宠一宠自己!.....
woke up at 11am this morning.. then.. wait till 11.30am to wake didi up.. breakfast was prepared by didi.. he fried fried rice for me to eat! with lots of EGGS! *yum yum*.. but a bit too bland.. then after that, i had a shower and headed to Eastpoint.. going to Sony Ericsson's service centre to get didi's phone repaired.. my holidays was FULLY UTERALISED to be a maid for my mom, my brother..
been running errands for them a lot recently.. buying breakfast bla bla bla..... after sending the phone for repair, headed back to Yishun to run some errands for mom.. then.. got a sudden urge to wanting to do express pedicure.. and went to one nearer to Yishun interchange.. spent quite some time there.. making sure my pedicure really dries up.. had chosen to use some diamond to decorate my big toes.. then after that, have decided to express manicure too! hahaz!
spent about 30plus on this.. shall try both classic manicure and pedicure some other day! heez! reached home at 6pm.. and had a short chat with Xueyun.. then back to com.. continue watching 恶作剧2吻 and waited till 8pm to have dinner with mom.. ate 幼面 but cant really finish it.. i think the one i had near Aunty Helen's place is better.. home and continue watching the show.. and of course not forgetting my game.. "sushi-go-round".. hahaz! will be home tomorrow to perserve my ENERGY for cycling on wednesday!^-^
P.S HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIWEN!!!
Monday, March 31, 2008
Sunday, March 30, 2008
[ march discussion meeting! *STAND ALONE SPIRIT* ]
march discussion meeting! *STAND ALONE SPIRIT*
woke up quite EARLY today despite today being a SUNDAY! got up to prepare myself for my discussion meeting.. had breakfast with dad and didi.. i had nasi lemak.. after which, i left home for clementi.. on the way there, daryl called me.. and told me he's in his mom's car and he saw me! lolx!... i was so SHOCKED when he actually say he know i'm in clementi..
reached the meeting place at 1pm.. then called Yeow Chong to discuss on the cycling trip.. meeting started promptly at 2pm.. today.. Cliff not around.. I was so NERVOUS.. so SCARED that i cant do it well.. but everything went through smoothly with the presence of senior leaders - Aunty Xiu Yu, Mr Teo and Wan Xiang..
after the meeting, went to fix my broken braclet and bought a pair of new ear rings too! then after which, took 143 to orchard to meet Xianyun.. went shopping at Wisma and Taka.. dinner was at Mos Burger.. saw Vanessa (tan) and her boyfriend.. like got more than half a year never see her le.. after which, we went to Far east to shop..
really very tired.. home and watching 恶作剧2吻 NOW!!!.....
woke up quite EARLY today despite today being a SUNDAY! got up to prepare myself for my discussion meeting.. had breakfast with dad and didi.. i had nasi lemak.. after which, i left home for clementi.. on the way there, daryl called me.. and told me he's in his mom's car and he saw me! lolx!... i was so SHOCKED when he actually say he know i'm in clementi..
reached the meeting place at 1pm.. then called Yeow Chong to discuss on the cycling trip.. meeting started promptly at 2pm.. today.. Cliff not around.. I was so NERVOUS.. so SCARED that i cant do it well.. but everything went through smoothly with the presence of senior leaders - Aunty Xiu Yu, Mr Teo and Wan Xiang..
after the meeting, went to fix my broken braclet and bought a pair of new ear rings too! then after which, took 143 to orchard to meet Xianyun.. went shopping at Wisma and Taka.. dinner was at Mos Burger.. saw Vanessa (tan) and her boyfriend.. like got more than half a year never see her le.. after which, we went to Far east to shop..
really very tired.. home and watching 恶作剧2吻 NOW!!!.....
Friday, March 28, 2008
[ trying to look PRETTIER!.... ]
trying to look PRETTIER!....
really SIANz! didnt want to go anyway! i shall ADMIT.. i am getting more and more LAZY! went back to clementi today..
went back to Clementi today.. didi want to dye and cut his hair.. as for me, went to shape my eyebrows.. then wanted to dye my hair too! BUT.. i cant.. why am in this course ar? cant dye hair... cant let down hair.. NO GRUMBLES! it's my OWN CHOICE! nobody forced me.. cant rebond my hair, cause everyday bunning defeats its purpose.. no more perming.. cause it cant be seem too.. either i leave it messy or cut it short!
both ways are not permitable.. i wont leave it messy nor cut it short.. to save my hair.. i went for hair treatment TODAY! the salon is so PACKED!.. i cant imagine that me and didi sat down inside for 5hours! my goodness!
initial plan was SPOILT.. wanted to visit ye ye, mama after hair-doing and repair my spoilt bracelet.. but the plan was spoilt because i decided to go for treatment and when didi decided to dye and highlight his previous hair..
waited for mom to finish work and went for dinner at clementi.. ate curry chicken rice for dinner.. and shared popian with mom and didi.. then headed home.. while waiting for the mrt at the platform, saw Pearlyn and Serene's dad - Mr Yap.. and had a short chat with him.. he's our vice chairman.. thinking.. if dad's faith were to be stronger, maybe he's RHQ leader now too..
headed home.. really TIRED.. in the midst of planning the gathering with Yep family with Chong.. been on the phone with him often.. MIA-ing for too long.. it's TIME to APPEAR again! hope most of them can come.. and really looking forward to seeing them AGAIN!... tired.. off to rest!=]
really SIANz! didnt want to go anyway! i shall ADMIT.. i am getting more and more LAZY! went back to clementi today..
went back to Clementi today.. didi want to dye and cut his hair.. as for me, went to shape my eyebrows.. then wanted to dye my hair too! BUT.. i cant.. why am in this course ar? cant dye hair... cant let down hair.. NO GRUMBLES! it's my OWN CHOICE! nobody forced me.. cant rebond my hair, cause everyday bunning defeats its purpose.. no more perming.. cause it cant be seem too.. either i leave it messy or cut it short!
both ways are not permitable.. i wont leave it messy nor cut it short.. to save my hair.. i went for hair treatment TODAY! the salon is so PACKED!.. i cant imagine that me and didi sat down inside for 5hours! my goodness!
initial plan was SPOILT.. wanted to visit ye ye, mama after hair-doing and repair my spoilt bracelet.. but the plan was spoilt because i decided to go for treatment and when didi decided to dye and highlight his previous hair..
waited for mom to finish work and went for dinner at clementi.. ate curry chicken rice for dinner.. and shared popian with mom and didi.. then headed home.. while waiting for the mrt at the platform, saw Pearlyn and Serene's dad - Mr Yap.. and had a short chat with him.. he's our vice chairman.. thinking.. if dad's faith were to be stronger, maybe he's RHQ leader now too..
headed home.. really TIRED.. in the midst of planning the gathering with Yep family with Chong.. been on the phone with him often.. MIA-ing for too long.. it's TIME to APPEAR again! hope most of them can come.. and really looking forward to seeing them AGAIN!... tired.. off to rest!=]
Thursday, March 27, 2008
[ 爱要耐心等待, 仔细寻找, 感觉很重要!!!!!! ]
爱要耐心等待, 仔细寻找, 感觉很重要!!!!!!
i dont know what happened to me recently.. been in a SUPER BAD LUCK recently.. got to know a few friends who initiated to know me.. BUTtttttttt.. ALL of them all SO DESPERATE.. just want to DIE DIE also get themselves a girlfriend.. you arent down with any chronic illness and passing on tomorrow right? what's the HURRY about? do know by rushing, you might up have a your life's BIGGEST MISTAKE?
i'm a GOOD example.. i SWEAR i cherish and treasure every relationship i have gone through.. even if it's just a CRUSH, i go all my way out to be a guardian angel by HIS side.. BUT, what did i got in return? it's MISTAKE after MISTAKE.. till i meet with HIM, i start to REALISE my MISTAKE.. i have forgotten.. forgotten this phase that i used to put in my mind... "爱要耐心等待，仔细寻找，感觉很重要！"
because of this, i SUFFERED time and again.. and i believed i hurt the other party too.. BUT, nothing can be turned back.. and i cant blame anyone.. think i'm in the BEST position to advice.. dont even rush, you got a LIFETIME to find your loved one.. the RIGHT one.. i believe god is FAIR.. he will give you the BEST one..
对的人 by 戴爱玲
你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高
喔...耶...
