her.. wat if he's single, will my fren accept him?? now.. here e stress is comin.. tat guy seems 2 askin for confirmation b4 his next step.. so my fren start 2 give him cold shoulder.. then e guy feel tat something is amiss.. so ask my fren.. luckily my fren is clever enough 2 grab hold of e opp.. she told him tat they shld remain as frenz.. luckily tat guy understand.. wat is urs is urs, wat fated not 2 will not b..muahahaz.. i feel tat i'm teachin how 2 handle tis kinda of situtation thru tellin u guys my fren's experience.. anyway.. it has cum 2 an end abt tat..

i'm super busy recently.. busy with my alumni concert tis yr end.. n comin up.. is chingay.. gonna b a chingay trainer.. will b busi till after new yr is over.. STRESS~ got so much involvement in my religion.. till i dun hav time even 4 my family n myself.. i need a break badly.. jus 2 slp but nth else.. cos slpin time is now so precious 2 mi.. tat's e onli time my machine stops workin..

jus had a hair-cut yester.. omg.. my hair seems short.. sobx..


"I am weaker than I realized.. Foolish-er than I know. What had happened in e present will b my destiny in e future..."