08062005 - colonoscopy [part 1] + [part 2]

08062005 - colonoscopy [part 1]

guess wat.. i wakey at 6.20am tis mornin though i'm nt wkin..cos i ahv 2 eat breakfast b4 7am n start my medi frm 7am onwards..hav 2 clear my large intestine..clear all those wastes b4 goin 2 scope which is in e afternoon ard 3pm lyk tat lohz.. haiyo.. nw.. i'm alread weak le after goin in n out of e toilet 4 more than 6 times.. gosh!!! guess i'll b slimmer after clearin those unneccessary thingy.. n yet..i cant eat lunch.. dunoe how am i gonna walk ltr.. oh man!!! i jus dunoe y i so unlucky tis yr.. wat 2 do.. i mus b strong.. tat's wat kor kor sae de.. jus wonderin how is e situation nw in e company.. they mus b veri busi.. alamak.. if i nt feelin well tml.. am i still able 2 go wk?? dad went overseas le.. onli will b back durin e wkend..

courageous is e word.. i'm old enough.. so mus force all e probz myself.. rite?? i noe gohonzon is there wif mi.. i noe all my family n frenz r wif mi.. i noe hubby u r oso wif hu.. i will b strong.. even if i down wif sum illness.. i'll will face it.. tat's life.. no matter wat happens.. i noe even if i'm left wif 3 mths life.. i mus cherish tis period n do wat ever i lyk n fuifilled wat i hav yet 2 fuifill.. guess life is lyk tat.. everythingy is fated.. but wif e determination n courage.. nth is impossible.. life is filled wif mircale.. tat's wat i believe in.. it seems lyk mi kan kai a lot le.. even my so called "enemies".. nw i treat them as frenz..

i jus wanna sae sumthingy 2 all those out there.. i'm sorrie if i hav once offended u guys.. jus afraid got no chance 2 sae it anymore.. nth cums easy.. so cherish wat u hav.. grab it tite when opportunity r given.. wat ever u wanna do, go ahead n do it provided is e rite thingy.. dun hestiate.. tat's wat i believe..


# Everythingy that happenes to us has a meaning.
Even if you're sad and filled with pain and feel
like you can't go on, as long as you keep going
and pressing forward bravely,
living your life without being defeated,
you will come to see the meaning of that suffering and pain.

This is the power of FAITH.
It is also the essence of life.
The word KARMA is Sanskrit for ACTION.
All of our actions - what we think,
what we say,
and wat we actually do - are engraved in our life.
When our actions are good,
we will receive positive effects that will make us happy.
When our actions are bad,
we will receive negative effects that make us unhappy.
It all eventually comes back to us. #

#Daisaku Ikeda#


08062005 - colonoscopy [part 2]

guess at e moment nw.. i'm okie.. nt serious prob.. but i'm jus still worried abt myself.. seeing e colonorectal surgery specialist on e 23rd again.. sianz sia.. mom still nt wkin.. dad nw in thailand.. haiz.. guess we will face probz again.. so i'm hav no choice but 2 pay 4 my own medical fees.. n spend less on unneccessary thingys le.. anw.. dun worry frenz.. i'm fine (>.<)!!!! hehez.. relation wif hubby gettin beta than b4.. guess we alread understands how 2 give in 2 one another on different situation.. though in e past oso got mani sweet moments.. guess we will jus save them as our memories?? yeah..

anw.. realli tired after scoping.. e sedation haven even go in2 my bodi 2 make mi slp then e nurses start alread.. luckily.. i met a v handsum doctor.. standin by my side.. e doc onli help put sedation.. then e nurses will do e endoscopy.. i jus feel e pain.. wah.. tell u sumthingy.. i scare till i grab e doc hand so tite.. lolx.. anw.. still feelin giddi n uncomfortable nw.. gtg le..

[ sentosa trip with hubby!!! ]

Sentosa trip with hubby.....