P.S. be it are you the one whom i used to love whom the one i have hurt, i wish you true happiness..
i dont know what happened to me recently.. been in a SUPER BAD LUCK recently.. got to know a few friends who initiated to know me.. BUTtttttttt.. ALL of them all SO DESPERATE.. just want to DIE DIE also get themselves a girlfriend.. you arent down with any chronic illness and passing on tomorrow right? what's the HURRY about? do know by rushing, you might up have a your life's BIGGEST MISTAKE?
i'm a GOOD example.. i SWEAR i cherish and treasure every relationship i have gone through.. even if it's just a CRUSH, i go all my way out to be a guardian angel by HIS side.. BUT, what did i got in return? it's MISTAKE after MISTAKE.. till i meet with HIM, i start to REALISE my MISTAKE.. i have forgotten.. forgotten this phase that i used to put in my mind... "爱要耐心等待，仔细寻找，感觉很重要！"
because of this, i SUFFERED time and again.. and i believed i hurt the other party too.. BUT, nothing can be turned back.. and i cant blame anyone.. think i'm in the BEST position to advice.. dont even rush, you got a LIFETIME to find your loved one.. the RIGHT one.. i believe god is FAIR.. he will give you the BEST one..
对的人 by 戴爱玲
你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高
喔...耶...
P.S. be it are you the one whom i used to love whom the one i have hurt, i wish you true happiness..
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
[ i'll be waiting... ]
i'll be waiting.....
didnt go anyway today as usual.. i just it a bit MEANINGLESS to update my blog recently.. cause i just have to crack my brain to think of what to blog.. i just wonder how many of my brain cells has been dead because of this! LOLX! i woke up REALLY EARLY! at 8.30.. hahaz! actually also not very early lahz.. BUT.. i dont seems to have a choice.. woke up just to get down to TP today to help didi to submit his incomplete documents.. because of his enrolment.. i have went down twice.. and he himself also.. just so SICKENING why arent we staying in Tampines..
intend to go back to SK.. ya.. INTENT.. but.. end up, i dropped this idea.. i'm just too TIRED.. went home.. had my breakfast and went to bed again.. i have been taking afternoon nap for the past few days.. think it had engraved a clock in my body.. once i reached around 1plus 2.. i will just automatically feel like sleeping.. this time sure die if school going to reopen..
mom cooked dinner today.. had a BIG bowl of mian xian today!.. really FULLING.. i'm still quite ANGRY that PERSON!.. and i need to ANNOUNCE! i have blocked him already.. from now, i will not take his calls or reply his sms.. i make sure i get myself AWAY from this PEST!....................
plans up - to have a YEP family gathering to ECP to cycle! ya.. i'm planing it with Yeow Chong.. people, dont say i keep MIA-ing worz! hahaz! and want to meet up with Von erjie and dajie! and with xianyun.. chongjan kor and Xiu juan jie before my holidays ends.. and want to meet up with Zhiwen! ^-^ interesting plans.. no more ROTTING pleaseeeeeeee................
didnt go anyway today as usual.. i just it a bit MEANINGLESS to update my blog recently.. cause i just have to crack my brain to think of what to blog.. i just wonder how many of my brain cells has been dead because of this! LOLX! i woke up REALLY EARLY! at 8.30.. hahaz! actually also not very early lahz.. BUT.. i dont seems to have a choice.. woke up just to get down to TP today to help didi to submit his incomplete documents.. because of his enrolment.. i have went down twice.. and he himself also.. just so SICKENING why arent we staying in Tampines..
intend to go back to SK.. ya.. INTENT.. but.. end up, i dropped this idea.. i'm just too TIRED.. went home.. had my breakfast and went to bed again.. i have been taking afternoon nap for the past few days.. think it had engraved a clock in my body.. once i reached around 1plus 2.. i will just automatically feel like sleeping.. this time sure die if school going to reopen..
mom cooked dinner today.. had a BIG bowl of mian xian today!.. really FULLING.. i'm still quite ANGRY that PERSON!.. and i need to ANNOUNCE! i have blocked him already.. from now, i will not take his calls or reply his sms.. i make sure i get myself AWAY from this PEST!....................
plans up - to have a YEP family gathering to ECP to cycle! ya.. i'm planing it with Yeow Chong.. people, dont say i keep MIA-ing worz! hahaz! and want to meet up with Von erjie and dajie! and with xianyun.. chongjan kor and Xiu juan jie before my holidays ends.. and want to meet up with Zhiwen! ^-^ interesting plans.. no more ROTTING pleaseeeeeeee................
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
[ LOVE - makes my life NO LONGER peaceful... ]
LOVE - makes my life NO LONGER peaceful...
HOME today.. simple reason - cause mom's home.. and have NO plans as in where to go.. i dont know.. this holiday i had made me really TIRED.. dont even feel like stepping out of my house.. cause i know i will spend.. and i seriously think that i need to SAVE! had breakfast with mom and didi at Chong pang.. ate pork porriage with carrot cake and you tiao.. and a cup of glass jelly drink.. it's DEFINITELY a super filling BREAKFAST..
the WEATHER is TERRIBLE.. and on our way back.. me and didi had bubble tea to cool ourselves down.. well, walking a distance to eat is GOOD lahz.. can exercise.. hmm.. intend to look for a job and not just stay home and rot for 3weeks.. though i REALLY have a lot of NOTES to do and HOMEWORK to complete.. but.. i think i still can cope lahz..
got so IRRITATED by this PERSON!! till i feel there's a NEED to BLOCK him!!!!
HE'S LIKE SO DESPERATE.. CALLING AND SMS-ING ME EVERYDAY.. EVERYTIME HE SEES ME ONLINE, HE WILL IMMEDIATELY TALK TO ME.. AND ASK ME TO GO OUT WITH HIM FOR MOVIE OR MEET UP WITH HIM FOR A DRINK OR SOMETHING.. IT HAS BEEN ON GOING FOR LIKE I THINK A MONTH LIAO.. AT FIRST, I JUST FEEL HE'S A NICE FRIEND TO BE WITH.. SO, I DONT MIND GIVING HIM MY CONTACTS.. NOW, HE'S GETTING OVERBOARD!! AND WHEN I FIND EXCUSES NOT TO PICK UP HIS CALL OR TURN HIM DOWN FOR THE MOVIE, HE WILL GIVE ME A SAD FACE.. AND SAY THAT I HAVE GIVEN HIM A FEELING THAT I DONT WISH TO TALK TO HIM OR MEET UP WITH HIM..
HAIS! I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND.. WHY GUYS WHEN REACHED THIS AGE CAN BE SO DESPERATEeeee??? YES, I DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO STOP YOU FROM HAVING FEELINGS FOR ME.. BUT, ON THE OTHER HAND, YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO FORCE TO LIKE YOU TOO!! I'M JUST IRRITATED AND FRUSTRATED! STAY AWAY FROM ME PLEASEeeee! YOU JUST MAKE ME FEEL SO DISGUSTED BY YOUR ACTIONS! AND STOP SAYING OTHER PEOPLE DESPERATE WHEN YOU ARE SEEN AS ONE! DONT CONDEMN OTHERS TO RISE UP YOUR STATUS! IT WILL JUST MAKE YOU LOOK UGLY!! AND REALLY UGLY!!!
oh man!! his INFLUENCE and the IMPACT he had caused is really GREAT! till i have to type my frustration out in capital letters.. just hope he understands that i'm a PERSON, NOT a PROPERTY! and i DONT BELONG to HIM!!
i seriously think that i DONT NEED any of YOU to be HAPPY! i am HAPPY enough! and i am CONTENTED! so, STAY AWAY from ME if your THOUGHTS are to make ME your PERSONAL PROPERTY! cause YOU WONT STAND ANY CHANCE! and i can ASSURE YOU that YOU will be LABELLED as TERROISTS!!
*GO AWAY PESTS!!*
HOME today.. simple reason - cause mom's home.. and have NO plans as in where to go.. i dont know.. this holiday i had made me really TIRED.. dont even feel like stepping out of my house.. cause i know i will spend.. and i seriously think that i need to SAVE! had breakfast with mom and didi at Chong pang.. ate pork porriage with carrot cake and you tiao.. and a cup of glass jelly drink.. it's DEFINITELY a super filling BREAKFAST..
the WEATHER is TERRIBLE.. and on our way back.. me and didi had bubble tea to cool ourselves down.. well, walking a distance to eat is GOOD lahz.. can exercise.. hmm.. intend to look for a job and not just stay home and rot for 3weeks.. though i REALLY have a lot of NOTES to do and HOMEWORK to complete.. but.. i think i still can cope lahz..
got so IRRITATED by this PERSON!! till i feel there's a NEED to BLOCK him!!!!
