* EVERYTHINGY U SAE R LIES ------- U"RE A LIAR ------- DUN EVEN TINK I'LL 4GIVE U *

[ EVERYTHINGY U SAE R LIES --- U"RE A LIAR --- DUN EVEN TINK I'LL 4GIVE U ]

why?? why lie 2 mi?? is so hurtin.. i hav been cheated 4 so long.. i jus nv tot tat i'll b cheated by u.. u sae u dun lyk her anymore.. now wat happens?? congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!! u r wif her now.. like her 4 5 yrs.. from sec 1 till now?? exactly 5 yrs.. wat abt e times u wif mi?? LIAR.. i hate u.. i will nv 4give u.. wat hav i done wrong?? y mus u cheat mi?? so wonderful of u.. n so stupid of mi.. i dun expect u still love mi.. but.. i nv expect u will cheat mi.. dun let mi jiang zhong wat i'm tinkin now.. nvm.. i can live beta wifout u.. ya.. mayb god is rite.. u 2 r more compatible.. wif e same type of pattern.. closer character.. she wun control ur movement.. but tag along.. n she can give everythingy u wan 2 u.. i'm not so wonderful.. 2 mi.. u're a television set n i'm e remote control.. u shld not go beyond my control.. i control ur movement..

u got ur freedom u wan.. cos u love tat ger.. wat else can i sae.. i jus blame myself 4 bein stupid 4 e 2 yrs i noe u.. i noe tis dae will cum.. u can tell her u used 2 hav feelings 4 her in front of mi.. wat else u cant do?? i'm not stupid.. i hav no sae.. all i can is 2 voice out my unhappiness here.. dun worry.. i dun hav any more feelings 2wards a person lyk u.. i noe one dae u 2 will b 2gether.. mayb i'm jus a spare tyre 4 u.. or should sae a float tat floats by when u r e deep blue sea.. now tat high tide is over n u reaches e shore.. i'm useless.. she is e coconut tree by e seaside.. she can provide u shade,n coconut wif juicy flesh n water.. she will determine ur survival.. wif out her u will jus die.. so i'll cheng quan u n her.. otherwise u will die.. love is blind.. is beyond words.. n feelings developed.. it doesnt mean tat person is ur god sis, god daughter, god bro or god son or wateva u guys wun fall 4 one another..

i do lurve sum1..but is no longer u..


[[cheng quan ]] -liu ruo ying

kan jian ni he ta zao dao wo mian jian
wei shao de dui wo shou sheng
hao jiu bu jian
ru huo dang chu mei you wo de cheng quan
shi bu shi jin tian hai zai yuan di pan xuan
bu wei le mian qiang ke shao de zun yan
suo you de bei shang diu zai
fen shou na tian
wei bi yong yuan cai suan ai de wan quan
yi ge ren de cheng quan
hao huo san ge ren de jiu jian
wo dui ni fu chu de qing chun zhe mo duo nian
huan lai le yi ju
xie xie ni de cheng yuan
cheng quan le ni de shao sha yu mao xian
cheng quan le wo de bi hai lan tian
ta xu ni de hai shi san meng mi yi tian yan
wo zhi you yi ju
bu huo hui de cheng quan
cheng quan le ni de jin tian yu ming tian
cheng quan le wo de xia ge xia tian

* it's jus unfair *

[ it's jus unfair ]

* b4 u start readin tis entry.. be prepare 2 hear all my grumble, my complains..

things around us jus cant b fair at all times de.. jus like my manager ba.. he alwaz favour my leader.. onli my leader is prefect.. onli noe how 2 bs.. haiz.. he is alwaz pointin his finger on mi n my sista..wateva we do.. we r kpo.. wateva we do is nt rite.. onli wateva my leader do is rite.. so wat tat my leader's bears my manager's surname.. nvm.. i ren.. "ba ren cheng jin".. one dae.. when my manager retires.. e truth will soon b seen.. i believe my leader will not survive wifout my manager around.. if she is tat gd.. e custom wun ban her from cumin in2 spore.. nvm..

