[ i am just being BORED.... ]

i am just being BORED....

Your True Birth Month Is December

Logical Patriotic Ambitious Not egoistic Loves praise Loves to joke Fun to be with Not pretending Loves attention Short tempered Hates restrictions Loves to socialize Loves to be loved Loyal and generous Impatient and hasty Changing personality Good sense of humor Honest and trustworthy Influential in organizations Takes high pride in oneself Active in games and interactions

What's" Your True Birth Month?

it speaks exactly in the month i am being born....

Your Birthdate: December 20

You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

i feel that the part saying about if anyone tries to rush me will be in for some heartache.. i guess it's quite true.. and among the day that they say that those people are compatible with me.. all i can remember the clearest is that my last boyfriend is born on the 11th.. BUT, not say compatible lehz.. if compatible then wont break up liao.. LOLX!

[ spring cleaning..... ]

Spring Cleaning...


JR0704C with Mdm Tan.....


JR0704C with Mrs Tang, our DEAREST CA


me and Mdm Tan, my BH1 and Onco lecturer...


Shiffa, Mdm Tan and Nad..


Nad with the baby...


me with the baby...

spring cleaning one of our nursing lab that we often use.. and we took photos! i just remember it when i get home.. if we were to self declare friday is our official study day then today would be the LAST day having lesson in the nursing lab.. oh HOW SAD! after exams, it will be worse, cause, we will be on holidays then out for attachment in January and there it goes.. we'll be graduating!!! .....

after the spring cleaning, had some peace out talk.. i shall not elaborate cause i dont wish that to be part of my blog's memory.. i can just say.. coming to that issue - I WONT FORGIVE and WONT FORGET.. No negiotation for that.. i'm SORRY.. anyway, it's coming to the END of the TERM and end of the COURSE.. i WONT SEE you ANYMORE, and WONT WANT to see you ANYMORE.. so ya.. from the beginning, it's just project mate-ship and classmate-ship.. NEVER a friendship..

so ya, i dont see a point being affected by you.. cause this term, i had ENOUGH of you! and had ENOUGH of crying and being affected.. i just want to cherish the time with my clinque.. and THAT'S ALL.. STAY AWAY from ME! cause YOU just POLLUATE the AIR!

saw this on my cousin's blog.. quite interesting..and i feel that it's kind of TRUE.. hahaz! i always get affected easily by troubles because of me being too EMOTIONAL.. and i think my friends will get scared of me if i turned quiet.. hahaz! cause it means something is WRONG.. cause i am always a cheerful, talkative and easy-go-lucky person.. hahaz!

Your Birthdate: December 20

You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious. Your strength: Your warm heart Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions Your power color: Black Your power symbol: Musical note Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

[ graduation photo taking... ]

Graduation photo taking...

Let the pics do the talking cause i'm just TOO LAZY and TOO TIRED to write out what's wrong recently.. but, this is our 6th week in school.. next week gonna be our revision week..
exams on 2nd and 3rd dec.. then would be HOLIDAYS le..
and it will be RED CROSS, RED CROSS and RED CROSS..

HAIS! i want to graduate FASTER!!!

and......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLIFF! *muacks* jiayou le!

my DEAREST CLINQUE


The GIRLS in my clinque - Daphne, Nadiah, me & Shiffa! :D


My BESTIE since 16th april'07, Nadiah (Nad)


My BESTIE since 1.1, Shiffa (Shift fur)


My BESTIE since 2.1, Daphne (Daffy duck)


BESTIE since 1st week of school - Ramlan (lan)


the tall EMO freak bestie i had since 1st week of school - Farhan (han)


US AGAIN.....


Siti small and me! =]


me and Rahmah!! :D


Izzah and me :)

Mutiara and me! => 1.2 CP mates! :D

US AGAIN!....

My beloved CA, Mrs Tang=]

my bestie since 2.1 CP, Sook Mun (hmmm, where ah san?)

THE CLINQUE - Anonymous:D

my half of the class..

part of us..

pose more...

FUN SHOT!

a new friend found, Chew xian:)

[ an unexpected wake... ]

an unexpected wake...

went to school as per normal.. meet up the BH proj group mates earlier to give our project the final shot.. met up at cafe 1.. did some cutting and stuff.. well, today, it doesnt seems to be a smooth day for me..

recieved Shaun's sms today.. he told us about Tom's grandma's passing.. well, at that moment when i saw the sms, hmm... i seriously dont know what i should reply.. should i reply said i will go, or just simply ignore the sms.. end up, i still replied asking Shaun what time he's going down.. he called me back immediately.. ask me if i want to go, since the wake is near where i stay.. i didnt know why.. BUT, i said OKIE! but after i said okie, i regretted the next minute.. girls are just sometimes too frickle-minded.