HE'S LIKE SO DESPERATE.. CALLING AND SMS-ING ME EVERYDAY.. EVERYTIME HE SEES ME ONLINE, HE WILL IMMEDIATELY TALK TO ME.. AND ASK ME TO GO OUT WITH HIM FOR MOVIE OR MEET UP WITH HIM FOR A DRINK OR SOMETHING.. IT HAS BEEN ON GOING FOR LIKE I THINK A MONTH LIAO.. AT FIRST, I JUST FEEL HE'S A NICE FRIEND TO BE WITH.. SO, I DONT MIND GIVING HIM MY CONTACTS.. NOW, HE'S GETTING OVERBOARD!! AND WHEN I FIND EXCUSES NOT TO PICK UP HIS CALL OR TURN HIM DOWN FOR THE MOVIE, HE WILL GIVE ME A SAD FACE.. AND SAY THAT I HAVE GIVEN HIM A FEELING THAT I DONT WISH TO TALK TO HIM OR MEET UP WITH HIM..
HAIS! I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND.. WHY GUYS WHEN REACHED THIS AGE CAN BE SO DESPERATEeeee??? YES, I DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO STOP YOU FROM HAVING FEELINGS FOR ME.. BUT, ON THE OTHER HAND, YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO FORCE TO LIKE YOU TOO!! I'M JUST IRRITATED AND FRUSTRATED! STAY AWAY FROM ME PLEASEeeee! YOU JUST MAKE ME FEEL SO DISGUSTED BY YOUR ACTIONS! AND STOP SAYING OTHER PEOPLE DESPERATE WHEN YOU ARE SEEN AS ONE! DONT CONDEMN OTHERS TO RISE UP YOUR STATUS! IT WILL JUST MAKE YOU LOOK UGLY!! AND REALLY UGLY!!!
oh man!! his INFLUENCE and the IMPACT he had caused is really GREAT! till i have to type my frustration out in capital letters.. just hope he understands that i'm a PERSON, NOT a PROPERTY! and i DONT BELONG to HIM!!
i seriously think that i DONT NEED any of YOU to be HAPPY! i am HAPPY enough! and i am CONTENTED! so, STAY AWAY from ME if your THOUGHTS are to make ME your PERSONAL PROPERTY! cause YOU WONT STAND ANY CHANCE! and i can ASSURE YOU that YOU will be LABELLED as TERROISTS!!
*GO AWAY PESTS!!*
Monday, March 24, 2008
[ 感情中专心的人容易被伤害... ]
感情中专心的人容易被伤害...
woke up at 11plus today.. really TIRED.. seems like i have NEVER been sleeping well for the past few days.. with MANY things on my mind.. dont know how to feel PEACEFUL..
had a heavy breakfast with didi today.. we ate duck porriage with zhu chang fen.. then after which, i had my shower and started my revision.. but stopped after an hour.. cant really concentrate.. at around 4plus, i went out..
today's program.. is the meeting with my 3 other divsions to discuss about this coming sunday's discussion meeting.. took 855 to harbourfront.. then halfway through, it started to rain cats and dogs! my godness.. was still early when i reach harbourfront.. so i went to Jollibean to get a cup of yuan yang (soya bean milk with grass jelly).. then took 145 to Telok blangah.. meeting Cliff at about 7pm for dinner!
so SAD.. he's going to malaysia this weekend.. so, i'll be all alone to face this discussion meeting.. we had a GREAT chat during mealtime.. i always feel so SECURE with Cliff around.. he never fails to guide me and help me! thanks a lot!! and stupid me.. never bring umbrella.. then makes Cliff laughed me.. cause i sound so prepared that i wont be caught in the rain.. thank gohonzon that the rain almost stopped when we finished the dinner.. if not, dont know how two person going to squeeze into the small umbrella he has..
lolx! sound so FUNNY! like the first time i'm sharing the umbrella with him.. kekez! Mr Ang got something crop up.. so end up, he cant join us in the meeting.. but i had a fruitful night.. and really many updates from them.. must chiong for homevisit this holiday! i cant let it go to waste..
woke up at 11plus today.. really TIRED.. seems like i have NEVER been sleeping well for the past few days.. with MANY things on my mind.. dont know how to feel PEACEFUL..
had a heavy breakfast with didi today.. we ate duck porriage with zhu chang fen.. then after which, i had my shower and started my revision.. but stopped after an hour.. cant really concentrate.. at around 4plus, i went out..
today's program.. is the meeting with my 3 other divsions to discuss about this coming sunday's discussion meeting.. took 855 to harbourfront.. then halfway through, it started to rain cats and dogs! my godness.. was still early when i reach harbourfront.. so i went to Jollibean to get a cup of yuan yang (soya bean milk with grass jelly).. then took 145 to Telok blangah.. meeting Cliff at about 7pm for dinner!
so SAD.. he's going to malaysia this weekend.. so, i'll be all alone to face this discussion meeting.. we had a GREAT chat during mealtime.. i always feel so SECURE with Cliff around.. he never fails to guide me and help me! thanks a lot!! and stupid me.. never bring umbrella.. then makes Cliff laughed me.. cause i sound so prepared that i wont be caught in the rain.. thank gohonzon that the rain almost stopped when we finished the dinner.. if not, dont know how two person going to squeeze into the small umbrella he has..
lolx! sound so FUNNY! like the first time i'm sharing the umbrella with him.. kekez! Mr Ang got something crop up.. so end up, he cant join us in the meeting.. but i had a fruitful night.. and really many updates from them.. must chiong for homevisit this holiday! i cant let it go to waste..
Sunday, March 23, 2008
[ way back into love.... ]
way back into love...
woke up REALLY EARLY today.. at 5am! today is the 100th day since grandma left us... i still really MISSES her a lot!... while i was watching 樱野3加1 yesterday.. especially the part where by the doctor is going to pull out the tube from Ah jiang's mouth.. it reminds me of my grandma.. what a pity that we didnt have to the chance to 孝顺 her and she left us just like that..
after settling all the prayers and burning the things to her.. the whole family went for breakfast together.. then after which, me and mom headed home.. two weeks later, we'll going to meet each other again.. to go shao mu together.. headed home and went to have a 4hours nap.. really LACK of SLEEP!! then woke up and use the computer and looking for some songs i heard from 樱野3加1 and 公主小妹.. managed to conquer so 2shows already.. coming up next will be.. let me think about it.. lolx! and NOT FORGETING about my Bioscience notes to be done and homework as well..
still thinking how am i going to spend this holiday.. am i going to ROT everyday like that till 14th april? hmmm... very tired liao.. going to watch S-Pop concert.. got a song to intro..
Way back into love by Hugh Grant
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
woke up REALLY EARLY today.. at 5am! today is the 100th day since grandma left us... i still really MISSES her a lot!... while i was watching 樱野3加1 yesterday.. especially the part where by the doctor is going to pull out the tube from Ah jiang's mouth.. it reminds me of my grandma.. what a pity that we didnt have to the chance to 孝顺 her and she left us just like that..
after settling all the prayers and burning the things to her.. the whole family went for breakfast together.. then after which, me and mom headed home.. two weeks later, we'll going to meet each other again.. to go shao mu together.. headed home and went to have a 4hours nap.. really LACK of SLEEP!! then woke up and use the computer and looking for some songs i heard from 樱野3加1 and 公主小妹.. managed to conquer so 2shows already.. coming up next will be.. let me think about it.. lolx! and NOT FORGETING about my Bioscience notes to be done and homework as well..
still thinking how am i going to spend this holiday.. am i going to ROT everyday like that till 14th april? hmmm... very tired liao.. going to watch S-Pop concert.. got a song to intro..
Way back into love by Hugh Grant
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Saturday, March 22, 2008
[ it's CONQUERING drama after drama! ]
it's CONQUERING drama after drama!
it's SATURDAY! and i'm HOME with mom! mom's on leave today and tomorrow.. i slept at 2am this morning.. and woke up at 10plus.. then Mom suggested to have breakfast at Chong Pang.. so, me, didi and mom went there.. it's ONE of the HEAVIEST breakfast i ever had.. had 肉骨茶，油条，猪肠粉，carrot cake and sugarcane drink!! ya.. how SINFUL can i be? to be eating all these? hahaz! NEVER MIND lahz! once in awhile..
then after which, we walked home.. and i watched 美味关系 then after that.. i on my computer.. and continuing finish my taiwan drama - 樱野3加1!! watched EIGHT EPISODES today! and i managed to FINISH the whole SERIES! hahas! *SHIOK*
got to go sleep le.. tomorrow.. waking up at 5am!!!! recommend a song from 樱野3加1 by 明道 and 陈桥恩.