my leader.. how 2 describe her.. she veri selfish.. onli help-out wif our stuff de..onli noe how 2 do her own thingy.. n tat's wat my manager likes abt her..mind her own business.. she is in charge of e cutters from malaysia.. so she wun bother abt local cutters if she has her msia cutters 2 check.. even if e cutters arent urgent.. she will jus stand at e profile projector n check her cutters.. selfish.. jus like last time.. b4 we hav a cleanliness chart.. from e veri 1st dae i start workin in e company i nv c her sweepin e floor.. now got duty roster le.. she got no choice but 2 do it.. wateva lahz.. i gonna chant more.. tat's my karma.. i noe i cant avoid.. i hav 2 face it..

recently.. old illness cum again le.. stomach alwaz pain pain.. i'm alwaz nt obedient.. alwaz drink cold drinks despite e pain.. mayb is e old wound tat is givin mi prob ba.. it's been botherin mi a lot tis few daes.. my aunt.. she bad mouth mi in front of my brother.. how can she do such a thingy?? i alread stop goin 2 my pateral grandparents hse le.. cos of my granny n my aunt bad-mouthin mi.. how can they do such a thingy?? i'm their onli grand-daughter ar.. haiz.. 4get it.. i wun visit them anymore.. i c no point le.. from young.. all my aunts n granny alwaz bad-mouth my mom in front of my didi n mi.. i feel so bad on behalf of my mom.. their onli daughter-in-law.. n my didi n mi r onli 2 grand children.. yet.. we r given tis kinda of treatment.. wat is tis?? y my pateral side relatives all like tat de??? so pathetic.. even my dad.. he's beyond hope..

i onli lurve my mom.. n my onli didi.. wo men hui xiang yi wei ming ...

* life's like vapour tat evaporates every sec *

[ life's like vapour tat evaporates every sec ]

* evaporation takes place every sec.. when there's water.. evaporation will take place.. jus dunoe y.. i tink quite a lot tis few weeks.. realli c thru lotsa thingys liao le.. my best bud.. she got mental illnesses.. i dun even not though i now her 4 alread 3 or 4 yrs?? haiz.. if is not my mom who told mi.. i wun even noe.. she broke off wif her bf who's much younger than her.. cos her bf jus cant 4get his ex.. wat's this?? y so irresponsible?? when u r startin a new relation, u mus let go e past rite?? if u'r nt ready 2 let go ur past, dun ever let e new relation take place.. *wei he zhi dao shi bei ju you ren bei ju fa sheng ne?* y mus tat guy be so irresponsible?? dun they noe he needs 2 pay 4 e effect tat he has cause.. cause n effect.. love sumone is not a crime.. but.. hurtin sumone u used 2 love or u love is so sinful.. wif her illness, ur family probz, ur relation, how can she not break down?? realli pity her.. we can chant 4 her.. we can pray 4 her.. but is realli up 2 her 2 pull herself thru all those probz alread..

as 4 mi.. "kan dan le" .. hav or dun hav oso nvm.. i feel satisfied.. i feel contented can le.. who cares so much.. *wink* kekez.. i'm happi wif who i am.. wat i hav.. tat's enough.. u will nv live happi if u nv tink happily.. u mus feel satisfied, contented n grateful wif u hav.. u will definitely live carefully n feel happi.. trust mi.. let bygones b bygones.. u dun hav 2 purposely 4get e thingys tat happened in e past.. b it happi or sad.. treat them as memories.. treat them as experiences.. treat them lessons given 2 u.. n make sure history wun repeat..

got fren from china came last week n went back le.. her name is jia yao.. her dad sae got e wrong name 4 her.. yao ar yao.. makin e whole family shaking wif her.. lolx.. she is younger than mi by 3 yrs i tink.. quite a pretti ger.. got take neo print wif her.. but no scanner.. will find sum1 help mi scan n upload them.. *wink* she stay in zhu hai china.. her life there is jus so much much diff frm us.. i realli feel grateful 2 gohonzon 2 let mi b born in spore.. though my family isnt tat rich.. but we r contented.. my studies although not so gd.. but i got a great job.. noe lotsa of great pple.. like my kor.. my jie.. i'm veri happi le.. my boss n her wife oso nice pple.. if not 4 him who paid my mom's air ticket, she will nv b able 2 travel 2 hongkong n china last yr wif them 4 holidae.. n my dad.. he's goin cambodia next yr.. n mi 2 germany.. 4 at least 2 weeks ba.. i wun disappoint u de uncle roger,auntie winnie n of cos, my mummy n daddy..