I'm gonna wk again.. guess i'll b more busi again.. anna trainin 2 b a QC nw le.. left wif onli one packer onli.. hav 2 pack stock, standard cutters , clean cutters n mani mani thingys.. realli tired n busi.. summore elvina dun let anna clean cutters.. oh gosh.. busi lyk siao.. alamak.. haiz.. at least can go back early 2dae.. nt mani wk actuall.. hahaz(>.<)..

guess wat.. meetin hubby 2dae.. we r goin 2 sentosa.. hehez (=.=).. 4 amost a yr 2gether.. we hav nv been 2 sentosa 2gether.. is our 1st time.. hehez(^o^).. so happi(=O=).. hmmm.. guess i wun b able 2 step in2 e water.. onli stay by e seaside of palawan n siloso beach.. nvm.. still got time 2 go again.. hahaz.. hubby got swim.. but i nv.. when we were on e way back.. guess wat.. we stroll down e seaside of e siloso beach.. high tide.. so coolin tat e water reaches ur leg..

hahaz.. intent 2 play a little noti.. kick e water 2wards hubby's leg.. guess wat.. gana punish lohz.. he spilled so much water on mi.. my short, t-shirt n hair half wet le.. luo tang ji.. hahaz.. but is fun.. then summore got e wat balloon festival de.. got quite a no of schools performin there.. got st joseph lahz.. st hilda's, commonwealth sec n mani more..

we oso bought slipper.. hahaz.. mi chose a pink one.. then hubby choose a orange one.. we promise 2 buy another colour e next time we visit sentosa.. hahaz.. was quite enjoyable actuall.. after we reach e visitors' departure centre.. we walk out 2 harbourfront instead of walkin 4 e bus.. so mani pple sia.. mayb bcos wkend ba.. hahaz(>.<).. actuall hubby hurt his ankle de.. but he wanna go i oso dare nt sae reject.. dun wanna spoil his mood.. guess it's a pity tat we didnt wanna stay 4 e sunset.. nvm still got chance.. i try nt 2 tink too much abt my illness nw.. still waitin 4 e colonoscopy on e 8th.. dad goin thailand 4 wk on e 7th..

guess left wif my mom 2 pei mi le.. jus hope dun hospitalised again le.. haiz(#.#).. dun tink much.. i cherish wat i hav nw.. hehez (=.=).. havin diarrohoea oso.. dunoe y.. but guess i satified wif myself 4 nt bein shaken by tat.. otherwise hubby n mi wun b able 2 go sentosa n hav wif us a great moment nw.. kekez(^0^)..

after which.. we took bus 188 2 imm.. shop shop.. need 2 help xiujuan n xiao jun buy cushion.. promised them 4 long le.. hahaz.. guess is time 2 fuifill it.. hehez.. saw bevan at imm.. he went there repair spectacles.. hahaz.. so long nv c him.. still so slim.. alamak.. lolx.. then went 2 interchange take bus 51 hm lohz.. but mi n hubby tok n tok.. board e wrong bus.. board bus 78 instead.. until reach pandan reservior then we realised it.. hubby oso stupid.. hahaz.. he knew we board wrong bus but he tot i wanna take 78 so he nv voice out.. lame.. then in e end.. drop liao cross over e rd then took bus 143 hm.. alamak..

then went walk walk ard e pasamalum at my hse there.. bought 2 precious moments's puzzles.. one is 1000 pieces de.. e other is 500 de.. tat's a misson 4 hubby.. actuall i told him v long i wan puzzles made by him le.. nw.. is e time 4 him e fuifill wat he promises.. hahaz(>.<).. realli tired 2dae.. but guess is enjoyable..

yun gonna b christian tml le..i jus bless her.. wish she's happi wif wat she hav chosen n decided on.. anw.. frenz shld nt b seperated jus bcos they shared different religion.. they shld gather more 2 share different experiences they had in their own "special" religion.. rite?? hahaz.. yun jiayou!!! i lurve all my frenz n family.. n of cos u.. my hubby!!!!!!!!!!!