TITILE: 再次相信
有太多回忆
都发生在那年的仲夏季
明明该天晴
爱却在你的眼中下雨
我们或许都遗忘
那些曾经的美好
已慢慢阳光下发芽
如果你愿意
愿意再次相信
相信我是爱你
我不让你失望
我们不该靠太近
总是在争吵过后清醒
夏天的热气
让人老控制不住坏脾气
我们或许太任性
又或许太过在乎你
才来追逐著背影
如果你愿意
愿意再次相信
相信我是爱你
我不让你失望
我还在这里
倔强的夏天里
有风也有大雨
阳光洒满地
如果停不了
我能体会这心情
我会奋不顾身地
把幸福都给你
如果你想要
如果你愿意
愿意再次相信
相信我是爱你
我不让你失望
我还在这里
倔强的夏天里
有风也有大雨
阳光洒满地
如果你愿意
愿意再次相信
相信我是爱你
我不让你失望
我还在这里
倔强的夏天里
有风也有大雨
阳光洒满地
我是不懂你
怎样的心情
不是不懂你
这样的心情
如果你愿意
it's SATURDAY! and i'm HOME with mom! mom's on leave today and tomorrow.. i slept at 2am this morning.. and woke up at 10plus.. then Mom suggested to have breakfast at Chong Pang.. so, me, didi and mom went there.. it's ONE of the HEAVIEST breakfast i ever had.. had 肉骨茶，油条，猪肠粉，carrot cake and sugarcane drink!! ya.. how SINFUL can i be? to be eating all these? hahaz! NEVER MIND lahz! once in awhile..
then after which, we walked home.. and i watched 美味关系 then after that.. i on my computer.. and continuing finish my taiwan drama - 樱野3加1!! watched EIGHT EPISODES today! and i managed to FINISH the whole SERIES! hahas! *SHIOK*
got to go sleep le.. tomorrow.. waking up at 5am!!!! recommend a song from 樱野3加1 by 明道 and 陈桥恩.
TITILE: 再次相信
有太多回忆
都发生在那年的仲夏季
明明该天晴
爱却在你的眼中下雨
我们或许都遗忘
那些曾经的美好
已慢慢阳光下发芽
如果你愿意
愿意再次相信
相信我是爱你
我不让你失望
我们不该靠太近
总是在争吵过后清醒
夏天的热气
让人老控制不住坏脾气
我们或许太任性
又或许太过在乎你
才来追逐著背影
如果你愿意
愿意再次相信
相信我是爱你
我不让你失望
我还在这里
倔强的夏天里
有风也有大雨
阳光洒满地
如果停不了
我能体会这心情
我会奋不顾身地
把幸福都给你
如果你想要
如果你愿意
愿意再次相信
相信我是爱你
我不让你失望
我还在这里
倔强的夏天里
有风也有大雨
阳光洒满地
如果你愿意
愿意再次相信
相信我是爱你
我不让你失望
我还在这里
倔强的夏天里
有风也有大雨
阳光洒满地
我是不懂你
怎样的心情
不是不懂你
这样的心情
如果你愿意
Friday, March 21, 2008
[ my ROTTING starts from this moment...... ]
my ROTTING starts from this moment......
FIRST day of my holidays.. seriosly, i got no idea what i am going to do with this 3weeks holidays i have.. intend to find a job and earn some money.. mom's controlling my money very TIGHT! and making really think TWICE, THRICE everytime i want to step out of my house and when i buy things.. hais! i do have MONEY in the bank.. BUT, i cant use it as and when i like it.. why? can i TURN 21 FASTER?
woke up at 11plus today.. my sore throat is getting WORSE.. and my BLOCK NOSE really IRRITATED me.. have NO IDEA what i am going to do today.. so decided to stay home.. since it's like raining cats and dogs outside.. it will be a good excuse to stay indoor.. today is FRIDAY.. but it seems more like a SATURDAY.. cause during my attachment period, saturday and sunday are the ONLY days i can rest.. 3weeks HOLIDAYS seems LONG but it's definitely going to be a SHORT break for me before i CHIONG for my 2.1 in campus.. i am DEFINITE in PULLING my GPA HIGHER! YES! NO B's.. BUT A's only!
stayed home.. and it's now HAPPILY watching 公主小妹 on youtube.. hahaz! so TOUCHING! and plans for tomorrow.. no idea seriously.. BUT, sunday.. i'm going to wake up really EARLY! must be at ah gong's place at 7.30am.. it's grandma's 100th day.. and we need to go to CCK to bai bai also.. so fast.. grandma has left us for 3months plus already.. and it's coming to almost 3months since YOU left me.. somehow, i still THOUGHT of YOU once in a while.. SOON, YOUR IMAGE will FADE off......
going back to watch 公主小妹...... a song to recommend.. Zhang Shao Han's 不想懂得
当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什黱
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什黱
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的
FIRST day of my holidays.. seriosly, i got no idea what i am going to do with this 3weeks holidays i have.. intend to find a job and earn some money.. mom's controlling my money very TIGHT! and making really think TWICE, THRICE everytime i want to step out of my house and when i buy things.. hais! i do have MONEY in the bank.. BUT, i cant use it as and when i like it.. why? can i TURN 21 FASTER?
woke up at 11plus today.. my sore throat is getting WORSE.. and my BLOCK NOSE really IRRITATED me.. have NO IDEA what i am going to do today.. so decided to stay home.. since it's like raining cats and dogs outside.. it will be a good excuse to stay indoor.. today is FRIDAY.. but it seems more like a SATURDAY.. cause during my attachment period, saturday and sunday are the ONLY days i can rest.. 3weeks HOLIDAYS seems LONG but it's definitely going to be a SHORT break for me before i CHIONG for my 2.1 in campus.. i am DEFINITE in PULLING my GPA HIGHER! YES! NO B's.. BUT A's only!
stayed home.. and it's now HAPPILY watching 公主小妹 on youtube.. hahaz! so TOUCHING! and plans for tomorrow.. no idea seriously.. BUT, sunday.. i'm going to wake up really EARLY! must be at ah gong's place at 7.30am.. it's grandma's 100th day.. and we need to go to CCK to bai bai also.. so fast.. grandma has left us for 3months plus already.. and it's coming to almost 3months since YOU left me.. somehow, i still THOUGHT of YOU once in a while.. SOON, YOUR IMAGE will FADE off......
going back to watch 公主小妹...... a song to recommend.. Zhang Shao Han's 不想懂得
当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什黱
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什黱
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的
Thursday, March 20, 2008
[ HOLIDAYS starts TODAY!.... ]
HOLIDAYS starts TODAY!....
few days didnt update.. let's have updates for the past few days..
nothing much recently.. except for waking up as early as 5.10am to get ready for school.. everyday lesson was PCA and Bio.. let's first introduce who's my CA and Bio teacher.. Class Advisor is Mdm Esther Heng.. and as for Bio teacher is Mrs Joanna Tang.. and Co-teach is Ms Govri..
talking about Ms Govri.. i have known her way before she become a lecturer in our school.. hahaz! cause she's TTSH SN! and during my CP 1.1, i remember helping her to do translation when she came over to 8B for help! she was SHOCKED that i can still recognise her and know which ward she belongs to! hahaz! and after telling her, she could then recalled who am i! just feel a bit weird that the SN you know becomes your lecturer!
first day was poured with all THEORY.. then from the second day onwards, all PCA lesson were used for PRACTICAL! then only have bio lesson as theory.. Bio was a bit rushed.. with only 4days to finish the whole endocrine system.. BUT, i can concentrate quite well.. just that i dont understand why they must stopped printing the bio handbook for us.. and EXPECT us to bring TABBNER for ALL lessons just to take down NOTES!
the TABBNER is so HEAVY! and because i have to revise at home and make notes, i have been bringing my Tabber through and flow for the past few days! and as for PCA - was rushed to finish on DM theory and as for practical - it's hypocount and insulin therapy! having HOURS and HOURS of practical is SCARY! and really ENERGY CONSUMING! and i gets HYPO there and then... BUT, i'm done with the PHASE TEST today! dont know how am i going to fair.. BUT, i have LITTLE confidence towards this test.. hais! but anyways, HOLIDAYS starts today! Yee yee!~
log into my student portal just now wanting to read the bio notes.. and went to check my results.. CP result's grade not key in yet.. BUT.. the GPA results for year 1 is IN! people! i shall keep it a SECRET till i see my CP grade keyed in! for the time being, let me enjoy the HAPPINESS FIRST! hahaz! HOLIDAYS!~
few days didnt update.. let's have updates for the past few days..
nothing much recently.. except for waking up as early as 5.10am to get ready for school.. everyday lesson was PCA and Bio.. let's first introduce who's my CA and Bio teacher.. Class Advisor is Mdm Esther Heng.. and as for Bio teacher is Mrs Joanna Tang.. and Co-teach is Ms Govri..