[ hao xin fen shou ] -candy lo n wang lee hom

Si fau hun ging nga, gong but chuet suet wah
Muet chor aw si suet, nei seung fun sau ma
Chang kup nei soon fook dou, jau jeung min yueng
Hor gaai wui faan ngaau nei yut ha, nei ji ma

Ye xu gai fan xing, bu ying zai shuo hua
Bei fang qi de wo, ying you ci bao ma
Ruo guo wo ceng shi ge, huai mu yang ren
Neng fou zai rang wo, shi yi xia, bao yi xia

hui tau mong, buen nei jau
chung loi mei chang hang fook gwor
Hen tai duo, mei jie guo
wang shi zhong ti shi zhe mo
Ha buen sang, pui ju lei waai
yi faai lok ya but dor
Bei wo shang, rang ni tong

Hou sum yut jou fong hoi aw
Chung tau lou lik ya hum hor
Tung tung but yiu hou gwor
Wei he chang zhe zhe shou ge
Wei yuan hen er fen shou
Wen ni shi fou yuan liang wo
Yuek ju ding yau yut dim fu chor
But yu ji gei chan sau got por

Hui tou ba, bu yao zou
Bu yao zhe yang li kai wo
Hen tai duo, mei jie guo
Wang shi zhong ti shi zhe mo
Ha buen sang, pui ju nei
Waai yi faai lok ya but dor
Muet yau sum, bit joi tor

Hou sum yut jou fong hoi aw
Chung tau lou lik ya hum hor
Tung tung but yiu hou gwor
Wei he chang zhe zhe shou ge
Wei yuan hen er fen shou
Wen ni shi fou yuan liang wo
Yuek min keung ya fun dou but dor
But yu sum more ya sui por

La La La Hao xin fen shou mei tian bo,

Hoh ji goh je ya noi hoh
Naan ngaai jau mou wai jou tor

Hou sum yut jou fong hoi aw
Chung tau lou lik ya hum hor
Tung tung but yiu hou gwor
Wei he chang zhe zhe shou ge
Wei yuan hen er fen shou,
Wen ni shi fou yuan liang wo
Yuek ju ding yau yut dim fu chor
But yu ji gei chan sau got por

[[ is a nice song.. go find it.. *wink* ]]

* kai po hong chen *

[ kai po hong chen ]

* dunoe y.. jus got tis feelings now.. i see thru everythingy de..nothingy much 2 worry abt.. i jus wanna live carefreely.. live carefreely.. n dun tink too much abt e past.. exams goin 2 finished le.. freedom goin 2 cum back le.. but goin 2 start work again n goin 2 busi again le..mus go learn german.. oh no.. headache ar.. alamak..

haiz.. i'm goin germany le.. realli hope i'm not comin 2 cum back here again.. but there's sum1 i need 2 care 4 now.. my cousin.. my mission now is 2 shakubuku him 2 chant.. lolx.. a big big mission.. gonna change him.. cos i noe he will listen 2 mi ar.. i wan him 2 change 4 e beta.. hmmm.. fren from china come spore..tml gonna show her around..n she mite be studyin in spore.. great.. lolx.. jus like got a younger sista le.. lolx..oso dunoe wat 2 sae..i used 2 b talkative n filled wif ideas.. now i got lost of words sumtimes n stared in2 air oso.. tat's not e real mi.. tat's not mi.. y am i like tat?? sobx sobx.. can sum1 find back e real mi?

gtg le frenz.. take care n tag mi often..