i told Shaun and tried explaining to him that it's going to be a bit weird that after so long, i appear in front of him again.. and that we are not on talking terms actually.. that's the WORSE thing actually.. hais, but as usual, Shaun's sharp tongue just will be able to convince me..

after which, continued doing my project.. everything in a MESS.. video not done, process report not done, photo frame not done.. hais.. demoralised!

finished school at about 4plus.. and it's like raining cats and dogs.. have no choice but to cab home cause i was supposed to meet Shaun and Miao zhen at 5plus at Yishun.. i think Shaun's scared i dont want to go? kept calling me.. LOLX.. but i went lahz.. i really went for it.. i didnt know where did i managed to plug up my courage from.. but i went.. and i was SHOCKED that actually, his grandma who passed away, she's the ONE i met before.. and she did invite me to her place too..

when i saw him crying, i really have a loss of words.. FIRST time see him cry.. and i feel sad too.. though i only met his grandma ONCE, but in my heart, i did really feel like crying.. and saw his parents and brother too.. was SHOCKED that his brother still can recognised me.. we didnt talk that much though we are just sitting side by side.. but, i guess the moral support was what he needed...

it was really a drama finding the place, though i stay near that area.. and my mouth was just like a gun, shooting Shaun, Miaozhen, Suhui.. well, i dont mean it lahz.. i guess i am just trying to hide my FEARS? went supper with Shaun and Guosheng after we left the place.. and i must really thank Shaun for encouraging me to accept him as a friend.. i just need some time Bro! you know me.. i cant digest things that fast.. i know you meant well.... thanks a lot:D

this whole incident, i didnt voice a single word to mom.. cause i just dont know what her reaction would be.. but i told Stella.. i guess she just think that i am stupid.. dont worry.. i know what is right and what is wrong now VERY CLEARLY! :D

please his grandma rest in peace.......

[ i almost lost a friend.... ]

i almost lost a friend..

after seeing Stella's blog, i tell myself... i MUST BLOG!!! cause a year plus ago, a tragedy happened.. it almost happened again.. BUT.. thanks to the Gohonzon's power.. Stella is SAFE and SOUND now..

like Li hua jie jie, she stays at a lower ground.. 3rd storey of a HDB flat.. and like Li hua jie jie, Stella's flat is just beside the staircase.. And, someone set the recycle bin at the first storey near the staircase on FIRE!! causing the power box to explore.. and THANK GOD! Stella smell something and wake her dad up.. and just nice, she stays just opposite the toa poyah bus interchange.. someone just shouted over that something caught fire at the first storey and guide her, her dad and her neighbours to use the other staircase to get down.. IF NOT, ANOTHER TRAGEDY might happened..

i almost cried out when i saw her blog entry.. OMG! i can tell you that i am actually tearing while typing this blog entry.. it awaken my horror of seeing how Li hua jie jie dead and the blog entry just resound in my mind how Stella might go through the same tragedy if she didnt have the Gohonzon's protection..

i must really thank Gohonzon that she didnt take another close friend of mine away from me.. i really must be REALLY REALLY thankful.. thank Gohonzon that you're still safe and sound.. i really cant imagine what will happened to me if the same tragedy happened.. hais! i just dont understand why people must be so inconsiderate? it's real life manz.!! so what if it's just a little fire? like what happened to Li hua jie jie and her brother, it started off with a small fire, and just a wrong step of using the staircase beside her flat.. and just not knowing where the fire started from.. SHE's GONE FOREVER!!

please.. please dont ever take my close friends away from me anymore.. i cant take another blow.....

[ happy birthday ben ben! ]

happy birthday ben ben!

today is ben ben's birthday.. managed to finish his gift only this morning at about 1.30am.. gosh! really tired manz.!! went to school.. slept at cafe 1 while waiting for the rest to come.. sometimes i just feel that it's so annoying that some people have to behave this way.. please.. you dont belong to our clinque okie? stop being so bitchy..

first lesson is pcb.. i get really upset when people talk BADabout me.. if you're so clever, just do it! you dont have to comment on others! mind your own business BITCH!

shall not talk about school.. cause everything seems so frustrating in school.. after school, went to meet Ben ben, woanlan and medy at JP.. and while waiting for them, i saw HL.. went to eat ramen and some shop that woanlan recommended.. had a great time eating and talking till the time we spent was really short.. went to shop shop awhile after eating.. and we went into Toy R'us! how crazy we can be? lolx!

though not many people came down to celebrate his birthday and i was extremely tired, i still went on.. cause without ben ben, this past few months of life wouldnt have been this well.. i would have gave up long ago.. thanks a lot ben ben! hope you love the present we got for you! :D

ben ben's birthday present from me!


ben ben => it is HOT!

me, medy and woanlan..

Ben ben, me and medy