talking about Ms Govri.. i have known her way before she become a lecturer in our school.. hahaz! cause she's TTSH SN! and during my CP 1.1, i remember helping her to do translation when she came over to 8B for help! she was SHOCKED that i can still recognise her and know which ward she belongs to! hahaz! and after telling her, she could then recalled who am i! just feel a bit weird that the SN you know becomes your lecturer!
first day was poured with all THEORY.. then from the second day onwards, all PCA lesson were used for PRACTICAL! then only have bio lesson as theory.. Bio was a bit rushed.. with only 4days to finish the whole endocrine system.. BUT, i can concentrate quite well.. just that i dont understand why they must stopped printing the bio handbook for us.. and EXPECT us to bring TABBNER for ALL lessons just to take down NOTES!
the TABBNER is so HEAVY! and because i have to revise at home and make notes, i have been bringing my Tabber through and flow for the past few days! and as for PCA - was rushed to finish on DM theory and as for practical - it's hypocount and insulin therapy! having HOURS and HOURS of practical is SCARY! and really ENERGY CONSUMING! and i gets HYPO there and then... BUT, i'm done with the PHASE TEST today! dont know how am i going to fair.. BUT, i have LITTLE confidence towards this test.. hais! but anyways, HOLIDAYS starts today! Yee yee!~
log into my student portal just now wanting to read the bio notes.. and went to check my results.. CP result's grade not key in yet.. BUT.. the GPA results for year 1 is IN! people! i shall keep it a SECRET till i see my CP grade keyed in! for the time being, let me enjoy the HAPPINESS FIRST! hahaz! HOLIDAYS!~
Sunday, March 16, 2008
[ 3.16 interfaith symposium... ]
3.16 interfaith symposium...
This year SSA is going to commerate the 3.16 kosen-rufu day in a 2days event.. one was the cultural night for leaders last night.. and the interfaith symposium at Expo today.. woke up quite EARLY today.. at 10am despite sleeping late last night..
was a bit reluatant to attend the symposium today.. BUT.. i know i have to.. cause it's a IMPORTANT event for the SSA.. meet Shanice and Winnie at 1.45pm today.. and the event starts at 2pm with some cultural performances.. followed by a short 20mins talk by Ministry of Finance - Mr George Yeo.. saw Alvin and Kenji.. ya.. Kenji with his girlfriend..
the whole event finishes around 5plus with an exhibition.. Wuihou called me while i was in the midst of the event.. hmm.. so SORRY if i have disappoint any yep family members for not being able to attend any of the gathering for about 3months already.. so SORRY about it.. i know i have been MISSING IN ACTION for the past 3months.. BUT.. i PROMISE.. i will APPEAR soon!^-^
after the event ended.. Darren er zi called me.. SO LONG never see him! miss him SO MUCH! getting more and more HANDSOME! hahaz! then intend to head home.. school tomorrow at 8am! but.. who knows.. Xiuyu Aunty called.. and asked me to meet her to get some documents signed.. so, waited for her at Tampines.. then i headed home.. just have a kind of STRANGE and SCARED feeling.. so SCARED about tomorrow's school.. YEAR2! so FAST!
i know there's many challenges ahead of me.. BUT.. i am WILLING to CONQUER them ONE AFTER ANOTHER! jiayou ba JESSICA LOH!
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIAOZHEN JIE!
This year SSA is going to commerate the 3.16 kosen-rufu day in a 2days event.. one was the cultural night for leaders last night.. and the interfaith symposium at Expo today.. woke up quite EARLY today.. at 10am despite sleeping late last night..
was a bit reluatant to attend the symposium today.. BUT.. i know i have to.. cause it's a IMPORTANT event for the SSA.. meet Shanice and Winnie at 1.45pm today.. and the event starts at 2pm with some cultural performances.. followed by a short 20mins talk by Ministry of Finance - Mr George Yeo.. saw Alvin and Kenji.. ya.. Kenji with his girlfriend..
the whole event finishes around 5plus with an exhibition.. Wuihou called me while i was in the midst of the event.. hmm.. so SORRY if i have disappoint any yep family members for not being able to attend any of the gathering for about 3months already.. so SORRY about it.. i know i have been MISSING IN ACTION for the past 3months.. BUT.. i PROMISE.. i will APPEAR soon!^-^
after the event ended.. Darren er zi called me.. SO LONG never see him! miss him SO MUCH! getting more and more HANDSOME! hahaz! then intend to head home.. school tomorrow at 8am! but.. who knows.. Xiuyu Aunty called.. and asked me to meet her to get some documents signed.. so, waited for her at Tampines.. then i headed home.. just have a kind of STRANGE and SCARED feeling.. so SCARED about tomorrow's school.. YEAR2! so FAST!
i know there's many challenges ahead of me.. BUT.. i am WILLING to CONQUER them ONE AFTER ANOTHER! jiayou ba JESSICA LOH!
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIAOZHEN JIE!
[ SHOPPING cum 3.15 CULTURAL NIGHT! ]
SHOPPING cum 3.15 CULTURAL NIGHT!
* me getting ready for the cultural night! *
* me with make-up ON! * - it'a rare THING!
* the sepia ME *
* me and xueyun dajie! * - we do look ALIKE!
* the leftover we had after finishing FISH n CO's seafood platter for 2!*
just too LAZY to blog.. basically, today.. me and xueyun dajie met up for some shopping at TM and we had a fantastic lunch at FISH n CO! seafood platter for 2! LOVE IT! shall bringing bro here when his birthday comes! then.. we met up with Liyan jie.. and then with Gina jie! and the 4 of us went to HQ together for the 3.15 cultural night!
saw many familar faces.... * STEPHANIE (lam), STELLA, FRANCIS, HUIQIAN, RUILING, YVONNE CHUA, STEPHANIE (goh), JIAFENG, MELVIN (tan), SIMON, PINWEN, ELVIN, ANN NEE......* etc.. cant really remember who i saw.. BUT, one thing that makes me fly up to the sky.. many commented that i look PRETTY! really SO HAPPY sia!
anyway, got to REST early.. tomorrow is the 2nd part.. at Expo.. we'll be having a Interfaith Symposium to celebrate 3.16 kosen-rufu day! meeting Shanice tomorrow! ^-^
* me getting ready for the cultural night! *
* me with make-up ON! * - it'a rare THING!
* the sepia ME *
* me and xueyun dajie! * - we do look ALIKE!
* the leftover we had after finishing FISH n CO's seafood platter for 2!*
just too LAZY to blog.. basically, today.. me and xueyun dajie met up for some shopping at TM and we had a fantastic lunch at FISH n CO! seafood platter for 2! LOVE IT! shall bringing bro here when his birthday comes! then.. we met up with Liyan jie.. and then with Gina jie! and the 4 of us went to HQ together for the 3.15 cultural night!
saw many familar faces.... * STEPHANIE (lam), STELLA, FRANCIS, HUIQIAN, RUILING, YVONNE CHUA, STEPHANIE (goh), JIAFENG, MELVIN (tan), SIMON, PINWEN, ELVIN, ANN NEE......* etc.. cant really remember who i saw.. BUT, one thing that makes me fly up to the sky.. many commented that i look PRETTY! really SO HAPPY sia!
anyway, got to REST early.. tomorrow is the 2nd part.. at Expo.. we'll be having a Interfaith Symposium to celebrate 3.16 kosen-rufu day! meeting Shanice tomorrow! ^-^
Friday, March 14, 2008
[ i dont wish to get hurt nor hurt anyone... ]
i dont wish to get hurt nor hurt anybody...
few days of update together AGAIN! just feel that i am too LAZY recently to even on the computer..
THURSDAY - morning shift today.. sore throat getting better in a way.. this time round, luckily didnt lose my voice AGAIN like the last round.. i remember how i coughed till when i start talking, i'll start coughing and i was ban to talk too.. work was quite TERRIBLE yesterday.. many patients on hourly parameters and bp is low, have to take manual.. and the saddest thing is... my patient deteriorated and she passed away eventually.. i was praying hard not to have any patients under my care to pass away cause tomorrow will be my last day at work..
after work, had a shower at the ward and rushed off to meet Mom and Didi to go to TP to submit Didi's enrolment form.. then after submition, went to TM mall to have our early dinner at Mos Burger.. after dinner, we went to shop at TM mall.. mom bought a Pierce Cardin wallet from Walletshop.. as for me, bought a Wallet from walletshop, a pair of heels for just 10bucks, and a bag from isetan.. but i dont really like the bag.. so intend to go back to change for another one.. as for didi, mom bought him a billabong wallet and a pencil case from wallet shop.. and i bought him a crumpler bag from 77th street.. it cost me 163bucks!
wanna buy it.. but only got the one Junyuan is using now.. dont have the colour i want.. Sianx.. ya.. crumpler bag.. reminds me that Nam Choon kor still owe me one! hahaz! my birthday present..
TODAY - last day at work.. quite occupied i can say.. talking to patients and taking my hourly para.. early dismission today! at 2pm! yes! and went to kfc with all my group mates and Mr nah.. and mr nah got a gift for the two students who have the BEST CASE STUDY! and it's ME and NINIE! so HAPPY! then went to meet didi to get his medical report back from causeway point raffles medical.. then we went to shop around.. to hunt for the cardigan i want to get and NEED to get.. and managed to get one for just 10bucks!
looking forward to the cultural night TOMORROW! want to see Pinwen perform again.. just feel that guys who are musical talented has a different CHARM from others! jiayou le Pinwen!
got to know a new frined while playing manjong online.. and he confessed to me yesterday.. suddenly, i just feel that people fall in love without considering.. and of course.. i REJECTED him.. sorry about that.. but i need to do so.. like i say.. i havent fully walk out of my previous relationship plus i feel that i dont know you well.. i dont want to get hurt nor hurt anyone.. i know i am selfish.. BUT.. i cant help to protect myself.. as for Daryl.. dont know how to tell him too.. but i knoe he is stubborn.. he wont give up.. well, i'll let you wait.. cause i have set the conviction already.. to concentrate on my studies and think of NOTHING.. i dont need anyone's love......................
my NEW wallet.. *pinky*
my new pair of heels....
a cute cardiagan...
few days of update together AGAIN! just feel that i am too LAZY recently to even on the computer..
THURSDAY - morning shift today.. sore throat getting better in a way.. this time round, luckily didnt lose my voice AGAIN like the last round.. i remember how i coughed till when i start talking, i'll start coughing and i was ban to talk too.. work was quite TERRIBLE yesterday.. many patients on hourly parameters and bp is low, have to take manual.. and the saddest thing is... my patient deteriorated and she passed away eventually.. i was praying hard not to have any patients under my care to pass away cause tomorrow will be my last day at work..
after work, had a shower at the ward and rushed off to meet Mom and Didi to go to TP to submit Didi's enrolment form.. then after submition, went to TM mall to have our early dinner at Mos Burger.. after dinner, we went to shop at TM mall.. mom bought a Pierce Cardin wallet from Walletshop.. as for me, bought a Wallet from walletshop, a pair of heels for just 10bucks, and a bag from isetan.. but i dont really like the bag.. so intend to go back to change for another one.. as for didi, mom bought him a billabong wallet and a pencil case from wallet shop.. and i bought him a crumpler bag from 77th street.. it cost me 163bucks!
wanna buy it.. but only got the one Junyuan is using now.. dont have the colour i want.. Sianx.. ya.. crumpler bag.. reminds me that Nam Choon kor still owe me one! hahaz! my birthday present..
TODAY - last day at work.. quite occupied i can say.. talking to patients and taking my hourly para.. early dismission today! at 2pm! yes! and went to kfc with all my group mates and Mr nah.. and mr nah got a gift for the two students who have the BEST CASE STUDY! and it's ME and NINIE! so HAPPY! then went to meet didi to get his medical report back from causeway point raffles medical.. then we went to shop around.. to hunt for the cardigan i want to get and NEED to get.. and managed to get one for just 10bucks!
looking forward to the cultural night TOMORROW! want to see Pinwen perform again.. just feel that guys who are musical talented has a different CHARM from others! jiayou le Pinwen!
got to know a new frined while playing manjong online.. and he confessed to me yesterday.. suddenly, i just feel that people fall in love without considering.. and of course.. i REJECTED him.. sorry about that.. but i need to do so.. like i say.. i havent fully walk out of my previous relationship plus i feel that i dont know you well.. i dont want to get hurt nor hurt anyone.. i know i am selfish.. BUT.. i cant help to protect myself.. as for Daryl.. dont know how to tell him too.. but i knoe he is stubborn.. he wont give up.. well, i'll let you wait.. cause i have set the conviction already.. to concentrate on my studies and think of NOTHING.. i dont need anyone's love......................
my NEW wallet.. *pinky*
my new pair of heels....
a cute cardiagan...
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
[ i am feeling FEVERISH! ]
i am feeling FEVERISH!
let's have a quick update of my past 3days event..
Monday - was on afternoon shift today.. and FINALLY.. i got to know my CP results.. this medical posting.. i got 85.5%! and overall for 1.1 and 1.2 CP - my score is 80.7%!!! YES! it's an A people! hahaz! i think this was a RELIEVE for me! at least i am NOT so stress anymore..
Tuesday - it was a TERRIBLE day! early morning.. i had DIARRHOEA! and i die die also want to go to work.. cause i dont want to do replacement on saturday.. at work... patients were okie.. except for some IRRITATING SPECIMEN that i feel like slapping.. cant tolerate the way she works! my goodness! and back home.. had a terrible flu and sore throat..
today... FIRST thing in the morning was frustrating enough already.. i woke up LATE! like for the FIRST time.. i overslept.. took the flu medicine yesterday but i couldnt sleep till 1am plus.. and.. the medicine makes me OVERSLEPT.. and my DEAR PARENTS just ASSUME that i was on afternoon shift when i didnt wake up! what the!.... at work.. everything is okie.. and my anger was relieved when teacher brought me to speak to Sister Elaine.. raining badly today.. and my nose is BLOCKED! now facing SOB! Shortness Of Breath! i am breathing through my mouth and feeling so FEVERISH! i will TAHAN till friday.. DONT WANT MC! DONT WANT REPLACEMENT either!
let's have a quick update of my past 3days event..
Monday - was on afternoon shift today.. and FINALLY.. i got to know my CP results.. this medical posting.. i got 85.5%! and overall for 1.1 and 1.2 CP - my score is 80.7%!!! YES! it's an A people! hahaz! i think this was a RELIEVE for me! at least i am NOT so stress anymore..
Tuesday - it was a TERRIBLE day! early morning.. i had DIARRHOEA! and i die die also want to go to work.. cause i dont want to do replacement on saturday.. at work... patients were okie.. except for some IRRITATING SPECIMEN that i feel like slapping.. cant tolerate the way she works! my goodness! and back home.. had a terrible flu and sore throat..
today... FIRST thing in the morning was frustrating enough already.. i woke up LATE! like for the FIRST time.. i overslept.. took the flu medicine yesterday but i couldnt sleep till 1am plus.. and.. the medicine makes me OVERSLEPT.. and my DEAR PARENTS just ASSUME that i was on afternoon shift when i didnt wake up! what the!.... at work.. everything is okie.. and my anger was relieved when teacher brought me to speak to Sister Elaine.. raining badly today.. and my nose is BLOCKED! now facing SOB! Shortness Of Breath! i am breathing through my mouth and feeling so FEVERISH! i will TAHAN till friday.. DONT WANT MC! DONT WANT REPLACEMENT either!
Sunday, March 09, 2008
[ SK open house 2008! ]
SK open house 2008!
* the picture in our kindergarten hall - our 3 presidents of SGI *
*1st pic of the day! introducing Carys, May and ME!*
* US with a little girl!*
* US! *
* the SEPIA us! *
* me and siying *
* me with my favourite pose - my ZHUZHU mouth! *
pictures speaks a thousand words.. in short, i actually had went back to SK to help in the open house today.. and alumni there were - Willie, Carys, May, Pnelope, Jiayi, Vivien and me! was SAD that i am the ONLY pioneer student there.. SO SAD right? and heard from Mrs Tay that we'll be commerating our 15th year anniversary this year on the 25th of oct this year.. really looking forward to it and hopes to be part of the planning committee!
dinner was Ajisen with Carys and Willie.. had a great time chatting with them.. and thanks for listening to me..... afternoon shift tomorrow!~
* the picture in our kindergarten hall - our 3 presidents of SGI *
*1st pic of the day! introducing Carys, May and ME!*
* US with a little girl!*
* US! *
* the SEPIA us! *
* me and siying *
* me with my favourite pose - my ZHUZHU mouth! *
pictures speaks a thousand words.. in short, i actually had went back to SK to help in the open house today.. and alumni there were - Willie, Carys, May, Pnelope, Jiayi, Vivien and me! was SAD that i am the ONLY pioneer student there.. SO SAD right? and heard from Mrs Tay that we'll be commerating our 15th year anniversary this year on the 25th of oct this year.. really looking forward to it and hopes to be part of the planning committee!
dinner was Ajisen with Carys and Willie.. had a great time chatting with them.. and thanks for listening to me..... afternoon shift tomorrow!~
Saturday, March 08, 2008
will i meet YOU the next leap year?
will i meet YOU the next leap year?
too TIRED for any blogging for the past few days.. was on THREE DAYS afternoon shift, ONE DAY back for SIM and ONE DAY morning.. and thank goodness! morning falls on a FRIDAY.. and makes my weekends look LONGER! plus.. i'm on AFTERNOON SHIFT on monday too!
work was OKIE.. except my SUPER UNHAPPINESS when i am on the same shift with that LAZY BUM on tuesday.. that 8hours was a MISERY to ME! so GREAT that all my FOUR LETTERS words start VOMITING from my MOUTH! lolx! this is definitely KARMA!
SATURDAY today! and my program on the list is to be out with Xianyun! met her 2pm at khatib as she's going for a dental appointment.. then.. we took bus851 to Bugis.. and she slept all the way there.. she's just physically too tired.. as for ME, it was a MENTALLY, SPIRTUALLY and PHYSICALLY all those while.. NOTHING seems to reduce the TIREDNESS i have accumulated now! does it mean my good fortunate is accumulating? i DOUBT so.. our purpose was to get the bag i had now.. the one i posted picture saying that i bought it at 15bucks.. she wanted a white one at first.. then wanted to mix coloured one, like the one i had after seeing me carrying it..
well.. we are sisters.. sometimes, our taste are the same.. and thank god, she got it.. and at 15bucks too! what a great deal.. breakfast, lunch and dinner was only some sushi from cold storage and a bubble tea i had earlier.. think i need to be on DIET seriously and want to save money.. lolx! i think i really lacks the wisdom of eating smart.. then we headed to DB.. to Cathay to get the ticket.. initial plan of mine was to watch the movie at 5.10 and shop later.. but, the places are selling fast.. we didnt managed to get the tickets in time.. so we have chosen to shop first and movie at 7.15pm..
shopped at PS.. and Xianyun bought a blank skirt at Dorothy Perkins.. it's NICE but i still like the one with folds.. lolx! see, we do have different taste at TIMES.. lolx.. and then was plan looking around till time is up for us to leave for Cathay again.. outside the movie hall, i was SURPRISED to see him.. yes, Shaun! really shocked! cause i knocked into friends today.. first was Huishan and Weimin.. then was Shaun with his girlfriend.. we had a 5minutes chat about our daily things.. and seeing Shaun makes my mind filled with images of HIM again..
show was GREAT.. thought Xianyun thinks that it is an average movie.. maybe because i am the type who is into love stories.. and i CRIED during the movie itself.. it reminds me of my own love life.. though it isnt anything special.. but it refreshes my memory... after movie, initial plan was to HEAD HOME.. cause i am TIRED too.. then Xianyun dragged me for dinner.. which i was so reluntant to.. cause i wasnt hungry at all.. and have been running places to places upon her request since afternoon.. hais! plus, my aunty visited me.. so i am seriously having some MOOD SWINGS.. so, people.. it's a WARNING! my patience recently is LIMITED! dont ever come and PROVOKE or AGITATE me.. you will have a hard time...
many issues unsolved.. especially.. my IDIOTIC brother's poly enrolment.. it's giving me quarrels between my mom and myself, my brother and myself because of that.. and i really hate being asked to do things recently.. and starts to think that those things i am doing isnt giving me any benefits.. be it NOW or in FUTURE.. maybe i am just plain TIRED...
too TIRED for any blogging for the past few days.. was on THREE DAYS afternoon shift, ONE DAY back for SIM and ONE DAY morning.. and thank goodness! morning falls on a FRIDAY.. and makes my weekends look LONGER! plus.. i'm on AFTERNOON SHIFT on monday too!
work was OKIE.. except my SUPER UNHAPPINESS when i am on the same shift with that LAZY BUM on tuesday.. that 8hours was a MISERY to ME! so GREAT that all my FOUR LETTERS words start VOMITING from my MOUTH! lolx! this is definitely KARMA!
SATURDAY today! and my program on the list is to be out with Xianyun! met her 2pm at khatib as she's going for a dental appointment.. then.. we took bus851 to Bugis.. and she slept all the way there.. she's just physically too tired.. as for ME, it was a MENTALLY, SPIRTUALLY and PHYSICALLY all those while.. NOTHING seems to reduce the TIREDNESS i have accumulated now! does it mean my good fortunate is accumulating? i DOUBT so.. our purpose was to get the bag i had now.. the one i posted picture saying that i bought it at 15bucks.. she wanted a white one at first.. then wanted to mix coloured one, like the one i had after seeing me carrying it..
well.. we are sisters.. sometimes, our taste are the same.. and thank god, she got it.. and at 15bucks too! what a great deal.. breakfast, lunch and dinner was only some sushi from cold storage and a bubble tea i had earlier.. think i need to be on DIET seriously and want to save money.. lolx! i think i really lacks the wisdom of eating smart.. then we headed to DB.. to Cathay to get the ticket.. initial plan of mine was to watch the movie at 5.10 and shop later.. but, the places are selling fast.. we didnt managed to get the tickets in time.. so we have chosen to shop first and movie at 7.15pm..
shopped at PS.. and Xianyun bought a blank skirt at Dorothy Perkins.. it's NICE but i still like the one with folds.. lolx! see, we do have different taste at TIMES.. lolx.. and then was plan looking around till time is up for us to leave for Cathay again.. outside the movie hall, i was SURPRISED to see him.. yes, Shaun! really shocked! cause i knocked into friends today.. first was Huishan and Weimin.. then was Shaun with his girlfriend.. we had a 5minutes chat about our daily things.. and seeing Shaun makes my mind filled with images of HIM again..
show was GREAT.. thought Xianyun thinks that it is an average movie.. maybe because i am the type who is into love stories.. and i CRIED during the movie itself.. it reminds me of my own love life.. though it isnt anything special.. but it refreshes my memory... after movie, initial plan was to HEAD HOME.. cause i am TIRED too.. then Xianyun dragged me for dinner.. which i was so reluntant to.. cause i wasnt hungry at all.. and have been running places to places upon her request since afternoon.. hais! plus, my aunty visited me.. so i am seriously having some MOOD SWINGS.. so, people.. it's a WARNING! my patience recently is LIMITED! dont ever come and PROVOKE or AGITATE me.. you will have a hard time...
many issues unsolved.. especially.. my IDIOTIC brother's poly enrolment.. it's giving me quarrels between my mom and myself, my brother and myself because of that.. and i really hate being asked to do things recently.. and starts to think that those things i am doing isnt giving me any benefits.. be it NOW or in FUTURE.. maybe i am just plain TIRED...
Monday, March 03, 2008
[ i am falling ill............... ]
i am falling ill...............
afternoon shift today..but 7plus onwards, i'm already awake.. cause.. yesterday i took the digestive tea and 7plus my stomach starts making noise and feeling painful le.. ARGH! so painful.. but managed to clear my constipation problem le! hahaz!
breakfast for me was zhu chang fen and i ate 1/4 bowl of mee soto.. dont know why.. i feel like eating.. but when i bought it, i lose the appetite.. hais! started work at 1pm.. and teacher talked to us.. today is the deadline for the log book and the case study.. and i managed to finish both in time without any delay! YES! mission accomplished!
my head really ACHES! from the moment i start working, my head starts to aches.. and thinking that i will work with the LAZY PIG tomorrow.. my head aches more!! ARGH! just cant stand the way she works.. SUPER LAZY till i bwg!!! long to watch a movie.. " The Leap Years"! and Zhiwen asked me when free can go out watch movie.. hahaz! good good.. want to go shopping with Xueyun da jie and Yvonne er jie too! miss them lots!!
going to go complete my research i owe teacher.. afternoon shift tomorrow! 9more days in the ward!
afternoon shift today..but 7plus onwards, i'm already awake.. cause.. yesterday i took the digestive tea and 7plus my stomach starts making noise and feeling painful le.. ARGH! so painful.. but managed to clear my constipation problem le! hahaz!
breakfast for me was zhu chang fen and i ate 1/4 bowl of mee soto.. dont know why.. i feel like eating.. but when i bought it, i lose the appetite.. hais! started work at 1pm.. and teacher talked to us.. today is the deadline for the log book and the case study.. and i managed to finish both in time without any delay! YES! mission accomplished!
my head really ACHES! from the moment i start working, my head starts to aches.. and thinking that i will work with the LAZY PIG tomorrow.. my head aches more!! ARGH! just cant stand the way she works.. SUPER LAZY till i bwg!!! long to watch a movie.. " The Leap Years"! and Zhiwen asked me when free can go out watch movie.. hahaz! good good.. want to go shopping with Xueyun da jie and Yvonne er jie too! miss them lots!!
going to go complete my research i owe teacher.. afternoon shift tomorrow! 9more days in the ward!
Sunday, March 02, 2008
[ i am worried..... ]
i am worried.....
woke up at 11.30am this morning.. only slept at 1plus today.. really TIRED today.. woke up shower and did my morning prayers.. then i went down to buy my breakfast and at the same time photocopy my case study paper.. breakfast cum lunch today is mixed veggies rice and zhu chang fen.. so long never eat liao.. really CRAVING for it..
then came home and watched 樱野3加1! so NICE.. then continue to finish up my case study.. submition date is tomorrow.. and i managed to FINISH liao! YES! then i decided to iron my uniform and tidy up wardrobe.. think it's too MESSY liao le.. and DUSTY also.. make me keep SNEEZING!
almost forget about the thing i am worried about.. yes.. after what Daryl said to me yesterday.. i came to realise that e's quite DEFINITE what he has decided to do.. he appealled to go into simei ite just because he hopes to see me there.. and he even ask me to stay single to wait for him.. hais! what should i do? how should i tell him that i dont wish to talk about it anymore.. HOW?
saw Junyuan online.. and found that he's troubled.. tried consoling him but dont know why.. i dont seems to help him much.. hais! see liao also worried.. why must relationship turn a person into this? and make the person so depressed.. hais!
want to find a job during holis to earn some pocket money.. will be on afternoon shift tomorrow!... tired....
woke up at 11.30am this morning.. only slept at 1plus today.. really TIRED today.. woke up shower and did my morning prayers.. then i went down to buy my breakfast and at the same time photocopy my case study paper.. breakfast cum lunch today is mixed veggies rice and zhu chang fen.. so long never eat liao.. really CRAVING for it..
then came home and watched 樱野3加1! so NICE.. then continue to finish up my case study.. submition date is tomorrow.. and i managed to FINISH liao! YES! then i decided to iron my uniform and tidy up wardrobe.. think it's too MESSY liao le.. and DUSTY also.. make me keep SNEEZING!
almost forget about the thing i am worried about.. yes.. after what Daryl said to me yesterday.. i came to realise that e's quite DEFINITE what he has decided to do.. he appealled to go into simei ite just because he hopes to see me there.. and he even ask me to stay single to wait for him.. hais! what should i do? how should i tell him that i dont wish to talk about it anymore.. HOW?
saw Junyuan online.. and found that he's troubled.. tried consoling him but dont know why.. i dont seems to help him much.. hais! see liao also worried.. why must relationship turn a person into this? and make the person so depressed.. hais!
want to find a job during holis to earn some pocket money.. will be on afternoon shift tomorrow!... tired....
Saturday, March 01, 2008
[ a get together brought JOY and LAUGHTER! ]
a get together brought JOY and LAUGHTER!
woke up at 10.30am this morning.. ya.. meeting 秀娟姐 today for some get together and of cause not forgetting our hobby - SHOPPING! meet her at Bugis at 1.30pm.. and surprisingly.. Michelle came to join us! so our shopping trip started from Pazzion shop.. 秀娟姐 eyeing on a pair of heels that i feel will makes my legs HURTS and it's too tall.. and 秀娟姐 isnt that short.. so i feel that she dont need this pair of heels at all.. then.. we went to IP Zone.. where 秀娟姐 spent 73bucks on a jacket, 2 t-shirts and a pair of pants for 姐夫..
then i called Anna.. ask her if she's joining us.. and indeed she is.. she's on her way back to shower first before she comes down to join us.. then when she comes.. we went round shopping.. and saw this girl who is really PLUMP! and the worse thing is her dressing.. my goodness! think if i am her size, i wont dare to wear till like this.. so SCARY! then we went to Lver.. 秀娟姐 bought a purple top at 19bucks instead of the usual 59bucks.. so WORTH.. but i feel it dont suits me.. so i didnt buy.. went to look around and bought a hello kitty pen at 1.90! then we went on to Espirit.. have no intention to buy anything actually.. 秀娟姐saw a top that look nice.. but 3pieces left.. a M size, L and XL.. she tried on the M size.. but it's too big for her..
so she ask me to put down.. and i could WEAR! so.. she asked me buy.. and when i came out of the feeting room with that top.. she said i have SLIM DOWN! hahaz! indeed! not a lot but a little makes a BIG DIFFERENCE! hahaz! and because of that praise, i bought that top.. 50% discount.. usual was 39.90.. after discount was 19.95! and for the first time, i paid my own stuff with my own ATM card! hahaz! no one can understand the joy i had..
then we went on shopping.. and 秀娟姐 says she need to go for 姐夫.. he's doing facial somewhere.. so we went with her.. 秀娟姐 and Anna know about what happened to me and HIM liao.. Dad told them about it.. well, let bygones be bygones ba.. after looking for 姐夫, we went to HUNT for the place where babies clothing are sold.. but the shop isnt open.. and we saw 阿良.. so coincidental! and he said i grown FATTER! my goodness! my whole world almost tobbled down! oh gosh! he's the FIRST one who said i have grown FATTER.. my goodness! but he said, looked prettier.. and least it saves him! hahaz!
we went into bugis street.. 秀娟姐bought a pair of leggies and a pair of heels from Image turn.. Anna bought a 孕妇裤 for her sister-in-law.. then we had dinner.. over dinner, we were talking about how sickening how 小狗was.. not the real dog.. is a person's nick.. and talked about Uncle Albert..and it was like so SCARY! we saw him after we finished our dinner.. we have never thought to clash into him at Bugis.. after dinner, we went to Times Club and Anna bought a Casio watch for her mom..
today shopping trip was FUN.. though i only bought a Hello Kitty pen and a top from Espirit.. BUT, i am totally SATISFIED! it was a get together for us! tired.. chionging CASE-STUDY tomorrow!
woke up at 10.30am this morning.. ya.. meeting 秀娟姐 today for some get together and of cause not forgetting our hobby - SHOPPING! meet her at Bugis at 1.30pm.. and surprisingly.. Michelle came to join us! so our shopping trip started from Pazzion shop.. 秀娟姐 eyeing on a pair of heels that i feel will makes my legs HURTS and it's too tall.. and 秀娟姐 isnt that short.. so i feel that she dont need this pair of heels at all.. then.. we went to IP Zone.. where 秀娟姐 spent 73bucks on a jacket, 2 t-shirts and a pair of pants for 姐夫..
then i called Anna.. ask her if she's joining us.. and indeed she is.. she's on her way back to shower first before she comes down to join us.. then when she comes.. we went round shopping.. and saw this girl who is really PLUMP! and the worse thing is her dressing.. my goodness! think if i am her size, i wont dare to wear till like this.. so SCARY! then we went to Lver.. 秀娟姐 bought a purple top at 19bucks instead of the usual 59bucks.. so WORTH.. but i feel it dont suits me.. so i didnt buy.. went to look around and bought a hello kitty pen at 1.90! then we went on to Espirit.. have no intention to buy anything actually.. 秀娟姐saw a top that look nice.. but 3pieces left.. a M size, L and XL.. she tried on the M size.. but it's too big for her..
so she ask me to put down.. and i could WEAR! so.. she asked me buy.. and when i came out of the feeting room with that top.. she said i have SLIM DOWN! hahaz! indeed! not a lot but a little makes a BIG DIFFERENCE! hahaz! and because of that praise, i bought that top.. 50% discount.. usual was 39.90.. after discount was 19.95! and for the first time, i paid my own stuff with my own ATM card! hahaz! no one can understand the joy i had..
then we went on shopping.. and 秀娟姐 says she need to go for 姐夫.. he's doing facial somewhere.. so we went with her.. 秀娟姐 and Anna know about what happened to me and HIM liao.. Dad told them about it.. well, let bygones be bygones ba.. after looking for 姐夫, we went to HUNT for the place where babies clothing are sold.. but the shop isnt open.. and we saw 阿良.. so coincidental! and he said i grown FATTER! my goodness! my whole world almost tobbled down! oh gosh! he's the FIRST one who said i have grown FATTER.. my goodness! but he said, looked prettier.. and least it saves him! hahaz!
we went into bugis street.. 秀娟姐bought a pair of leggies and a pair of heels from Image turn.. Anna bought a 孕妇裤 for her sister-in-law.. then we had dinner.. over dinner, we were talking about how sickening how 小狗was.. not the real dog.. is a person's nick.. and talked about Uncle Albert..and it was like so SCARY! we saw him after we finished our dinner.. we have never thought to clash into him at Bugis.. after dinner, we went to Times Club and Anna bought a Casio watch for her mom..
today shopping trip was FUN.. though i only bought a Hello Kitty pen and a top from Espirit.. BUT, i am totally SATISFIED! it was a get together for us! tired.. chionging CASE-STUDY tomorrow!
my hello kitty pen!
my NEW bought top from Espirit!
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